Friday, 31 December 2010
you know you really love someone when you don’t hate them for breaking you heart.
thats bullshit
Monday, 27 December 2010
♥ gave me my christmas present and early birthday yesterday. (: i love that eeyore pillow. :D thank youuuuuuu. and yesterday drained the life out of me. slept at 3am woke at 7am. crashed at 6pm after work today and had to wake at 7pm for drums. ended up being late. i.am.extremely.tiredddd. can my friends start having day activities and less UNHEALTHY ones at night? hees. i'd like having day activities some time soon and MORE SLEEP PLEASE! eyebags, EYEBAGS!! ):
Saturday, 25 December 2010
everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.
i had fun at arisa's annual christmas eve party yesterday. (: thank you for inviting me. i loved the food. i think i ate quite a bit. hees. the turkey, the onion soup and the ox tail stew. YUMS! am looking forward to next christmas dinner already. (:
christmas is overrated. and ive OVERSPENT because of it. ): hopefully this year's bonus will be a big one. fingers crossed.
Tuesday, 21 December 2010
I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school
So tell me, how come you never showed?
I gave you everything and never asked for anything
And look at me, I'm all alone
I want a love, I want a fire to feel the burn, my desires
I want a man by my side, not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me, die for me, live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me? ?Cause if you don't then just leave!
I'm looking for attention not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well if you don't have the answer, why you still standing here?
Hey hey hey hey, just walk away
Monday, 20 December 2010
I’ve spent too much time wanting what was taken from me, not what was given.
BEN BARNES AS KING CASPIAN, THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER
ok, so narnia wasnt as good as i thought it would be. halfway through the show, we were waiting for it to end. maybe it's partly due to the fact that we were both tireddd. but anyways, prince Caspian is sure yummy to look at. (: narnia seem to like using my kind of guys. :p
now now, whens my Rapunzel?
Saturday, 18 December 2010
after a while, you realise that you dont need anyone else to survive. no one is ever going to always be there no matter what they promise you. you just have to suck it up and accept it.
hey arnold
yes, have to learn to be independent. im not as independent as you all think. ):
it's not getting easier.
some days i feel like im disappearing, you know? kind of like you forgot about me. some times, it feels like everyone else is too. and im just here. constantly fading in and out of people's life.
and it hurts.
Thursday, 16 December 2010
sometimes, i dont feel like continuing to live. i dont want to kill myeslf, i just want it all to stop or go away. i want to be calm. i want to be happy.
-eletheowl
Wednesday, 15 December 2010
The whole world could tell from someone’s eyes if they were in love.
BRIDA, PAULO COELHO
oh really?
Friday, 10 December 2010
I guess what I really want is to feel loved. Like just for once, somebody would be afraid of losing me. Like I’m a priority, not just an option that’s never chosen. I want to be told i’m beautiful. I want people to care enough to stay in my life and not walk out.
people are looking prettier as years pass, i dont feel like i am. ):
Wednesday, 8 December 2010
MAJOR LIKEY~ :D
sometimes, all you can do is hold on. no matter how painful it's going to be. because you know it's more painful when you lose it.
Sunday, 5 December 2010
ooh, i can never get enough of grey's anatomy! theyre back and i dont get enough! (:
no one can ever fully understand another.
Love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own.
H. JACKSON BROWN, JR.
so no, we dont know love.
The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it’s not because they forget, it’s because they forgive.
— Indecent Proposal
is that the case between us?
The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay.
— Tegan Quin
i love my kiddos! :D