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THE LADY
yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

I NEVER WANNA GROW UP
i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.


CREDITS

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
SOURCE. BLOGGER BLOGSKINS IMAGESHACK
Wednesday 31 August 2005

happie teachers dae!

had inter-class race todae

werent the last class cos we ran at the last min

quite fun thou

seems lyk the sec4s quite enthu during special occasions

besides tat...

lols

actually quite good mood wan

but after seeing sumone my mood turn 360degrees

oh wells

shant tok abt it

lalala~

wont let jus sum nobody affect my mood

im cheerful~

Tuesday 30 August 2005

my dae suck todae
phy prac din noe how to do at all
i tink the meter for the current wan spoil lei
it was alwayys at 0 wan
dunno y
den i spilt my whole bottle of solution R
my lighter was jam
kept trying to light my burner cannot light
waste time
den i burnt my thumb
so put meds and wrap it up so tat i can write
tried to light my burner again
and my cotton wool went up in flames!
iterally
not joking lorr
but damn funnie la
oh wells

Sunday 28 August 2005

these are the fotos we took on the 26/08/05
Image hosted by Photobucket.com
sianx
todae was my gong gong bdae
as usual we had a family gathering
mahjong session
din noe wat to bring there
and it was such a hot dae
everyone complaining abt the heat
the bdae cake was so nice!
chocolate cake frm coffee bean
yummy~
wah i got bullied by my younger cousin
he kept hitting mi
and he din noe how hard he whacked
my skin turned red lorr
and i cant hit him back!!
or i'll be accused of bullying him instead
UNFAIR!!
*sobx
tv time!
shall end here
tis post is kinda boring
oh wells
too bad

Saturday 27 August 2005

i wanna tok
i needa tok
i gotta tok
im dying of boredom
arghhs!


last nite din slp well at all
tok till 2+
but slept at 3+
freaking tired
but sum stupid dog kept barking
den the owner scold it i tink
den jus abt to slp sum stupid idiot
kept opening and closing the stupid squeaky gate
shared bed wif jia
but i slept on the floor instead
hahas
cos no space on the small single bed
felt so uncomfortable
nvm
gtg vien they all going out le i tink
im going hme!
miss my hme actually
lols
hme swt hme
lalala~


went to ben and kam seng bbq todae
be4 tat suppose to study
but thanks to genghui and yuren i din get to study lorr
we took neoprints
yeah
been a long time since i took any
hope ben and kam lyk the present tat we gave
poor amanda lost her handfone
it got STOLEN!!
sone bitch wif children summore
wth rite
aniwaes i shant tok abt it
as usual at bbqs u dun get to eat aniting
all the gurls din get to eat lorr
those stupid bois
me and vien jumped into the pool at the last min
so lyk got wet onli for 15mins
hahas lamee
now at vien hse
kinda tired le all of us
my clothes still wet la
damn
oh wells
slp le
goodnitex ((:

Thursday 25 August 2005

mac breakfast for my class bois todae
they even ate it outside the library
although it was end of recess
well, wat happen?
they got caught la!
hahas
poor tings
after skool we had mock exam
supposed to start at 3
but we started at 3.30!
y??
cos tat vivien tan's hmerm was locked
and no one could get the key
dumb
i saw tat stupid woman lorr
toking to mr choy in his rm
dunno y
she so kpo
hist oso wanna care
wats her prob?
care abt her maths dept la
paper1 oso started late
we were doing maths paper rite?
den suddenly the band started banging awae
we were stressing over the maths questions
and there the band was playing their instrument so loudly
wats more is tat they werent playing soft music
they played loud fast music lyk can-can...
so (-_-")
guess if we all do badly we could blame the band
lols

Wednesday 24 August 2005

thankew sam ann for giving mi her voodoo dollie~! ((:

Monday 22 August 2005

GREAT!
jus grreaat
i tot i was late in going hme
but i wasnt
had stomach pain while chasing the bloody bus
which i did not catch
stupid driver
act lyk he din see mi liddat
i even lost my voodoo doll laa
it was the last one frm bkshop lorr
wa lao
damn xin tong
lu and aaron even told us abt sum ghost thingy
actually tis yr i not scared wan
den now i scared le lorr
shant tink abt it
lalala~
hear no evil
see no evil
speak no evil
aniwaes im safe at hme

Saturday 20 August 2005

u are out of my mind
now studies cum first
studies cum second
and studies cum third
lols
i wont make the same mistake twice
i'll do my best
no more c tis time

Friday 19 August 2005

guess wat happened todae
well, the skool as usual tok too much
and we almost missed our first period
well i say almost becos
there was actually abt 10mins left to the nex lesson
it was maths
and we sort of loiter ard at the fountain instead
cos our nex lesson was ss
we were all lazy to walk to the sec floor
and cum back down again
lols
so it was lyk we were all standing ard the fountain
and everyone else were proceeding to their class
well, tats y we are such a special class!
4e4'o5 rocks! ((:


im in the com lab
finished my phy test
lalala~
pple ard mi still doin
and im here blogging
hohox
i forced myself not to tink of him last nite and i did it!
yeah! ((:
its freaking cold in the lab la
wa lao
my hands can hardly type
oh wells
u noe tat junyang and xinhui went out of superstar?!!
lyk wat the hell?
they ARE the better singers la
i dun lyk kelly
she soo act cute wan
and she cant sing nor is she prettier den xinhui
and obvious junyang is the better singer out of the two guys la
wa lao
junyang shld be the superstar la
hai
the world is unfair
gtg now
leaving the com lab le...

Thursday 18 August 2005

IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
IM NOT HAPPIE WIF MY LIFE!
haiis
saw him todae
but to him
its lyk i dun exist
dunno y
but my heart felt damn heavy
when he lingered in my class longer den he shld
i wan him to stay so tat i can see him
but at the same time i wan him to leave cos it hurts to see him ignoring mi
wat to do?
oh wells
i wont let him do tat to mi again
im not gonna let him toy wif my mind again
memories of him i leaving behind
its no use tinking abt it
i WILL forget him


roses are red
violets are blue.
today arisa had her apple tea n she's so happy=)
so i'm so happy for her.
congrats arisa.
i'll treat u to apple tea tmr =)
be happy.
(tis entry blogged by arisa laa.. lols)

Wednesday 17 August 2005

if your hearts not in it for real
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if the loves already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cos i would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i do
but i wont ask you to stay
id rather walk away
if your hearts not in it


my eng oral was much better den my chinese one
yeah
quite happie wif it
jus hope tat it will PULL my eng marks up lorr
i need it badly
aniwaes good luckie to those having oral tml
ALL THE BEST! ((:

Tuesday 16 August 2005

im sick!!
jus be4 my oral exam
lyk wat the hell?
oh man
jus hope tat tml will be better
and it wont affect my oral
so so so tired
i feel terrible la
my eyes burning
but my temperature not even high
oh wells
gonna slp early tonite
goodnite~
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him
i will forget him

Saturday 13 August 2005

can u tell mi wat u are trying to do?
ur actions are confusing mi
im confusedd
pls tell mi wat to do

Friday 12 August 2005

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true
I'm stuck on you

tis song truely says how im feeling now
haiis
got back o level chinese todae
i got double the grade i wanted
seems lyk o level aint tat easy as pple say
haiis
aniwae its over
im not gonna re-take thou i wan a better grade
i dun hav the stamina to go thru tis again
besides i cant re-take oral oso
and its oral tat pull mi down
i believe

Thursday 11 August 2005

*yawnz
these few days din blog
cos kinda lazy
hees
last nite while in bed suddenly wanted to blog
but...
it was 12mn++
tats y
well
now my hse here got getai
kinda noisy
but i cant complain
its onli once a year
doesnt even feel lyk 7th month la
oki i shld stop toking abt tis
or else
later at nite...
tis is BORRINGG

Sunday 7 August 2005

mus study le
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!
prelims coming
o level coming
how to cramp 4yrs of education into my brain
within a few months?
cannot cannot
mus start le

damn
tat time my wrist swollen
tis time my neck swollen
wat the heck?
damn pain
arghhs

Tuesday 2 August 2005

told u all dun do it le
y mus u still do it?
i've already confiscated two knives
how many more do i hav to take awae frm u be4 u stop?
wats the use of doing it?
it hurts urself and others too
it doesnt solve probs
it onli adds to it
wats the use?
i dun get it
oh
my wrist's fine le
im glad
ytd everyone was asking wat happened to my hand
and kept showing mi tat they could twist their hands
today they kept wanting to touch my hand
so make it hurt
luckie its fine le
sam ann and jia wanted to draw on the bandage
i let jia write my name
but i forbited sam ann to do the same
cos she nv stops once she starts
lols
'goodbye lenin' kinda boring when towards the end
oh wells
wat to sae?
its part hist wat
pple hav the concept tat hist is boring
but it seemed fine after u reallie study it
in fact its interesting
hohox
GOOD NEWS!!
WE MAY BE ABLE TO CARRY ON WIF OUR HAUNTED HSE !!
hope mdm foong can help us convince the teachers
:p

Monday 1 August 2005

went shopping ytd
bought quite alot of stuff compare to my other shopping trips
heehee
had mock exam todae
did it wif my almost useless hand
hahas
everybody kept showing mi tat they can twist and turn their hand
aniwae they wan to
lyk wat the hell?
damn mean lorr
lols
now half watching elektra and half blogging
cant concentrate on both!
haiyo
nvm im done here
i prefer watching
although i watch be4 le
arisa rmb wat u told mi ya
u wont do it again