yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

for mum

WATCH LAH!

but does sound a lil like me when im talking to my kids

for dad

i thought she will not say anything

you know how is it when dads just remain quiet

hahas

but you know what?

dont waste your time with the part in front

just see the last 30 seconds

im not bluffing

you'll know when you see it

did i mention that i was going to post up the christmas dinner photos?
damn, must have forgotten due to the hectic schedule in school
term one's coming up
you lazy people are dreading to go to school well, because you dont wanna go?
still in holiday mood eh?
well, the reason i dont want to go school is because duh!
I HAVE TO WORK!
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WORK WE HAVE TO PREPARE?
okay, im really not in the position to complain as im still taking things slow
besides about 90%'s been done for me by cherry
hees
oh wells, i do kinda dread the new year starting
i guess its the same for people my age?
you guys will be ending your poly years
standing at the crossroads of what to do in the future
i never did like growing up
still dont fancy it
you never know what the future holds for you and it gets scarier when you age one year by one year
damn
i dont know if i'll be in this line forever, till i collect my retirement
i still wanna experience other things, other jobs
i should really start becoming independent
so that i can experience the things i want alone when i cant find get my friends to join in
it is not that i do not like being alone or am i afriad of loneliness
i like being around people. period
oh wells
i'll just see how it goes eh?
photos---

im no christian

im not religious at all that's for sure BUT!

this song is damn bloody sad

i almost cried while listening to it

ok

you guys should just check out darling jasmine's blog (whom im actually going to break up with. hahas.)

her photos are damn awesome!

but i think she's locked her lj

but whatever

just thought i'll post some of my amateurish crap here

YA, YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY?

*TOOT

whatever

seems like im planning my own birthday

but i always thought birthday parties are planned by friends and love ones?

like surprise kinda things?

no?

ok, im just overly sensitive or overly excited that its annonying

whatever

anyways, i really really REALLY want the precious moments figurine

it has eeyore on it

called 'a friend in need'

and also a good time!

:D

'tis the seaon to be jolly, falalalala~ lalalala~

yesterday had christmas lunch and dinner in the same day

had to wake up early in the morning just to bake the brownies for both parties

havent got the photos from both places yet so will upload em later

sebastian introduced a new game

called 'the king and i'

for example, if there are five people playing,

there will be five cards, hearts 1 to 4 and the king

each one will choose a card and the king will be well, the king

he can do anything he wants

he has to name the dare that he wants the others to do first

before choosing the people

of cause, he cannot name the people but name the cards

he cannot sabotage as he doesnt know who is having what cards

(or he can also say, i want people having 1, 2, 3, 4. which also means everyone lah)

its not too bad as you dont get to choose who to sabotage

BUT DAMN!

when we played, I KANNA FOR ALMOST EVERY SINGLE ROUND LAH!

like what the hell?!

damn!

but oh wells,

all in the name of good fun right?

and the goat's milk is making my fart like nobody's business

these are all true

well, they are what i feel

:D

hahas!

things that girls want guys to do but will never say

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don't lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

i ran 2.68km in 20minutes yesterday

i know, i know

it sucks

BUT! ive improved okay

idiot

i was so worn out after that

was dozing off as shiying and arisa were talking at mos burger

hahas!

whatever

i improved and hopefully i can continue improving

suddenly dont have the interest to run adidas sundown

oops

probably its because its on 30may09

its still kinda far awayyyyy

oh wells

then i'll have plenty of time to train

hees

i'll definitely be going cos ive already paid for it

duh!

pool players and non pool players

yuan shan; yun shan; my bestest buddy (:

more cam whoring

ATS 6J 2001

wee kiat was there!

gosh he was the first runner there

and he shook my hand?

the girls team (:

yu yan~

more yu yan~

and more yu yan~

impossible is nothing

which is why im going for the adidas sundown with shiying

gosh

01. Type your answer to each of the above questions into Flickr’s search.
02. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
03. Copy the URL of your favourite photos here

i know its ugly but im too tired to bother

01. First Name: samantha
02. Favourite Food: chocolates
03. Hometown: singapore
04. Favourite Colour: rainbowwww
05. Celebrity Crush: max thieriot
06. Favourite Drink: water
07. Dream Holiday: new Zealand thank you
08. Favourite Dessert: double chocolate fudge
09. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up: guess?
10. What I Love Most In The World: family
11. One Word That Describes Me: LAZY
12. My Livejournal Name: neverlandd (: never grow up

The Capricorn Woman

Capricorn women have a cool, standoffish charm. Elegant and glacial, they may seem unapproachable. Actually, this is a mask to hide their vulnerability. Capricorn individuals are afraid of "losing face." They fear criticism and can't abide being forced to be self-critical. This woman is competitive, though she is usually more interested in besting her own efforts than those of rivals. If she is not involved in an outside career, she will turn her home into a career. She is a good, if overly strict, mother and expects the best from her children.


The Capricorn Lover

The Capricorn lover may seem cautious and a bit cold but can be downright naughty! Capricorns' biggest problem is confidence. They always worry that a love interest will prove faithless. Capricorns respond well to domestic life because it provides stability. Once they fall in love and commit, the typical Capricorn is unlikely to jeopardize the union. They place great importance on personal happiness.

The Capricorn Friend

Although they may seem to lack many traits that attract friendship, Capricorn men and women make loyal and caring friends. Because they love stability, Capricorn men and women gain something special from long-term friendships.


A Capricorn born on January 3 is resourceful and able to draw good things into their life without exerting much effort. They have a streak of originality. January 3 men and women are naturally acquisitive. Material objects are important to them but only as an outward expression of how they feel about their circumstances and the world around them.

Friends and Lovers

Like most Capricorn natives, January 3 people are loners who have difficulty expressing their feelings. Able to connect on a career rather than personal level, they're most likely to find friends in their professional circle. Although warm and loving, they often struggle to make a romance work because of intimacy issues.

Children and Family

Childhood is generally filled with good things for those born on January 3. There may have been tremendous pressure on them to succeed. They generally thrive under such pressure, so this is likely to be a positive influence. They make exceptional parents. They favor a big family and revel in all the joyful mayhem.

Health

January 3 people have boundless energy. This is often the result of their positive attitude. Because they love to eat, they may be a few pounds overweight, but their active schedule and zest for life keep them looking and feeling great. Most are too busy to exercise. Instead, they manage to incorporate physical activity into their daily schedule.

Career and Finances

January 3 people are good at seeing the big picture. They are ambitious and unwilling to stay in the same job for years. Because they enjoy the good things in life, they are motivated to make a lot of money. Yet they enjoy the process more than the result.

Dreams and Goals

January 3 individuals have endless aspirations. After they achieve one goal, they turn their attention to another. They never set limits on what they can do, and they usually succeed! On a personal level, they strive to get closer to those they love. Despite their personable nature, they may need to summon all their resources to accomplish this goal.

friday:
6.00pm
at work
5 more portfolios to go
4 more documentations to go
stress


9.00pm
still at work
finished portfolios
printing out
4 more documentations to go
more stress


10.30pm
did not finish portfolios
printer spoilt
3 more documentations to go
extremely stress
damn freaking tired


12.00am
heck care
off to bed


saturday:
6.00am
time to wake up
day of parents teacher conference


6.45am
reached school
had to wait for lao shi to help tear masking tape


8.00am
ptc starts
went quite smoothly


2.00pm
deadbeat
enough said


4.00pm - 7.00pm
nap


sunday:
12.45am
meet at yishun mrt
helped yu yan with attendance taking for standard chartered volunteers


2am
pissed off with stand chart volunteer system
am under leader's attendance list but not registered under system
pissed off
had to queue at the super long queue for nothing


3.00am
CANT FIND LEADER!


4.00am
found leader before 4am
started pouring water and setting cups


4.15am
I SAW WEE KIAT KOR KOR~
WEEEEE
funny, yu yan and mom both said he's good-looking
(:


5.30am - 11.30am
P-O-U-R-I-N-G W-A-T-E-R N-O-N S-T-O-P


12.00pm
I DIDN'T GET TO SEE NIGEL
DAMN!

monday:
6j class gathering


photos will be placed out later
when the bloody lappie reads my camera card

IM LIVING IN HELL

sorry but don't disturb me on msn

im too busy hanging myself

last week was a wreck due to concert

this week?

the termly PARENTS TEACHER CONFERENCE duh!

ive only one week or so to do TWENTY-SIX GOD DAMN PORTFOLIOS

damn

my two new chinese teachers?

do 13 together

like what the fuck?

ok, nevermind

i can handle IF I DIDNT HAVE TO GODDAMN LOOK AFTER THE KIDS!

well, it was play time so why cant you guys do a god job?

i go into the damn room and i see 8 kids alone with PUZZLES AND LEGOS ALL OVER THE DAMN FLOOR!

HELLO! DID I MENTION I NEEDED TO COMPLETE AT LEAST FOUR DOCUMENTATIONS AND CHANGE TWO OF MY TERM BOARDS?

fuck man

as if im not stressed enough

give me all these damn problems

im ranting about the chinese teachers not because im stressed

its because of the actual fact that they just about do EVERYTHING FOR THE CHILDREN!

and here i am STRUGGLING ALL BY MYSELF trying to train the children to be independent

its not that they cannot do certain things, they can do a lot of things!

when im with them, they can do it

so how come when they are with the chinese teachers they cannot?

whatever man

oh ya, my right wrist had to choose this time to HURT AGAIN!

and HEALTH PROMOTION BOARD HAD TO CHOOSE THIS TIME TO COME IN FOR CHECKS

when our healthy eating documentations are way behind

ok, i know its largely our fault but hey!

portfolios aint my fault!

boss wanted to change the format at the last minute

whatever

tieo kang du you tao hei ah! (if you're dont understand cantonese, dont bother trying to translate. cos you probably wont get it too.)