i never wanna grow up Tuesday 31 August 2010
''You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who doesn’t complicate your life. Somebody who won’t hurt you.''
Grey’s Anatomy (via quote-book)
Maybe the person we end up with, isnt the person who makes us feel, like we don’t need to run away anymore.
Maybe this person isn’t the one who takes away all our troubles and pains, who takes our breath away.
Maybe this person isn’t our soul mate.
But maybe, this person is the one who will stand by you through all the hurt, who will run with you til the end. Who will be the breath we need, when we feel as though our world has crumbled.
Someone who will fight for the same reason as you do.
That’s the person who we will spend the rest of our lives with.
got this from tabs.
Monday 30 August 2010
sighs, this is beyond sad.
TOBY POO! hanabi so-so only leh. and so little choices. the one you brought yan and i, better. hahas. ohwells. had teacher's day dinner today. almost DIED in my heels. stupid feet shrank, thus i was dragging my heels. BAD BAD BAD POSTURE! arghhs! now i have blisters UNDER MY FEET! arghhs!
Sunday 29 August 2010
''In spite of their love they had made each other’s life a hell. The fact that they loved each other was merely proof that the fault lay not in themselves, in their behaviour or inconstancy of feeling, but rather in their incompatibility, he was strong and she was weak.''
The Unbearable Lightness of Being - (Milan Kundera) (via quote-book)
At times, I feel like the heart and mind play tricks on each other. That just when you have got yourself convinced with one that something is what you want, the other steps in and makes you feel nothing but doubt.
365thoughts:
yes, i would very much like that.
its amazing how people care when they want to. likewise, when they dont, it sucks. its always comforting to know that you arent alone in those complicated feelings that you feel.
ive always liked looking at pretty nails. (: pity i cant paint my own. ohoh, and short nails are MUCH PRETTIER than long ones. :D
http://shootthemstars.tumblr.com
Saturday 28 August 2010
heyheyhey, theyre so cute. (:
Sex is the price women pay for marriage. Marriage is the price men pay for sex.
Why Men Don’t Listen and Women Can’t Read Maps
By Allan and Barbara Pease
love is found in unexpected places.
it is there in the quiet moment when we first discover a beautiful thing,
when we watch a bird soar high against the pale blue sky.
when we first step into the ocean too! dive gear and all. i miss diving lots x4758397352647853484695695923526347674352587892579235!!
Friday 27 August 2010
prettyyyyyy (:
omgosh, this is beautiful.
:D
Thursday 26 August 2010
Words- lifeliveson
Photographer- Charlotte
i never did. :D
yums! SAMANTHA LOVES FRIES!
You should stop talking to him because he’s just messing with your head. But you should continue because he’s messing with it in the best way and it makes your heart thump really hard and feel as light as air and it’s the most amazing thing - until it falls back down and hits you in the chest and you cant breath and it feels like you just want to die because there’s no point living if you feel like this and it wont get better because he doesn’t like you and he never will. And then you talk to him and everything is ok again because he’s amazing.
Kate Sheppard (via: maisieflorence)
samantha likes this. (:
Wednesday 25 August 2010
I think the best and most precious things in life are: big warm hugs, passionate kisses, the smell of rain, daydreaming, walking through a field of wildflowers, smiles from anyone, particularly strangers, soft cushy pillows, anything chocolate, and lastly, being loved.
i just have to agree (:
All I want is someone who is afraid of losing me.
Tuesday 24 August 2010
this is gorgeous, simply breathtaking. sometimes, i wished i could fly. take me away from this sad sad world filled with unhappiness and just search, search for that one glimpse of light from above. ive always loved our spot. so quiet, so serene. just us and the stars. but there isnt going to be us anymore. so i'd seek comfort in the stars.
You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
im just too stubborn for my own good.
Sunday 22 August 2010
And sometimes when a person means that much to you, not even the truth can change your mind.
http://365thoughts.tumblr.com
Saturday 21 August 2010
Well that’s what we do, we fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
— The Notebook
this made me LOL-ed
I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real.
— The Notebook
now, i didnt need this quote to tell me so. (:
Lust is when you love what you see. Love is when you lust for what’s inside.
— Renee Conkle
http://365thoughts.tumblr.com
i shouldnt bother anymore.
Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.
Holden Caulfield (via bornonthe17th) hell yeah
Friday 20 August 2010
finished my mock exam, YAYYYYYY! :D a load of my mind, for now. surprisingly my scales was ok, (cos i kinda cheated. hahas, it was s piece that i played before. but ohwells.) SCALES FAILED BIG TIME. ): well, theres about a month to work on it. fingers crossed. anyone has good jap buffet places to recommend? we're getting a treat from the company and having difficulty choosing a place. Zzz. im actually fine with anything but colleagues wanted jap food. whereeeeee? now, talking about food. *roars i know its too early to be planning for my next year birthday but i had wanted a nice cosy dinner with my loves at blue basil. but guess what? theyve closed down already! ): before ive even tried it. but then again, they were a bit on the pricey side anyways. (note: self consolation) all things happen for a reason right? i'll just let my loves surprise me again, hopefully. (: like seventeen all over again. ♥
Thursday 19 August 2010
make this moment last, the deepest sleep youi'll never want to leave.
Tuesday 17 August 2010
Don’t act like I didn’t fight for you. I did. Hard and for a long time. So please forgive me, if now that we’re over I’m exhausted.
Blair Waldorf (Submitted by: xheels-overhead)
if you wanted to be my only one,
if you wanted to see this happen,
maybe you should've tried harder.
-hey monday
It’s not about keeping your promises, and it’s not about following your heart. It’s about security.
Noah, The Notebook (via kari-shma)
imma happy girl today to know that people care. (: oh and sometimes, the quotes i put here isnt linked to my post/feelings/thoughts/whatever, sometimes, i just like-d it.
Monday 16 August 2010
♥ forever and always. (: it was the fun-est sentosa outing EVER. though im aching headtotoe nowwww. ha!
i think its my mind playing tricks on me. im really stressed over my piano exam thats coming, thus the wrists pain and the sleepless nights. well, there are other things on my mind too, not just that. but currently, piano is the main headache. sighs. ive no time to practice and im freaking out. ): im really freaking out. the only thing i can bank on is the three exam pieces. ive not memorised a single bit of my scales and its a twenty plus pages long book. sight reading is a DEFINITE FAIL and i just hope i can pass aural. someone please save meeeeeee. ):
Saturday 14 August 2010
this is my definition of love (:
Thursday 12 August 2010
if you cant get someone off your mind, they're probably supposed to be there.
Wednesday 11 August 2010
omgosh, she is so gorgeous.
aww, this is so sweet. :D and what a creative way to propose.
Boy: You know what?
Girl: What?
Boy: Next time i see you, don't wear that skirt again, it's too revealing
Girl: Why? I thought you loved that skirt
Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles
Girl: Ok whatever
Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. and wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows
Girl: What?
Boy: Trust me
Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty
Girl: Are You listening to what i'm saying? You're so conservative, don't choke me like this... Are you kidding me?
Boy: I'm dead serious.
Girl: You know i dont like guys who boss me around
Boy: ... Wear a veil
Girl: ... what?
Boy: Wear this ring too
Girl: ....
Boy: Marry Me
im still upset about my lost quote. ):
i just finished a course on communications and teamwork. it was an enjoyable and fruitful one. ive learnt many things and to take things positively no matter how negative they sound. theres always a positive side to all things. why do people critise? so that you can improve. i didnt want to go initially but i had no choice, cos boss said we have to. so i went and im really glad i did. (: ok, im watching a show now and i cant concentrate here so toodles! cant wait cant wait cant wait till november. its eating me inside out. *roars im going to be so darn disappointed if it doesnt happen. sighs. ohwells.
Monday 9 August 2010
she looked up,"What i cant figure out is why the good things always end."
"Everthing ends."
"Not some thing. not the bad things. they never go away."
"Yes, they do. if you let them, they go away. not as fast as we'd like sometimes, but the end too. what doesnt end is the way we feel about each other.."
Torey Hayden, One child
"You know what I want? I want to be someone’s reason for waking up, someone’s reason for going through another day. Just once, I want to be the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself, “I’m so lucky to have her”. To put it simply, I want to be someone’s everything."
— (via poeticheartache)
Sunday 8 August 2010
he is so awesome. :D
"You’re waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you don’t know for sure. But it doesn’t matter. How can it not matter to you where the train will take you?
Because you’ll be together."
the only way it's going to work is if i jump in with both feet.
Arthur
but we're not going to work.
dont push it, dont expect it, my good friend told me. i know, im learning, im learning not to expect. cos without hope, there'll be no disappointment. i cant keep blaming myself for the wrongs in our relationship. its not healthy.
You’ll get over it…” It’s the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don’t get over it because ‘it’ is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it. Why would I want them to?
— Jeanette Winterson
Saturday 7 August 2010
im grateful for toby and shing. (:
All that happens means something; nothing you do is ever insignificant.
Aldous Huxley (via thresca)
since im pretty sure no one reads here anymore, so i guess i can speak my mind. i so wanna ask people out this long weekend but i cant. yan and arisa are overseas, i miss them lots ): i shouldnt ask shing, tobs and ryan out for obvious reasons. its not that they wont meet me (zhong se qing you, cos they wont) but i should be more considerate. Zzz. and of cos , i just refuse to ask you out. (oh yes, im angry with you. you have no idea.) which kinda explains why i still hate long weekends. my colleagues think im happening, going out every weekend but thing is, im the one asking people out every weekend. look what happens when i dont? well, take it as an excuse to save money. i only had one birthday party on friday and thats it. i think there is a term for this, oh wait! its called no life.
Thursday 5 August 2010
i wear my heart on my sleeve, so if my emotions offend you, they arent intentional.
Wednesday 4 August 2010
ok, so ive got free tickets to watch the last airbender. i didnt realise that the movie was today at 7pm and i actually asked shiying and tobs out for dinner to meet at the exact same time! PLUS MY PHONE WAS RUNNING LOW ON BATTERY. i almost missed the date and time of the show too. its a good thing that i double checked the ticket. so in the end, after a frenzy of getting people to join me for the show, watched it with tobs. tobs didnt even know the story! hahas. too bad, genghui was in camp or he would have caught it. the cartoon was MUCH BETTER. and this was only book one, the movie. so i suppose there'll be book two, three and four. might not catch it in the theatre though. butive to say, the main storyline was there just that i guess, the actors werent that convincing in their acting. oh wells. oh oh! and the actors were supposed to be ASIANS ok! whatever!
Tuesday 3 August 2010
samantha wants to go tanjong beach club, kpo, wavehouse and raindrops cafe. but she's giving them up (cept for raindrops cafe, which she is prolly sharing something with shiying. hahas.) cos she is saving up for something important. :D and she doesnt mind that at all, just that this thing is going to be kinda tough to choose. hmms, ohwells