yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

when i first heard this song,

it really did made me wanna cry

(:

Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life
and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things
that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[ Chorus ]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life
and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[ Chorus ]

It's a state of bliss, you
think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you
think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
Cus I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[ Chorus ]

everyone around me is getting sick

6 out of 11 children, 2 out of 4 teachers (including me)

enough said

everyone's cleaning up their room before chinese new year

im too lazy to do so

by the way, i grabbed this vid from gwen's blog

thought it was kinda funny

enjoy (:

so true

hahas

samantha is kinda sad

because she cannot find the ebay seller who sells the luminious dice she has been looking for for AGES!

samantha FINALLY found the seller and now he's gone!

maybe it's fate?

arghhs

rubbish

samantha really wants to buy luminious dice

because they're really really nice

oh wells

white girlies (:

Rrrrr..

the girls

weee. im on clar's swing!

i promised the photos right?

samantha WANTS to
rock climb
play tennis
ice skate
rollerblade
swim

and she is seriously thinking about going rock climb herself
maybe she'll meet some cute guys there?

i had a post birthday party today

(:

thanks loves for the top and the necklace

they are really nice!

just in time for chinese new year too

had fun today

we were laughing like crazy

but then again, that seems to happen everytime we meet up

most of us were wearing white

seems like the colour people tend to wear is white

on my 17th birthday, the people that celebrated with me also wore white

will upload photos when sam ann return my thumbdrive to me

pardon my english

im sleepy nowwww. Zzzz..

reasons:

1. he can fly!

2. he believes in fairies

3. he never grows up

(:

some guys are just pathetic wimps who bear grudges like sissys

have you ever had a boss who asked you to take a break in her air-con office because you were sweating like a pig?

well, that's my boss

(:

i really miss secondary school days

plus, i walk pass two secondary school everyday when im going to work

the feeling of going to assembly, lining up, nonsense in class, gossiping during recess

i wanna be a studen again

the carefree days

you dont have to be a responsible adult

worrying about whether you're doing a good job at work

whether you'll offend someone

or whether you'll do something wrong

i dont wanna grow up!

What kind of date are you?
You are mature but still in the prime of your life. You especially cherish your friends, and you're emotionally ready to try out long-term relationships (if you want!). You are experienced (maybe beyond your years!), and people find that very attractive. Your date better be prepared for scintilating conversations coupled with the occasional wild time out!

What Kind of Smile Do You Have?

You have an Innocent Smile!Sweet and naïve, you have a smile that is full of genuine happiness. You have a pure heart and when you smile, you mean it and everyone around you knows you do. People are attracted to your sweetness and sincerity, and find your company refreshing and enjoyable. With your open and non-judgmental smile and personality, you will often find people confiding in you.

i want this phone

i know its an old model but its nice!

oh wells

i went for my primary 4 class gathering yesterday

(:

im glad i didnt miss it

but it made me feel old

have you watched those tv shows where the actors meet up after 10years?

will thats the same case yesterday (alright, 8years)

and i think im the only one whos 19

anyway, no one really changed much

guess we all looked pretty much the same

which aint a bad thing cause it just means we still young

hahas

i went ice-skating today as well!

im addicted to it already

it was just my second time going ice-skating

i guess knowing how to roller-blading helps

the first time i went, i went with a pro

and i fell!

but this time i didnt

im so proud of myself

hahas

im so going again

(:

happy birthday to meeeeeee

i woke up this morning feeling weird

im old

feels like im offically an adult and no longer a kid

i dont wanna grow up

the older you get, the more responsiblities you get

im kinda irresponsible

anyway, thanks to all the LOVELIES that remembered my birthday

much appreciated

(:

and thanks for the presents and cakes!

yum!

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted.

Ambitious and serious.

Loves to teach and be taught. (might, since im in the education line)

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (yes, yes. oops)

Likes to criticize. (alright, i admit. this is very true. hees)

Hardworking and productive.

Smart, neat and organized. (im really messy, you know?)

Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (think too much)

Knows how to make others happy.

Quiet unless excited or tensed. (i doubt so. im loud)

Rather reserved. (friends think otherwise la)

Highly attentive.

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (im sooooo am. hahas!)

Loves children. (im a preschool teacher. duh!)

Loyal.

Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (true)

Very stubborn and money cautious. (true, im not stingy okay! cos one day i'll be the rich one and you'l be slogging to earn your keep. wahas.)

i cant walk properly!

my hip hurt

and so does my ankle and my wrist

what a way to begin a new year and to spend my birthday

humph

mind you,

its all on the right side

lucky my boss was there to help me today at work (yes i still went to work)

there were two new children in PG1 i couldnt possibly take leave cos they wont be able to cope

the two of them kept crying the whole morning

i couldnt even carry them cos of my hip

plus one of them was really heavy

and they kept crying and crying

my boss took over from me so that i wont need to carry them

i felt a little useless

cause im the teacher yet my boss was doing my job

tomorrow is my birthday!

my 19th birthday

gosh, that sounds old

hahas

aunty bought cake for me because she thought it was today

and aimee was so sweet!

she said, "teacher sam, im going to go home and ask mommie to bring me out. im going to buy your birthday present."

aww..

she's only three okay

anyway, no one even dated me tomorrow la (except for toby)

oh wells, i'll just use the time to rest well

my 2008 resolutions:

1. complete grad 5 piano exam

2. learn tennis

3. learn drums of the song accidentally in love (but i doubt that this is going to be fulfilled)

and now,

as i promised,

photos of the gorgeous fireworks

(:

and thanks to yan for the LOVELY chocolates

YUM!

it was my early birthday present

hees

a timely gift too

since i didnt get any chocolates for christmas and i was craving for them

hahas

plus my aunt bought me a fox top

just nice for my birthday

whahahahs

here's a photo of my 20INCH EEYORE my mama bought for me

weeeee!

and thats a life size sofa eeyore's sitting on

(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

saw the fireworks at esplanade

it was spectacular!

beautiful!

shld upload pictures when i get home cos im now at yan's house

whahahas