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THE LADY
yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

I NEVER WANNA GROW UP
i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.


CREDITS

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
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Monday 31 March 2008

i know i did say i'll sleep by 11pm
but the vids were really funny and i couldnt resist
hahas
enjoy (:








samantha!
you gotta get rid of that bad habit of sleeping late at night!
you're working early shift and even if you're working late shift does not mean that you can go to bed at 1plus in the morning
you only get six hours of sleep everyday
ya, so from now on
you're going to bed at 11pm
no more online till 1plus


SWAY - Bic Runga

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me

Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time

Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it to your face

It doesn't seem right
To look you in your eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth

Indeed it's time
To tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart

And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
All about you

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

It's time
To tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
All about you

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

it's you

Sunday 30 March 2008

i saw this badge at bloomington
thought i'll buy it
take a look!


couldnt resist it
hahas!

Saturday 29 March 2008

picture this:
you and me
a lazy afternoon
with your arms around me
ya, i could live like that
(:


he isnt my boyfriend
but i love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness
and the times when we laugh together,
i guess i fell in love with our friendship

Friday 28 March 2008

i cant believe that i found it!
it's like music scores paradise
i found a site that allows you to download PIANO music scores for FREE!
(ok, if you already know about such a site then nevermind. im sua ku)
anyways, i was like downloading scores for one hour plus
now i have neck ache
darn
hahas
i saw the title innocence and teardrops on my guitar
BUT!
the link is no longer there
*sobs
oh wells
but ive got HERO by enrique iglesias
WEEE!

Wednesday 26 March 2008

CANT YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!
YOU AND YOUR WALK WALK
i freaking let you walk, you cry
i dont let you walk, you give me tears
what the hell do you want from us man!
shit you
im so gonna whack the shit out of someone


for your infomation, this is all said in my mind
i dont like it when the word fuck comes out of my mouth

Tuesday 25 March 2008

gosh this is really funny!





i finally slept well today!
i didnt have insomnia and i slept a two hours nap!
i havent been taking naps cos simply i cant
and even if i do, it last for less than an hour
weee!
im so glad (:


life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets
so love the ones who treat you right
and forget about the ones who dont
believe that everything happens for a reason
if you get the chance, then take it
if it changes your life, then let it
nobody said this life would be eas, they just promised that it would all be worth it


if there's a soulmate for everyone, when is mine going to walk into my life?

Monday 24 March 2008

yvette told me that my nursery kids from last year still remembers me!!
aww...
that they said my name during drama play
SWEET!
kids, they drive you up the wall or they melt your heart right on the spot
(:


im so tired!
having not enough sleep each day and irregular eating habits
eva says i look like im on drugs
cherry thinks im stress
my mom asks if something is bothering me
well, they dont know that they are true to a certain extent i suppose
ive NEVER been like this before
so confused and so frustrated
times have my heart and my head told me different things
well, ive followed my heart many times into the wrong direction
think this time i should follow my head?
*sighs
and its my head thats giving me all this problems
by the way sam ann?
its really sweet of you to be reading my blog while you're so far away
hahas (:


爱是不是不开口才真贵?

Sunday 23 March 2008

The Capricorn woman is the one with the good gold jewelry, neutral tweed or classic Brooks Brothers suits and silk shirts. (ya, right. AS IF!)
She always looks highly successful, or like she comes from old money (even if she doesn't.) (NAHAH!)
Your Capricorn woman realizes the value of a solid social network and will join organizations which will help her up the career ladder.
Her lover will soon realize that he will need to share her with the world, and will be proud of her long list of accomplishments. (as if i will have a lot of accomplishments, being a preschool teacher)
She will come across as serious, conservative, shy, detailed, organized and self-disciplined. (YEAH!)
She delivers on her promises. (soooooooo trueeeeee)
She keeps her word and everything that bears her name is the best she can muster. (ehhh, im not too sure about that)


She is practical--coming from a good background and having success potential is important to her. (no, not true)
Some Capricorn women marry for social position, others are just concerned that their husband to be will be able to support her in the manner to which she is accustomed. (yeah, im the one that is just happy if my husband can feed me)
You'll need to convince her of your earnest ambition and your solid future.
If you're socially connected, by all means, don't hide it.


In love she is slow and careful.
Never one to wander from one flirtation to another, the Capricorn woman has her feet well planted on the ground. (YES)
If her man suggests something new to her and she isn't sure, he should give her time. (YES, YES)
Capricorn generally likes to mull things over and get used to ideas. (YES, YES, YES)
She must never be forced or she will resist for sure. (YES, YES, YES, YES) hahas


When getting her jewelry, think about buying an antique piece of estate jewelry, or give her something handed down from your grandmother. (ooh)
For a lovely dinner, take her to your club or to a restaurant that looks like a grand estate. (come on! im not materialistic!)
Afterwards, give her a madly romantic experience, such as a carriage ride through the park in the snow, with warm blanket and brandy afterwards, or plan to meet her on top of a tall building, such as the Empire State building at 11:00 PM (š la An Affair to Remember, but in this version, both of you show up). (OOH YES, I'LL LOVE THAT)
Kiss her passionately, and promise her your true love. (you know what? promises suck cos people just dont seem to keep em)


Read a historical romance novel to her in bed.
Or, rent a romantic video, set in the days of knights and princes. (ooh yes, im romantic ok)
Your lady is so used to making all the decisions at home and at work that she is tired of it all. (DEFINITELY!)
She wants to be rescued now and then instead of having to rescue everyone else.
Here is your chance to be her real life knight in shining armor and you will have her heart for life. (:



HELLO NIG
he loves tinky winky!

Saturday 22 March 2008

parent teacher conference wasnt too bad afterall
but no tim, i didnt enjoy it
hahas
anyways, i still went for dessert today
stupid weather
sucha spoiled sport
it rained yesterday just when i was suppose to meet yuyan for blading
and today just before i meet tabi for dessert, it rained!
arghhs
well, i was determined not to let the weather ruin my mood
and so yeah, we did meet and enjoyed dessert too
we had sesame almond paste at chinatown
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and the cantonese rice dumpling smelt sooooo delicious
but we were too full from our paste to even order one to share
oh wells, next time
so i was on the bus, looking at the rain fall
with the words the rain is falling on my window pane playing in my ears
i thought of you
hahas
but there was no word from you today?
nevermind, it's alright, NOT
no, seriously, its not
*sighs
'tis my 400th post to date!
weeee


did you know that the most common four letter word used in love letters is not love but miss?

Friday 21 March 2008

this is boring
tomorrow's parent teacher conference
arghhs
hate that!
i can tell you that we are so NOT prepared
everything was done in a rush
anyway, i think i might be going for dessert after all tabs
cause after that dreadful ptc, i really gotta unwind
besides, i was the one who wanted to try it
hahas
i think i shall sleep while waiting for you wait for your friend wait for her lesson to start
wow, im so long winded
ha!


When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Every day, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh


i fake a smile so he wont see
iwannawritethingsthatsoundreallydeep,buticant!

Thursday 20 March 2008

i agree with tabi
we ARE getting old and bored
i was just thinking about the thing she wrote in her blog
my mind says yes, my heart says.. maybe
i know, its sad
its just that im so confused about how i really feel and what i really want
i wonder what has fate in store for us
and if there's really a soulmate for eveyone of us
ive heard this before in the leap years
well, i cant really remember
but its something like God made a creature with 4 arms and legs
this creature could walk forward and backward and any where as they pleased
well, then they got seperated, man and woman
and that is why everyone is always searching,
searching for their original half before they were seperated
so that they can be reunited as one
well, im not sure if i actually believe that
but its nice to have something to turn to when you start losing faith in something
hahas
that sounded so serious
people tell me when true love comes, you'll know it
im starting to doubt that


im so stupid
i could have borrowed the show from shiying when she offered
instead of waiting for people to upload now
arghhs!
she was so nice to offer la!
and me?
this blockhead just told her, "oh dont need, thanks a lot."
ya, that's how dumb i am
im like addicted to the show after the first episode la
what to do now?
i can only wait
):


should i just change to livejournal?


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


you make me blush with those beautiful eyes of yours (:

Wednesday 19 March 2008

Your Marriage

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?

You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.


you know what?
this is crap.
well, only the part that said i would cheat on my husband
i will NOT cheat on my husband
i despise people who do that!

Monday 17 March 2008

omg!
tabi, i cant believe you thought that was me!
i do not spell with double letters
and no ......... for me either!
like what the hell man
that person's too free
i mean its not even my blog
well, too bad for that sucker i dont have a tagboard
whatever man
tabs, please delete that tag
thanks
hahas

Sunday 16 March 2008

well, today went pretty well didnt it?
it wasnt TOO awkward
the guys seems to talk more than we did
right tabi?
cold rock ice creamery wasnt as good as i thought it would be
nigel copied me!
i said i wanted dark chocolate FIRST
and both tim and tabi had the ferrero flavour
sucha concidence
hahas
it kinda gotten me feeling sick after awhile
i had dark chocolate+cheesecake+nerds
and it wasnt the combination that made me feel sick
oh wells
anyways, here are some photos

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timothy, tabi, nigel and me (:
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tabi and tim
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nigel and me
oops
the photos are kinda too huge
but im lazy to resize


i dont mind being a pure nerd
at least i dont like pink starfish. hahas!

Saturday 15 March 2008

exam is over!
*phew
thankfully, there were only two questions i had doubts about
and hopefully the only two that i MIGHT get wrong
adagio is slow
not fairly quick
it's not even close to quick!
get that into your head!
arghhs
wasted marks
):
see what happens when you see too much of anadante and andantino
and phonics suck through and through
my group members dont think too much of me
whatever
like i fancy you
my class is so dead
not like the crazy branch of people from icec
hahas
I CAN-NOT KEEP UP WITH PHONICS
IM SO GONNA FAIL
arghhs
its as bad as a maths!
and its making english language a strain to use
im tired


hope sunday's a fine fine day

Friday 14 March 2008

cause you had a bad day~
ya, i kinda had one
oh wells, since when was there a good day when you're working at childcare?
anyways, this week is really going to be a BUSY week
you wont know how busy we're gonna be
not that i can say it here
tomorrow's my theory exam!
gosh, im afraid
i've havent had this feeling for a long time (cause there's not been any exams for me. duh!)
hope i get distinction
yes, im greedy
and there's stupid phonices to rush to after
arghhs!
wish i didnt have to go so i can go home and crash
luckily, there's still sunday to look forward to
friends, shopping and ice-cream
best of all, phototaking!
weeeeee
theres no escaping for the guys
nahah!
and hopefully, the weather's gonna be as good as today
cosy~
that's IF im not too stress about monday and the week ahead
okay, i admit
i exaggerate sometimes about my stress level
whatever
theres lots to do and too little time
thats LIFE

Monday 10 March 2008

THE LEAP YEARS was great!
it was really touching and i cried buckets la!
although it was a little draggy but overall, it was a really sweet movie
and i didnt mind paying for it
(:
i know, its embarrassing to cry
oh wells, im a girl
i have that privilage
hahas
i also saw the dress ive been looking for
the perfect style, perfect length (and its really tough to find clothes the correct length!)
just not the perfect price and the top part was a little too loose
guess im just not fated to have that dress
or rather, im not meant to wear dresses
hahas!
whatever, i like it that im boyish
who careeeeeeeeeeees!
anyway, K was really good today!
on usual days, he would do things that will lead to me scolding him at least three or four times a day
but today, he didnt get scolded at all!
in fact, he got kisses from me
sorry, couldnt resist
he was so well behaved, listened to me, replied when spoken to, and even set good examples for the younger kid that slept over for the first time
IM SO PROUD OF YOU K!
but i hope he'll be like that from now on
well, fingers crossed

Friday 7 March 2008

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

thought the lyrics were kinda meaningful?


Thursday 6 March 2008

just as i thought that i won the 'fight' with my aus kid, she wakes up half an hour later and starts waking everyone else up with her nonsense ramblings
she WOULD NOT shut up!
ive tried talking to her and she's just testing my patience
and i DO NOT have much to spare
in the end, it was just you wanna scream you can go ahead and scream, im not going to give a damn anymore
so that was a simple case of i won the battle but lost the war
IVE HAD ENOUGH
im so so so so so so so GLAD its friday tomorrow
but phonics on saturday, that just adds to the long list of unhappy things of the week
oh wells


yes, yes, i know that there's a lot of 'just' appearing in this post
whatever man

Tuesday 4 March 2008

it was a beautiful friendship and friendship it will only ever be

mr nice, you're ideal boyfriend material so why is it that im confused?

Sunday 2 March 2008

tiniest is dying as i blog
hais
she a hamster
and she choked on sawdust AGAIN
well, i saved her the last time when i pulled out the sawdust from her mouth
seems like you cant cheat death twice
there wasnt any sawdust in her mouth so theres nothing we can do
i hate it when hamsters die this way
they're not like humans
when we choke, we die in seconds
for hamsters, they can last for hours like that
i dont know why please dont ask me
):

Saturday 1 March 2008

well nig, you've got me addicted to this song
anyways, its a really good song to walk to when i go to school
if i dont wanna to late
hees

Let me be your hero

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.

cheer up soon ya. (: