faith, trust and pixiedust

Thursday 30 April 2009

things that sam wants to do

1. dive

2. tennis

3. pool

4. swim

5. bowl

6. blade

7. ice skate

8. table tennis

9. hmms, have i mentioned dive?

damn

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I dont know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have i kicked you outer here?
Or said something insulting?

Da da da da da

I can be so mean when i wanna be,
I am capable of realy anything,
I could cut you into peices,
But my heart is, broken.

Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me

How did i become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
Ive neva been this nasty,
Cant you tell that this is just a contest,
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby i dont mean it,
I mean it, I promise

Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me

I forgot to say outloud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I cant be without,
Your my perfect little punching bag,
And i need you,
Im sorry.

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da

Please, please dont leave me
Baby please dont leave me (No, dont leave me)
Please dont leave me
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me (No, Dont leave me)

I always say how i dont need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please dont leave me,

Please, Please dont leave me.

sounds familiar?

nah, not anymore

Wednesday 29 April 2009

tabs: i knew that songs for you. hahas

anyways, weathers kinda killing these days

raining and getting humid again super fast

gosh, i hope everyone does their part in saving gaia,

that way we wont die from the heat that fast

im just trying to do whatever i can

oh wells

should i change job?

i dont know

guess im just a irresponsible person

studying has less responsiblity isnt it?

i still have the lazy, cant be bothered attitude

shit

i gotta change

aint gonna work for singaporeans

actually that attitude cant work for anyone

sighs

tomorrow we're going to bishan neighbourhood police centre

wee

i like seeing people in uniform

well, when they are not sloppy or anything, that is

i love my kids

they sound so cute when they sing the policeman song

(it was my creation, by the way)

and when they do the action

so adorable

and im so proud of my drawing

damn i sure can copy well when it comes to clip art kinda stuff

ok, that was self praise

whatever

i'll post it up when ive taken a photo of it

i dont care,

all the teachers said it was nice k!

im talking crap now

tiredddddd

pianos a killer too

grade 6, the scales itself needs about an hour?

in the past, i only took like 20minutes tops?

i can die from practicing

and thats not including the three songs that i have to perfect

crap

i need a diveeeeeeeeeeeeee!

mom, wont you please let me go?

sighs

i wanted to embed 傻瓜by吴克群

but i couldnt find it

anyways, this song is kinda sad

but i dont quite like the front part

i think that i once did a facebook quiz

something about my personality i guess?

cant remember

Sunday 26 April 2009

i noticed that ive not been blogging about stuffs lately but just songs and songs
oh wells
probably its got something to do about age
its like i dont feel like blogging
or maybe im just getting lazier each day
whatever
anyways, tabs birthday yesterday
hope you enjoyed yourself
(:
photos will be in facebook soon i guess?

I NEEDA TO DIVINGGGGGGG

sighs

mom doesnt let

but im hoping by july i'll be able to get her to agree

im suffering from withdrawal symptom

damn
hey tabs, take a look

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real
Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall
What will I do when my love comes to call
And my daddy tells me that I light up his world
Everday he says, "Darlin you're my best girl."
He tried to teach me from the very start
The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love

I know I'm not a little girl anymore
Cause I'm feelin things I've never felt before
Sweet sensations and anticipations
Calling commotion to my emotions
And I hear the words my daddy said to me
He said be true to yourself and keep your spirit free
And love will find you one way or another
Be good to yourself and be good to eachother

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love

It's a run around the world and it's movin so fast
Though I wanna find a love that's gonna last
A love so strong that it can withstand
The weight of this world in the palm of its hand

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love

Thursday 23 April 2009

this is life aint it?

i do miss you

Monday 20 April 2009

comfortable but awkward

Saturday 18 April 2009

Your eyes reflect the color Orange. You are very spontanious at times, but you tend to be mostly content and mellow. You are cheerful and also very excitable. You are also drawn to people and have a pretty good understanding of them. You are a people person. This color also can reflect indifference, un-willingness and slowness. It also can represent bluntness as well. In all you are a Neutral person who is in between Boldness and Bubblyness.

Thursday 16 April 2009

i think this' a nice a song

priscilla ahn has a sweet voice

very melodious

i think she's better than corrinne may

and she's good to look at too

plus i like the setting of this video

anyways, enjoy~

are we different?

Tuesday 14 April 2009

for all you fickle minded people out there (like me. hees)

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
you're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Monday 13 April 2009

im leaving on a jet plane,

dont know when i'll be back again.

Sunday 12 April 2009

im burnt from sentosa on friday and it hurts like hell
*roars
and im super tanned now lah
i used to be the fairest in my family
now, im the darkest
and darker by a few tones too

anyways, photos are on facebook
sam ann had her birthday celebrations on saturday
theme was psychedelic
its a lil tough to fit the theme isnt it?
EVEN THE BIRTHDAY GIRL WASNT VERY NEAR IT!
hahas
anyways, only tabs and i stayed over
and we talked till like 3am?
wanted to catch the sunrise so we woke up at 6am
but damn!
the sun was blocked by the clouds!
arghhs!
oh wells
and and i cant wait to see the photos developed from sam ann's camera
(:
i like this photo

ok, why do you look so sad?

tsk!

Wednesday 8 April 2009

mixed emotions

Tuesday 7 April 2009

youre a sorry sorry ass

give you hell - all american rejects
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that taste

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's you picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And the truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

The truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and sing along
And never tell
Then you're the fool
I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

Monday 6 April 2009

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

OMGAWD

UNDERWATER WAS AMAZING

the first time i stepped into the sea, i caught a glimpse of the world beneath the sea

BREATHTAKING

seriously

wasnt as cold as i expected it to be

saw lotsa fishes, and sea plants, corals

I SAW A TURTLE!

OMGAWDOMGAWDOMGAWD

we were a lil disappointed when we couldnt get to see a turtle by the forth dive

so i was telling my instructer that i wanted to see one

and we did on the fifth dive!

weeeee!

im so happy

and i touched a sea cucumber

furryyyyyyy

held a slug on my palm too

saw stingray, cuttlefish (was about as big as the both of my hands combined) and an eel

dories, batfish and clown fishes

sea anemones too

well, photos are not here yet

will post them as soon as i get em

and we saw a centipede about 15cm long!

shit man

luckily we didnt step on it

but the resort was like a campsite

having the basics - bunk beds and a toilet

no blankets, no towels, no soap

NOT EVEN RECEPTION!

mum was worried sick

and i was sorried cos mum was worried

shit

they were supposed to have reception

but i think it was me lah

the moment i went there the reception was not available

jacki, zhu papa and uncle simon said the same thing

damn

but food was good

i was seasick on the first boat trip out to dive

and puked out my prata breakfast

luckily i didnt feel sick underwater

didnt take any chances after

took my motion sickness pills and all was good

the journey there was tiring

i think it took about 7-8hours?

suppose to sleep on the boat journey there

but i kept waking up

and even when we reached, i woke up almost every hour too

as if i didnt have insufficent sleep already

and air con was colddddddddd

i should have borrowed craig's blanket long agoooooo

damn

uncle that was driving us from singapore to malaysia drove it like a rollar coaster

he kept cutting lanes and speeding and overtaking cars

shit man

and the streets had no streetlamps

it was like 11pm at night mind you

whatever

anyways, i just might take the advanced course

bali diving anyone?

must contact uncle simon

he take care of me

and hes fun

Sunday 5 April 2009

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

DIVING IN DAYANG

BACKKKKKKKK

LALALALAS~

OK. SHAGGED NOW

BLOG TOMORROW

I SAW CRUSH! AND DORY AND NEMO

LOTS AND LOTS OF EM

Thursday 2 April 2009

now now, did a facebook quiz

who were you in your past life?

and...

A Royal

Bow down everyone! Because you were once apart of the royal bloodline. You got to sit on your ass all day- fed grapes by your servants and dress in the most 'fashionable' outfits of the day. And when it was time to take responsibility--- you were simply too busy getting a back rub.

it so explains why im soooo l-a-z-y

and why i need to be pampered

but damn

past life?

why not present one?

was having the song "all these people" in my head

when i got to the line

'cos all these people cal this lo-ve' and up in the sky was a cloud shaped in a heart

i dont know

maybe its what im thinking of therefore i sorta see the cloud as a heart

hmms

anyways, IM COUNTING DOWN TO MY FIRST DIVE TRIP

OMGAWDDDDDD

im in holiday mood already

tomorrow; 03/04/09; 1900

i'll be leaving singapore

i'll be back

sunday; 05/04/09; 2100

see you sunny island

let's hope there's sunny too

tan tan tan!

You're Not Sorry (Taylor Swift)

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
[ You're Not Sorry lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before