The happiest feeling ever is knowing that he could be with any other girl in the entire world, but he chooses to be with you.
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im online via my phone like finally
hohox
and i feel vomitish because of it
*roars

by whatgoesupcomesdown
but honestly, i dont think i'll always be waiting


(via foreverness)
this is pretty

ok, time to update my super packed weekend
saturday:
had parents teacher conference in the morning
worked from 7am to 230pm
gosh
rushed for piano at 3pm
and was supposed to meet ren 6pm at orchard for present shopping
plenty plenty to buy!
*roars
ended up meeting him 630pm at bishan instead
note the time difference?
tried going to double o after that
but it was super packed!
ive never seen sucha a long queue in one place at a time!
seriously!
in 45mins, the queue prolly moved like 1/10 of the distance?
how were we suppose to get into the club for the free entry and free drinks before 11pm seeing that it was already 1045pm
so we ran/walked to rebel and again the queue was kinda long
oh wells
got tired of waiting so kah wee and i left to his friend's pub
oohhh, the ambience was nice
quiet yes, but cosy and the food/drinks were cheap
would go there again
its called the yard
reached home at 1230am
laughed like mad in the ride home
dont ask

sunday:
had piano in the morning as usual
went swimming after that
omgawd, i actually swam 18laps that morning
ok, wasnt a big accomplishment but i was proud of myself man
the record was 8 laps nonstop
i swear i almost died after i swam the 1st lap
so was supposed to meet shiying downstairs at 2pm to go kallang
guess what time did we start ice skating?
5pm!!
gosh
the older we get, the later we get for our appointments
i fell!!
):
*sobs
and the heart breaking thing was that my camera hit the floor
ohwells, it was really fun ice skating even so
(:
though there were plenty of crazy kids playing catching and shit
when they were hardly stable on skates
inconsiderate brats
had sushi for dinner and the salmon belly soup was yummy!
though i think we got cheated by them
crap
or did we cheat them?
hahas
but 28+14+18+8 is not equals to 71!
what the hell
fuck
didnt carry on with the guys to lan
too shagged
just crashed at home when i reached

am injury prone these two days
scratched my finger, scrapped my elbow
brusied my wrist and ass
pinched my finger
bad luck bad luck

too many birthdays
too little moneyyyyyy
oh damn
in april itself, theres like 8 birthdays?
like what?!
and all 21st
oh dear oh dear
im so broke
and running out of ideas what to get

charmed's not being nice today ):

disappointment, disappointment
i was waiting anxiously for the dress to come
it came today
and i looked like some fat shit in it
totally dont look like the way the model was wearing
):
and its so short it doesnt even feel like its 32inches!
plus it kept riding up my ass
shit
but am still gonna wear it
gotta find a way to convince myself its not that bad
sighs

went for free cone today
luckily shing was there like 10mins earlier
i swear the queue after her when i reached was a full round around the third floor of cathay
chose a cookie affair
its like ho-hums
just normal
but i liked the chewy bits in em
i still prefer chocolate therapy though
its like its name
therapy
yums :D
but they didnt have it for free cone
eco singapore actually asked me to volunteer for free cone day
well, i would have but one of my kids was leaving today to return back to japan for good
so i had to miss free cone day
oh wells
but i had LOADS OF FUN snapping with her camera
weee
feel like a professional
:D
anyways shiying! save up to join ren(hopefully), arisa, yan, (maybe jas too) and i in aus next year ok!
then we can dive with the sharks! woohoo!

love is having a life together.
accepting the good and bad, sharing the ups downs.
love isnt just about spending your life together,
its building, creating a family and home together.
its about being there for each other,
till death do us part.
thats love, i think.
plus the sugar, spice and everything nice.

tippletalk
zodiac
cant decide which one of your friends to share a bottle of cava with? check their star signs. apparently, cancer signs are comfort drinkers who have a knack for gettting the best parties while aries party people dont know when to call it a night. the best advice? only go with a scorpio who likes you.

hmms, interesting

need you now - lady antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

you've planted the seed of hope in me but left it to die.

its really kinda unfair isnt it?

this is really REALLY pretty
got it from tabs blog



its funny how i only want to do things, go places when youre the one accompanying me

I’m not afraid of what I feel. I’m afraid of what you don’t.

so i was passing by bishan park the other day and i saw that there was construction going on
i remember i used to go there all the time to pick saga seeds
i'll'd just spend ages there
living in my own world
and feeding the wicked mosquitoes
b used to pick em for/with me too
by the way, he's colour blind
imagine the torture and the strain he goes through just to pick one
now thats touching
and also the past
anyways, i realised that places holding fond memories are so different now
thomson plaza's kfc
the typical hang out after school daily
yes, daily
the whole gang (seniors and us) would go there, just to crap
and when we realise the hours passed, it'd normally be late afternoon
and theres my alma mater
plus peirce
all given a new face after ive left
i get lost in them now
damn
well, i guess it goes to show that memories are to be kept in your heart
cos thats where they'll stay for as long as you like them to

on a side note, i was rushing around just now to look for food for class tomorrow
had a hard time seeing that it was 930pm and the food stalls were mostly closed
so i was at the satay stall, buying ketupat
the girl taught me how to keep the ketupat and satay so that they'll not spoil tomorrow
and she also gave suggestions like she'd gave me half cooked satay so that i wont burn them tomorrow when i heat them
nice girl and pretty too
reminded me of jamie teo (:
plus she's tall
oh wells, you dont get to see much nice people these days


all i ever wanted - kelly clarkson

Tear up the photographs but yesterday won't let go
Every day every day every minute
Here comes the emptiness just can't be lonely you know
Every day every day hey hey

This second chancin's really getting me down
You give and takin' everything i dreamed about
It's time you let me know let me know just let go

All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause i all ever wanted all i ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone don't wanna chase you around
Every day every day every minute
I fall a thousand times for i let you drag me down
Every day every day hey hey

Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But i keep feeling we've already been here before
It's time you let me know let me know just let go

All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause i all ever wanted all i ever wanted was

Tell me with so many out there why i always turn to you?
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me

All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene

All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All i ever wanted all i ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause i all ever wanted all i ever wanted was you


i think im ready to settle down
and i wouldnt mind someone thats even 5 years older
cos i do think that guys my age or even a year older are too childish
now
we are like an extreme roller coaster ride.

i just miss you lah.
take a look
http://www.gotohoroscope.com/compatibility.html

IVE FINALLY GOTTEN A NEW PHONE!
:D
samsung corby
gotta get used to it
though it'd be good if there was msn messenger
the sales guy was really nice
he knew his product well and also had knowledge on the other brands
the other two people, they are singaporeans by the way,
were like shit!
butting in and just talking like we were idiots
we werent even talking to you for your infomation
irritating
and the nice sales guy is from china
(:
did i mention?
MYPHONEHAVENOGAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~#$!tK3O4Yno$j$wo(g$FUT3g#$%#$q%yug$wF$H7~!

YU YAN!
IF YOURE READING THIS, I MISSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
*roars
when are you coming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk??
we still have our paintball date
whahahhahahas
i cant wait to dive with the sharks at great barrier reef!
WEEEEEEEEE!

on a side note, she doesnt seem sucha bitch
and i really needa get a life
one that revolves around me
im still loving work
though something shitty happened on friday
its a good thing that it happened on a friday
have the weekend to cool down
well, for her
not me
im not even pissed to be honest
wasnt really a big deal anyways
i love my kids
my super super cute aaron lim
the youngest in the school
i love it when he calls me 'teacher sam!'
he used to just call 'tea-cher-sam'
and he'll'd be so proud of himself
i miss aaronnnnn now that im talking about him
(:
i'd pose a photo of him here but he's not really photogenic
hees
oh oh! i want a nokia n97 mini white so baddddddddddd
yan yan! i saw the bb bold 9000 already
its pretty too, the one in white
headache, headache
am watching this show now
i love steven ma's voice (馬浚偉)
he's the one on the right
gosh i remember there was once i had a dream about his voice
dad asked how is it possible to have a dream about voice
i dont know
i just did!

anyways thats his voice
super mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
why do i keep rambling on even on a blog?
*roars
its like a lump everything together at random

if its meant to be, it'd come back to you. i really wanna believe

I wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just you. And when I’d open the door you’d smile and while I’m trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing here you’d tell me how hard the past months have been, how much you’ve thought about me, how much you regretted everything. And then you’d take me into your arms and ask me to forgive you and I would without hesitation. Then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again.

We had said goodbye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other’s arms. But now when we said this goodbye. I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future ‘cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try and get over you all over again.

I hold it in. Keep it secret from him. No, I am not trying to inconspicuously snatch him away from her in such a manner. I just want him to be happy. I don’t want him to be sad, feeling bad, hurting himself and her for my own sake. I don’t want him to suffer, and think he’s doing the right thing for me. I don’t need his pity. I just need him.

Sometimes, I feel a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me. I guess it’s just my insecurities acting up a bit, because I know I’m not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet. its true

— (via eletheowl)

these people have been at my best and worst other than yan
i miss us
i miss laughing and hanging
miss the fun
genghui, yuren, arisa, shiying, aaron, louis, fulin
we've changed
but i still miss the good old times


was listening to this
made me think of the times yan, tobs and i were just driving through the night and listening to songs

HI ALL
IM HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I MISSED SINGAPOREEEEEEEEE
gosh
and ive only left for three and a half days
ok, here's a breakdown of what ive been doing in phuket

day 1
early morning flight
well, we met much later than the time that we arranged to
but checking in was super fast
we had a full day to spend cos no diving allowed within 18hours of flying
and i managed not to puke on the plane
got to the guesthouse that we were to stay at
and got a shock
we were to stay at another guesthouse for that day cos the original one was full
so we walked over to the other guesthouse (which was just two shops down)
checked into the room
and couldnt believe our eyes
IT WAS SUPER CLEANNNNNNNNN
AWESOMEEEEEEEEE
i loved that room
(:
shopping, shopping, shopping next
forgot that i had to save 1600thb for the rental of equipment
luckily mom asked me to withdraw an extra $50 so i had money to change
crap
spent too much on the sarongs
stupid bitch
didnt sleep well on the first night
and i was SUPER HOMESICK
SUPER SUPER
):
oh wells

day 2
DIVE!
though i was on a seperate boat
went to shark point
AND SAW A LEOPARD SHARK
BOUT 2M LONG
cooool
it was sleeping though
plus a pufferfish too
instructor was really nice
i panicked in the first dive
and he held my hand for the first part of the dive
saw many many corals in the second dive
pretttyyyyy
shiying was back really early
was shagged after the first and second dive
slept better in this night
but it was freezinggggg
and i love the tv in this room!
oh we moved to the other guesthouse in the morning by the way
and there was channel news asia
coolios

day 3
dive three and four
the water was amazingly clearrrrrr!
the other group saw a turtle though
major ):
the boat ride back was super fun!
bumpy, bumpy, bumpy
weeeeeee
walked the streets of phuket in search of trannies
yawns
it was hip and noisy
and we kept getting mobbed
*roars
the thai cant take no for an answer
annoying shit
oh wells
oh oh!
and we did foot massage
nice, enjoyable
then the lady asked if i had a boyfriend
when i said no, she asked why
funny
then there was a part of my foot that hurted
she told me it was my heart that was weak
and i needed sex
like WHAT THE HELL?
LOLS
then i found out that it wasnt my heart at all!
*roars
she lied to me
anyways, its good (:

day 4
C-A-N-T W-A-K-E U-P
COMFTY BED
just as i was getting used to phuket, we're leaving
loveli guesthouse have very nice people
they were so helpful
:D
good stay, good stay
and then, its home sweet home
slept in the plane
colddddddd
and i almost buffed in the plane
i hate flying
but im homeeeeeeeeeeee
:D

gosh, i so want to watch dear john!
but heard that it isnt that nice
oh wells
wont be catching it this week for sure
cos im leaving on a jet plane~
will be back on monday morning
hmms, maybe i should catch it on monday?
(:
anyone wanna join?

"You want me to act like we’ve never kissed, you want to forget; pretend we’ve never met , and I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but I haven’t yet… You walk by, and I fall to pieces."


http://quote-book.tumblr.com/

i too wanna know the words for me but said to the world

pretty
littleredheels are selling em
saw them at the bazzar on sunday
gosh, i looked like a giant in em
but they're quite comfy despite their super high heels
though i wouldnt take note of them if i were to see them on the site
cos i dont like sling-back and the criss-cross doesnt look all that flattering
they were priced at $58 at the bazzar
BUT THEY WERE PRICED AT $48 ONLINE!
WHAT THE HELL?!
*roars
im into the colour brown these days
wee.

write me a love letter and i'll follow you wherever you go.

It's hard to get over people, and I mean really get over them. You can start having feelings for some other person, but it doesn't mean you're over them. It just means you're moving on.

"If you’re going to love me, love me deeply. If you’re going to break my heart, then break it all. If you’re going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you’re going to stay, then stay forever and if you want to leave, then do it today. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if you’re going to talk, please mean what you say."

The Static On The Line

Don't talk to me like you know me. Talk to me like you love me.
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