yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

ANGEL by sarah mclachlan

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

makes you wanna cry

Footprints in the Sand

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, I thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When your heart is filled with
Sadness and despair,
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

that's a sweet sweet song

i slammed the door today cos i was rushing to get the phone ringing in the office

and my baby toe got squashed under it

immediate bruising under the torn skin

and a swollen toe could be seen

poor me

):

ok, so why is it that the paralymics are not getting as much coverage as the olympics?
when team singapore won the sliver medal in olympics, they had more than a three page spread
hmms, i dont recall seeing the same for the paralymics win
not fair aint it?
i do reckon that the paralympians have to just as hard as the olympians aint it?
they do give the same amount of determination, spirit if not more than the olympians
im not saying they deserve more attention just cos they're disabled
but about the same amount of coverage, recognition could be nice wont it?
oh wells, they did get the same welcome back parade though
(:
well done, team singapore
yeah, i love my country
cannot meh?


I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I

hey!
who wants to play beach volley but thinks that sentosa is too darn far?
well you can play in bishan now

its called bishan active

yeah!

so people, do come down and play beach volley

but remember to call me down too!

cos its darn near my place

:D

but you gotta bring the ball though

something to think about

DEMSPEY IS LIKE ITS NAME

FREAKING DARK AND CONFUSING LIKE Geatw$643H^$yt$W3F5#qwtegWYH56J!! E

I ABSOLUTELY HATE THAT DAMN PLACE

CRAPHOLE

NO WAY IM GOING THERE AGAIN

SHIT PLACE

but yeah for instant photo though! :D

anyways, i caught spiderwick chronicles

its good~

i like

you should watch it (:

BETTER OFF ALONE - Marie Digby

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone

Better off alone

ok, im gonna try and be good at something at least

like my job and my piano

gotta stop lazing around

im going to be 20 soon

and that sucks

roars!

nice song lyrics that i saw on tabis blog

by the way, do visit http://heymoolah.livejournal.com/

(:

my russian kid

ok, yu's modeling

isnt she adorable? (:

yaaa, and cheeky. tsk

me and my big mouth

an accident happened right in front of our car today

a crash at the cross junction near junction 8

a taxi and a volkswagen

the cars almost drove into our car

well, it stopped less than a metre in front

there was a loud screech and a bang

surprisingly, the bang wasnt all that loud

too bad i missed the whole show

ok, that was mean

anyways, i only looked after they crashed

luckily, both drivers and passenagers were not hurt

mom was kinda freaked out after that

oh wells, im just glad they did not crash into us

honestly, it was too near in my opinion

and i just watched camp rock on disney channel

and i think its better than high school musical

ive never been a fan of that

plus zac efron is gay plus disgusting

*pukes

almost got into a car accident today

the closest encounter yet

though i dont hope to have any closer than today

i want to see nigel

i want to go airport with my darling jasmine

i want my online bought stuffs to come NOW!

i want to be cherry's bridesmaid

i want to go ice skating with my darling kids

i want to play piano again

yuren owes me katong laska

my name is samantha

my friends call me sam

my close friends and family call me samantha

my kids and teachers call me sam too

so sam or samantha?

:D

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (continues until fades out)

i like! (: