yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
glad i went back today
saw many ex-peirceans
(:
i took photo with my fat korkor

i had a crush on him before

when he was skinnyade
hahas!
oops

fax mentis incendium gloriae

then, at ms clarity cafe!

had fun la

(:

my first teacher's day present!

(:

given to me by my principal

weee.

XD

thanks cherry!

oh ya,

my aunt also bought me a cup for teacher's day

so sweet

(:

darn

desperate housewives have a way of ending the season just when it gets exciting.

OMG!

I SAW MR NASSIM ON TV!

HAHAS

THAT TIME HE WAS THE VICE-PRINCIPAL AT RI

NOW HE'S THE VICE-PRINCIAPAL AT LOYANG

AND I SAW HIM ON TV DURING THE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR LA!

WHAT THE HELL.

HAHAS

CHANNEL U LEI!

GOSH

my ear hurts

wahhs

its inflame but i dont even know why it is in the first place

):

im soooo BORED!

WHO'S GOING BACK FOR TEACHER'S DAY?

i wanna watch a performance

cos it's been two freaking years since i last saw one!

darn it!

im suppose to have my first teacher's day this year

darn it! x2

guess i'll have to wait till next year

):

thanks eunice, jasmine and daowei for showing concern

(now i know who reads my blog and who dont! 67uIZ*(*&Y*#$DGGut^GU54&^(*TGe3w@@!)

as you can see,

my mom took care of that bitch for me

and we're fine

(:

and im starting work at my new centre on 3rd sept

wee!

ok

i tried doing theory today

and i sucked at it

i used half an hour to do half a page of music theory

go take a look at the theory books

half a page aint a lot

darn it!

its been 10 years since i last did theory ok

and i jumped from pre-grade to grade 2

fine

go ahead and laugh all you want

but im determind to finish my 8 grades

and get a diploma in piano

althought i would prefer to pass all 8 grades within 5 years

hees

am i too ambitous?

this is naughty clara!

i went to my 1st piano lesson in 9years today

hahas

my teacher's 21 years old

so young!

and she's kinda cute too

i'll take a picture with her when i have the time

damn!

isnt this suppose to be about my piano lesson?

why did it suddenly become about cam whoring with my teacher?

ok, back to the topic

she said that im better than the grade im currently in

and that i should move up the grade

yeah!

so happy

but im kinda stressed too

cos i sucked at theory

and i suck worse at side read

i mean the easy ones im able to la

but not the tougher ones

oh man!

stress

arghhs!

i went for music assessment today

and i was so nervous

my fingers were shaking away!

those who know me knows that i dont even fret about exams

gosh

ive never been so nervous for a long time

arghhs!

i wanna learn piano

i wanna learn wushu

but im starting full time work soon

i wont have time for practice

oh man!

hey people,

do these for me ok?

and

(and this to tell me my bad ones)

dont worry about me

cos i wont get angry if you think im flawed

cos i am!

hahas

gosh

is it me or did national day parade suck?

i dont know

maybe it was the first time seeing a different routine

but i didnt like it

not one bit

where were all the singing?

i wanna sing along!

hahas

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
and enjoy your holiday!
i know im gonna enjoy mine
four days in a row
whahahas
today was kinda eventful i might say
but i shant talk about the stuff that pissed me off
dont wanna repeat it again
so i'll just mention the happier ones
(:
hong de hugged me!
hahas
and i think he's cute ok
its like the first time that he hugged me
oh and did i mention
that my n2 children hugged me too?
all of them!
every single one
i almost died from their hugging
hahas
guess they were excited cos all of them were wearing red
anyway, heres a photo of me and hong de



(pardon the fat face of mine)
but he didnt look too handsome in this photo
oh wells
after that both airu and i went shopping!
so tired
gosh
we bought mr bean's pancakes
but they made us wait so long that i took this



hahas
and many other photos
this is what happens when you put waiting+sam+cam together
oh and fox is having 50% sale!
you should go and shop there
do me a favour,
is this nice?

i like the skirt but its kinda SHORT!

damn

it made me feel sexy la

hahas

dont ask me why

just did

ya. im ending here

this is boring and sounding like a journal

arghhs!

i took this from jas blog!
and i SOOOO agree
(:
i love jasmine (and javin la. hahas)

50 Things Girls Wished Guys Knew

1. Don't freakin' tell us when you think other girls are hot.

2. Whenever possible during our favorite show, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, then don't excpect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.

4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. That's a must.

5. There is NO such thing as TOO MUCH spooning.

6. We think about you all the time. And I mean ALL the time.

7. This is how we see it... you don't call = you don't care.

8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.

9. We like you to be a little jealous, but overly-possessive is not necessary.

10. Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench press.

11. Return the favor...we massage, you massage...

12. Show us your romantice side every once in a while, we love it.

13. We're allowed to be late...you are not.

14. Eye contact is key.

15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.

16. Laugh at our jokes.

17. Three words...honesty, honesty, honesty.

18. Girls can be groupies, guy groupies are stalkers...

19. Tell us we're gorgeous or beautiful instead of hot or sexy.

20. Do not start with us...you will not win.

21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? ...Didn't think so.

22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.

23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes.

24. We have an excuse to act bitchy, at least once a month.

25. Open the door for us no matter where we are... even at our house or getting into a car.

26. We LOVE surprises!

27. We like to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.

28. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.

29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs but.....NEVER whitey-tighties!

30. Clean your room before we come over.

31. Always brush your teeth before you see us...a clean mouth and white teeth are a necessity

32. Love u, love you, luv u and love ya are totally different than I Love You.

33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we have.

34. Don't ask us to do things that we aren't ready for.

35. Don't act jerkish and ignore us around your friends.

36. Sometimes NO! really means NO!

37. "Wife Beaters" are not always an adequate form of fashion.

38. Do not bring up an ex-girlfriend, unless we ask.

39. Sensitive guys are great, but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.

40. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.

41. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.

42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.

43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.

44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks from us all add up to... YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!

45. The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable...we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying.

46. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring, doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.

47. You don't have to spend a lot if it means a lot.

48. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.

49. Do not lie to us...we will catch you, trust me.

50. When the girls get together, we talk about everything...meaning my best friend knows everything about you

went for ms 17 audition today

it was so tiring!!

my legs wanna break already

didnt get into top 8 though

hahas

saw yiling there

(:

quoting her, i didnt expect to see a familiar face there

we took lots and lots and lots of photos

weee..

ok

this question, "am i suppose to do work for you after my lunch or can i do my own work?" is a very simple question

so why must you beat around the bush

and then tell me indirectly that im not passionate about teaching children?

such a bitch

whatever

you think ill care about you?

NAH!

on a better note,

let me show you a conversation that i had with one of the k1 kids

JY: "teacher samantha, why you like javin?"

S: "dont you think that when he sings, its very touching and full of feelings?"

JY: "thats cos hes singing to the girl that he like!"

can you believe how she actually made that connection?

javin is a campus superstar and he has been singing love songs

JY linked that javin was able to sing love songs full of feelings because he was singing to the girl that he liked!

im wow-ed

ok

this is so starting to sound like an observation

hahas