faith, trust and pixiedust

Saturday 31 May 2008

have been neglecting books

im glad that ive just borrowed books today

gonna read em sooooon

weee

i do like nora roberts books

especially the fiction ones

its like youre swept away into the fantasy world and i do not want to leave it

alrights enough of books and on the food

(best two things to have when you're awake)

i do not like products with milk

in fact, i do not like milk at all

hahas

but these products taste just fine

hmm, YUMS! (:

another one is yam yam but i cant find the picture of it

anyways, take a look at this

wassup men?

some photos

ok, i swear that's tinklebell

see the trail of pixiedust behind? :D

guess who'll win the race

ok, im being lame

whatever

two lil dicky birds sitting on the lampost

one named peter,

the other named paul

fly away peter

fly away... wait

paul stayed back

well, peter didnt come back after anyway

byeeeeeeeee

Who's there no one

im the type that talks a lot and thinks a lot

sometimes a lil too much

Friday 30 May 2008

got my comment box up already

so people, comment away!

my girlies' been asking for it so ya

here it is

please make full use of it

hahas!

if i dont know you,

and dont like what you say

i'll just ban you

didnt have a good day today

well, if you're concern enough

you'll ask me personally

anyways, thanks cherry for helping me out and listening

feel a lil better now

got a blister too cos of sweeping the floor

darn

wont you kiss it better for me?

anyways, unhappy things aside

on the radio on the way back

combined with these

ahhh..

simply relaxing

with the wind

weee (:
maybe i should say what i need to say yeah?

ok, so here goes

*takes a deep breath

NAH!

do you think im outta my mind or just seeking attention?

NO WAY MAN

hahas!

Thursday 29 May 2008

TABBYYYYY, I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUU

I MISS MY YAANNNNNNNNN TOOOOOOOOO!

wakeboardwakeboardwakeboardwakeboardwakeboard!

weee (:

tomorrow's the last day eh

poly students are finally free

but i'll be busy

ptc's coming

oh wells

Samantha,

You are sure of your feelings and the fondness of your loved ones, and because of this, deeply impress the people you love.

It is neither more nor less than what is visible, and what is real, noble and high always grows and fructifies.

from facebook's love horoscope

better in time (:

Wednesday 28 May 2008

this song kinda describe what i feel now. sighs

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's gotta be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
but that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the arguments
in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head Over my head

With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on, aw

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless
Without a sound lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Tuesday 27 May 2008

im hungry

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

When I get older losing my hair
Many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine
Birthday greetings, bottle of wine?
If I'd been out till quarter to three
Would you lock the door?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?

You'll be older too
And if you say the word
I could stay with you

I could be handy, mending a fuse
When your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside
Sunday mornings go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds
Who could ask for more?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?

Every summer we can rent a cottage in the Isle of Wight
If it's not too dear
We shall scrimp and save
Grandchildren on your knee
Vera, Chuck & Dave

Send me a postcard, drop me a line
Stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say
Yours sincerely, wasting away
Give me your answer, fill in a form
Mine for evermore
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?
Ho!

Monday 26 May 2008

How old are you mentally

You're a kid at heart.

You're creative and like being original.

Adventure and fun is always important to you, and you're friends probably enjoy being with you because you're so free spirited.

But make sure your maturity level stays in check! ;)

You're light-hearted, yet energetic, and usually go along with th flow.

You have trouble paying attention to the basics sometimes, because you get easily distracted. :)

true i guess

probably why im in preschool line (:

Outgoing or Shy

Never Natter: You are what I call a Never Natter.

You mainly only talk around close friends and family.

You are not all the playful, but you can have random outbursts that makes you a great person to be around.

whatever that means (:

fine!

because you live and breathe,

because you made me believe in myself when nobody else can help.

because you live,

my world has twice as many stars in the sky.

Sunday 25 May 2008

are you watching rang ai chuan liu bu xi?

its very saddening

especially the two peoms

one read from a dead child's point of view

and another from a mother who lost her child

they also mentioned something about a mother being in a weird position when she was found under the rubbles

when the rescuers moved her, they found her baby under her

safe and soundly asleep

and a handphone message that said

qin ai de bao bao,

ru gao ni hai huo zhe, qing ji de wo ai ni.

we are just too darn fortunate that we dont even cherish people around us

my mom was saying,

in that split second, the house could collapse and you'll be dead

so why cant you all just stop quarreling and live in harmony?

how true

anything can happen as life is so unpredictable

the saying goes, zhen xi yan qian ren

probably we should start doing that?

i couldnt wake up this morning!
urghhs
too much shopping yesterday
i bought much compared to as per normal
went town with airu
and SHE'S THE SHOPPAHOLIC
amazingly, i spent more than her
bought a cardigan, bikini, charms and a dress/top
weeee

saw ade and her boyfriend

she asked: ay samantha, where are you going?

sam: shopping :D

ade: huh? that's the first time i heard that from you

so you see?

im no shoppaholic (:
sentosa soon aiyahsmitten?
hees
ok, pardon the #Fguh5yH$WGTY&%^t$y5^&U^(>^%&$#RTgy way i type
cos im deadbeat now
need my sleeeeeeeeep

anyways, cam whoring seesion

oh oh! i think that this is absolutely GORGEOUS!! (:

im just a silly lil girl in her silly own world

because in this world and in this life, we're in it together

Friday 23 May 2008

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

I CAN FINALLY LOAD LJ PAGES!
WEEEEEEEEE!
by the way, thanks darling airuuuu
(:
see you tomorrow ya?

i wanna eat subway

Finally - Fergie

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could’nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn’t seem so bad
Its the best that I’ve ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn’t matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I’ve Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn’t seem so bad
Its the best that I’ve ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn’t seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

Thursday 22 May 2008

When I was a little boy
I swore that I would change the world
when I grew up
nothing else would be enough

I see it every day
We settle for safe
And lose ourselves along the way

But if we don't Dream Big
What's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith
there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more

Took a while to perfect a plan
for me to finally understand
that it's not me
faith is something you can't see

I've wiped my tears away
now it's time for a change
No, I can't waste another day

david cook deserves to be american idol 7
(:

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Dr. Seuss

Wednesday 21 May 2008

boss bought these from japan

they'll pretty arent they?

"Don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway."

Tuesday 20 May 2008

I HAD THE BESTEST TIME YESTERDAY!

hahas

and the WORST sunburn!

arghhs!

anyway, i made a new friend at the beach while the rest were enjoying themselves in the sea

darn, i would have joined them if i could

roars!

volley and frisbee, now that's life

well, both were played using my hands so why is it that my bum ache so bad?

anyways, photos after i resize em

Sunday 18 May 2008

im never gonna try organising class gathering again

people just arent interested so what's the point?

(though its not like everyone didnt reply me. i appreciate those that bothered to reply. (:)

u'll just irritate the shit outta me

whatever lah

AND YOU'RE A PIG!

why not?

i feel like im just wasting time everyday

my life, it aint meaningful

ive heard this before

“Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away”

so how many moments have taken my breath away?

i dont know and i dont wish to count

for i think that the results will be disappointing

sighs

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Saturday 17 May 2008

LIVEJOURNAL IS FREAKING HANGING MY WINDOWS

what the hell man!

i want pretty summer frocks
long dangling necklaces
and outrageously coloured pumps

im having a fetish for keys

Corrinne May - Shelter

What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at tour door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

norv sent this song
now im in love with it!
:D

Thursday 15 May 2008

random photos from my phone (:

i like this one!

scenario 1:

five teachers including my boss at the centre

1. supposed to finish lunch at 12pm - finished at 12.25pm

2. supposed to sleep at 12.30pm - slept at 1pm

3. supposed to finish tea at 3.30pm - finished at 3.50pm

scenario 2:

four teachers, boss not here

1. supposed to finish lunch at 12pm - finished at 11.45am

2. supposed to sleep at 12.30pm - slept at 12.40pm

3. supposed to finish tea at 3.30pm - finished at 3.30pm

so what conclusion have you deduce from the two scenarios?

hahas!

the other day i was teacher man,

today i was teacher ham

thanks ernest!

Wednesday 14 May 2008

on my way back

i really enjoy walking back alone when theres wind and mr sun is hiding behind the clouds

simply beautiful

to feel the breeze on my face

the silence

and the scenery, the vast sky

wish time could just stand still

just lil somethings that i thought i take photo of

my camera's battery was almost flat so i didnt bother changing the modes

can you see the lil birdie there?

my favourite part of my walk back

ok, that window looks like the room is on fire

jas took this. my personal favourite. and buddy. hahas

nig took this. i like it. (:

i saw this on vann's lj!
funny lah!

Tuesday 13 May 2008

the things i miss out on in the morning

that's the moon

the sky

the road to my school

streetlights. duh

LOVE ANIMALS, DONT EAT THEM! but the problem is i do eat meat. oops

im a more of a morning person seriously

but i can stay up late if i want to

recently, ive been waking up at 7plus even if i dont have to

and sleeping way past 12am

gotta break this terrible habit

its like my body clock is set at that time

bad, bad, bad

sighs

and my temper is getting out of hand

ive been blaring out at my family over lil stuff

but i feel bad after

and ive been rasing my voice at my kids

but they dont listen!

what to do?

if this carries on, i'll probably get high blood pressure or something

oh wells

that's my job nature

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.

But you may be ready in a couple of years.

You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.

And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

i just haven found the right guy yet.
oh wells

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.

But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.

In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...

You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

Are You a Daring Woman?

oh come on!
i dont act la
hahas

Monday 12 May 2008

How Much Like Your Mom Are You?

You two are definitely related.
Sometimes you and your mom finish each other's sentences, and sometimes you feel like you're speaking different languages. It's convenient when you know what she's thinking, but sometimes her advice is the last thing you want to hear. You and your mom are alike enough that you know exactly which buttons to push when you want to make her mad -- and how sweet to be when you need money. Since she knows you so well, your mom has an advantage of her own... she probably knows just how to make you feel guilty, whether or not you've done anything wrong.

What kind of guy would you like

The way to your heart is through SPEECH.You need a very deep, romantic relationship, and a man who knows how to spoil you and complement you, sometimes buy you little trinkets even to remind you how much he loves you. Your man needs to constantly prove himself worthy of your love, whether it's through writing poetry or reciting songs just for you.

uhhmm.
true (: