too many thoughts, head exploding. too many people to please, except myself.



ive to say, the front part sounds a lil like a narnia track.

Books are for people who wish they were somewhere else.
MARK TWAIN
so right now, i will be losing myself in books and leaving the virtual world for the time being.

you must understand that even though a person loves you, you must also consider the fact that you’re not the only one that makes him/her happy.
— (via serenacomplex)

MY DARLING IS BACKKKKKK. LALALALLALALAS! :D && i need a new facebook display picture. cant wait for Fridayyyyy~

oh yes, welcome back ARISA, MY THICKSKIN FRIEND. :D i just realised all my thickskin friends from the same clique. you, shing, ren, pui and gh. i love all my thickskin friendssss. (:

it sucks when you know people dont support you. well, they respect your decision and all but its still a tee wee bit upsetting to know that they dont agree. sighs. but its part and parcel of life, isnt it? i know the phrase, 'once bitten, twice shy.' but cant you guys just believe that i, too learnt my lesson? i wont bother you guys with my extreme crap ok? sighs. just dont put the blame on ayone else k? its no ones fault. but thank you for enduring/having endured my crap. i do appreciate it, and right now, i just miss hanging out with you people.

am feeling much better now. thank you for having patience. (:

this is bull. was looking forward to wednesdays date, with a new dress and all. but hey, dress is out of stock, and im just not interested in meeting date at all now. how did a perfectly well day planned turn out to be crap in the end? and in just one day. well, thats the consequences of expecting. so dont expect, dont expect for shit. just kill hope, its useless. what the fuck.

四音调的没有 :D

its the lil things babe. it really is. (: cant wait for my new dress(es) to come! and thats enough spending for this year. hees.


yes, im waiting to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (:

i hate it when a guy knows you like him, and he abuses the privilege.
365thoughts

i love this song! :D













In my whole life, no one has ever looked at me the way that you do. No one has ever, touched my face or brushed my hair out of my eyes like you do. And maybe this is really selfish but, it’s not just you I’m going to miss. It’s the way I feel when I’m with you that I’m going to miss even more.
Shelby Merrick, “Higher Ground”
yes, you. (:

wee, i had fun yesterday. (: yes i did. the day (& night) ended too soon for meee. mom said that if i wasnt working today, i could have stayed another day and it wouldnt be a problem. ITS ALL YOUR FAULT. ): but im really feeling the after effect of staying up for 36 hours. damn,

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.
“— Ed Hird (via quote-book)

agreed. cant wait for later! (:

I did the most dangerous thing I could when I said I love you, but it was worth it. If I got through my fear for you, you could get through yours for me.
Chuck Bass * Submitted by nerdswagger

Please don’t do what I say, because if you don’t love me it’s worthless anyway.
Landon Pigg

having craving for ice-creammmmm. when will you bring me to places instead of just saying so?

Love is when you look into someones eyes and suddenly you go all the way inside, to their soul, and you both know instantly.
Angela, My So-Called Life

i love your eyes, that dark intensity that sucks me right through.

there are no ifs in this world, only consequences.



My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
We’ll lock them up together,
And throw away the key.
Frederick Saunders

You can’t change who people are without destroying who they were.
Butterfly Effect (2004)

Sometimes I look back and see all of the mistakes I’ve made, remember the promises that were broken, the lines that were redrawn, the tears that were shed, and everything I could have done differently but I guess I don’t really want to change a thing because it brought me to where I am now, to you, and that makes it all worth it.
maybe not to you, but to who i am now.

super agree with this. reminds me of a little chat my teachers and i had. why date/get into a relationship if youre not going to stay together or get married? hohox. just a thought.

If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?
Casper

Never go on trips with someone you do not love.
Ernest Hemingway
which is why i want to. (:

I’m seventeen and I’m crazy. My uncle says the two always go together. When people ask your age, he said, always say seventeen and insane.
Fahrenheit 451, Ray Bradbury
OHOH! NOW THAT MAKES SENSE! :P

HAPPY HALLOWEEN. i know its a bit late. but whatever. hope everyone enjoyed their halloween just like i did. (: anyways, went bugis with jia on wednesday with the intention of getting five presents including one for myself. BUT I WENT HOME EMPTY HANDED! LIKE WHAT?! but jia's company was really nice. (: and i had a macha shake with gelato that made me a very very very happy girl. :D it gave me the floaty floaty feeling. then fast forward to saturday, which i think i should skip the day part seeing i lost two freaking points for not writing the answer i was unsure about, seeing that it was the FREAKING RIGHT ONE! two marks is damn a lot to me. i could freaking fail the paper BECAUSE of that two marks! and so i just stoned all the way home. one message made me all gooey inside but it didnt happen in the end. ohwells. then came the night. gosh. messy messy plans and messy messy people. drink, drank, drunk. period. leo puked cos he drank for cally and i. sucha a sweet guy. (: got high twice. wee. but paid for it the next day cos i didnt sleep at allllll. loved the sunday morning, though one thing i cant understand. why in the world did i fell asleep on the couch but failed to sleep in the bed? Zzz. im just not made for good life. and i think the cab uncle took me for a ride. Zzz. ohwells.