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THE LADY
yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

I NEVER WANNA GROW UP
i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.


CREDITS

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
SOURCE. BLOGGER BLOGSKINS IMAGESHACK
Friday, 30 July 2010


thats the reason why i bought my SLR baby. :D

Thursday, 29 July 2010


lovelovelove my new hair but doesnt really suit me. though ive been getting positive comments from work. i just dont like it too dollyish. i dont like.

Saturday, 24 July 2010


Words- lifeliveson
Photographer- damon

‘And the rest is history,’ I said.
‘Nah.’ He shook his head. ‘The rest is now.’
“Lock and Key” by Sarah Dessen (via julie911)


just spent $13++ and two hours on a COMPLIMENTARY dental screeing at serangoon garden way. what the fuck? anyways, im too tired to repeat my story here. its too tedious to even typeit all out again. Zzz. im more concern about my wisdom tooth. surgery they say!! why are all my teeth always growing croacked? arghhs! ): i dont wanna do surgery. sighs. i dont know. but hey, there was an up side to these too. the kind uncle who overheard me asking for directions showed me the way, the taxi driver who was very nice, and the dentist, she patiently explained everything to me even though i was an hour late and into her lunch break. now that put a smile on my face. i was darn worn out. walking around lorong chuan mrt for an hour before finding my way to serangoon mrt. ah, fuck. anyways, i was so worn out and braindead after the screening that i happily boarded the wrong train towards dhoby ghaut on the way home. ohwells

Friday, 23 July 2010

Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening.
Maya Angelou (submitted by creepintomysoul)

samantha likes this

Sunday, 18 July 2010

I have loved only you, surrendered my whole self reckless to you and nobody else. That I want you to love me back and show it to me. That I love the way you hold me, how close you let me be to you. I like your fingers on and on, lifting, turning. I have watched your face for a long time now, and missed your eyes when you went away from me. Talking to you and hearing you answer—that’s the kick.
But I can’t say that aloud; I can’t tell anyone that I have been waiting for this all my life and that being chosen to wait is the reason I can. If I were able I’d say it. Say make me, remake me. You are free to do it and I am free to let you because look, look. Look where your hands are. Now.
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well, its actually in gif format but i dont know why it doesnt move here. ): IMMA IN LOVE WITH JOSEPH GORDON-LEVITT ♥

alrights, we are uno stacko pros (:

he really makes me happy.

Thursday, 15 July 2010


♥♥

Wednesday, 14 July 2010

When you think about him, you start to cry. When he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. When you see him, you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’t let you give up.
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i have a secret wish;

Tuesday, 13 July 2010

here's what ive done in two weeks of july:
went st james - twice
watched movies - thrice
hang out with clar and the guys

will be doing in the next week:
hiking - somewhere
making lemon cheesecake
rock climbing - wednesday
museums visit - friday

its the most colourful of the majority of my life, so why do i still feel empty inside?

Sunday, 11 July 2010

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right and forget the ones that don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
-anonymous



‘I won’t ever leave you,’ she says. ‘Even though you’re always leaving me.’
‘But I never want to leave you.’
The Time Traveler’s Wife

Thursday, 8 July 2010


jasmine darling, hope youre better. *hugs

im bored to deathhhhhhh, arghhs! tomorrow tomorrow ♥♥

DESPICABLE ME what?


so i scolded my kids till i was red in the face literally (with xiyun as witness) what the hell man, why is it that i had to threaten them before they listen? its not that they cant do it, just simply cos they dont wanna. and they managed to finish their damn vegetable soup within a minutes after i scolded them. they took a bloody 1 hour 15 minutes to finsh half a bowl of soup. normally, its a half hour tea. !!! well, seems like when i dont carry out what i say, they dont take me seriously. high blood pressureeeeee. you know the feeling of your head being squashed together? arghhs! that was exactly how i felt. i dont like scolding my kids. it upsets them and me too. !!!

Wednesday, 7 July 2010










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i had an awesome crazy time with my kiddies, dancing and jumping to hi5 songs. ♥♥

Monday, 5 July 2010

Nobody ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming and hurting.
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Saturday, 3 July 2010

He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.

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went to boilers yesterday, it was my first time there. its a 30s club! arghhs! meaning people that went there were 30 and above. oops. but anyways, i had fun. (: i like the songs but the wait outside was terrible! not because there was queue but cos the guestlist was screwed up! we waited 2hours plus to get in! partly cos we were an hour early but still, sighs. was pisseddddddd offffffff. luckily my cousin was there, cos we ended up not having a table in the end (after we got in) so korkor's friends were there and we joined them. then, what happens in the club, stays in the club. teehees. reached home at 430am. korkor insisted on sending me home even though i was sober and he stayed super near harbourfront. aww, sucha sweetie. :D

Thursday, 1 July 2010

YAY! plans is back on! letters to juliet, followed by peranakan museum (see howwwwwwwwww.), central fire station, fort canning, dinner and kpo. wee. see, the thing is, the movie was my call, and shings going along with it. peranakan museum was her call, but i feel its expensive to walk around a museum which ive no interest in and paying $6 to do so (i dont mind paying the half price though. fine, i sound cheapo but i dont careeeeee). sorry shings. we'll see how ok? which was why i offered to watch alone while you and ryan visit the museum. hees. please dont be offended but yeahhh.. hopefully everything goes well.