now, who am i kidding when i said im determined to watch letters to juliet even if it means doing it alone. damn, i'll just wait for the vcd to come out and catch it then. ): im a people person. i hate doing things alone and have no what-so-ever determination. bahhs! oh wells.

i have half the mind to rent all the sad romantic movies and watch them all in a day. spell nicholas sparks. that shall be emo-ing dayyyy.

I MADE CHEESECAKE TODAY! YAY! and it was not too bad for a beginner. (: family said that it was nice. i didnt have an oven so all i needed to do was to mix everything and put it into the ready made crust (ready made by mom and i) but damn, was it hard work as cherry said. i had the measurements to how much each ingredients to use but i didnt measure a single one. hees. i did what singaporeans call - ahgar ahgar. yay. and the taste seemed fine. had a tinge of sweetness and i was worried that it'd be overly sweet. (: but i think i can do better next time. will make lemon cheesecake for my yan when she comes back.anyways, heres some photos i took of my cheesecake. :D






YUMS!

i realised that all the love story movies that i love are all adapted from books writen by nicholas sparks - the last song, the notebook, a walk to remember and dear john. he is one awesome writer, well, one that inspires awesome directors rather. hees

oops, i just realised that my blog doesnt log the time. the previous post was logged at 0819am. darn! anyways, i managed to have waterplay! wee! i didnt really cared even though it drizzled when my kiddies were in the pool. but then again, they were already wet. so technically, im the one that was "ling-ing yu". and i cannot 泠雨!see now, my nose is drippinggggggg. am quite happy though to capture the beautiful colours during waterplay. (: am a little addicted to my slr baby. was home about half an hour late cos i was taking photos of the dawn scenery on my way back, hees.

Allison Iraheta - Don't Waste The Pretty

Dust it off, break it down
Get to what we're talking about
To what we're talking about
Don't try and hide it now
Why keep on working it out
You can't keep working it out

Cause I see how he's putting you down
I just can't be around
What you doing this for?
Cause the light in you's starting to fade
Don't let it get away
Girl, you're worth so much more

[Chorus]
Don't waste the pretty on him
Don't waste the pretty on pain
When it gets too much to take, don't give it away
Don't waste the pretty on life
Soon it's gonna fly on by
Whatever way you gotta say it
Don't waste the pretty, yeah

Sit back and breathe it in
Look at how lucky we are
Look at how lucky we are
This life I'm living in
You gotta follow your heart
And you know I'm never too far

Away from the pain in your eyes
I can see your disguise
But it's not too late
'Cuz I know you can turn this around
Don't be scared, work it out
Listen when I say

[Chorus]
Don't waste the pretty on him
Don't waste the pretty on pain
When it gets too much to take, don't give it away
Don't waste the pretty on life
Soon it's gonna fly on by
Whatever way you gotta say it
Don't waste the pretty, yeah

And just in case you need reminding
Girl you're beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
And there ain't no use in you hiding
'Cuz you're beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, yeah

[Chorus]
Don't waste the pretty on him
Don't waste the pretty on pain
When it gets too much to take, don't give it away
Don't waste the pretty on life
Soon it's gonna fly on by
Whatever way you gotta say it
Don't waste the pretty, yeah

what the fuck? it had to rain so darn heavily now. i have been postponing waterplay for three weeks in a row cos lao shi took leave on every friday and im not about to push it back another week. so i was thinking, heck, i'd just bring my two classes together for waterplay this week cos anyways, there's not many of them currently. and it had to freaking rain! thanks a lot! and ive had the bad habit of lazing in bed after waking for quite some time now(i used to get right out of bed the minute my alarm rang) so take a look at the time, the stupid rain woke me up 10mins earlier and i was too pissed to get back to sleep. which also means i lost 20mins of sleeep cos i usually laze in bed for 10-15mins. freak!

she's prettyyyyyyy (:



someday, that guy will appear in my life.



i like this photo! :D



Norrington: Our fates have been entwined, Elizabeth, but never joined.

im a hopeless romantic and a sucker for movie plots with letter writing. i love receiving parcels and letters by mail. shows like, ps, i love you, the lakehouse, dear john, and letters to juliet are to die for man. i missed dear john cos genghui said he'd catch it with me but didnt (causing me to miss out on channing tatum too! *roars) so im now determined to catch letters to juliet, no matter what (that's if i even have to go alone) luckily my dear shings has agreed to watch it with me this sunday :D here's a qoute from the notebook:
her asking why he did not write to her at all.
him: i wrote to you 365 letters. i wrote to you every day for a year.
and thats one show i'd never forget. (it's better than titantic for sure!) not to mention, i caught it at his house. but so what man? hahas.

when you cant remember why you're hurt, that's when you're healed.

todays the first day i bought my slr baby to school. finally! after one week of endurance, i get to bring it to school to fulfil its purpose. to take photos of my babies, their innocence. that one thing that separates child from adult. that one thing that holds so much yet cant help but lose when we enter adulthood. and of course, their (almost) flawless skin. HAHAS! and with children, you can never go wrong, unless they are moving when you snap. and i ended up snapping 319 photos!! *ROARS how is my memory card going to survive? wells, will be uploading them into my company's facebook account (can you imagine? GOJ has fb. everyone has fb) probably into the different months, i guess. since one day already has so many photos. gosh, its a little overwhelming and im afraid that i might lose interest soon (im already starting to feel so, and thats not good) so im not bringing my slr baby to school. it can take a break and so can i! (:

Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t.

Now you know
Him: I never meant to hurt you.
Her: Whatever you say don't matter, because in the end that's exactly what you did.

can you imagine boss asking us to go boilers next friday to celebrate other boss' birthday? hahas! im a little worried about what to wear though.

im going to lose weight! imma fatty ): but then again, its not like i have a major diet plan, just prolly more exercises i guess. well, i t-r-y.

sometimes, i let myself miss him cos that feeling of frustration and self pity (hes not worth thinking about) is better than longing.

You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.

listen to the song. jewel has a melodic voice :D





:D

jay chou is an amazingggggggggg song-writer. (:

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著　
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到

ok, i cant help but post it too. (:

there is no need to miss someone cos theyre with you. the ones not, no point to.

Often we find ourselves moving on, but wanting to go backwards in time. We find comfort in what we’ve done in the past, and although we’re enjoying the present, we can’t stop thinking about how amazing the past was and how much we’d give to be able to go back. We want to make the best of now, but we just can’t seem to let go of the past. I guess looking back on the past is okay, but we should never live in the past. Always make the best of today, because someday, today will become part of your past too.

I promise to stop loving you tomorrow, today can be your last day in my arms again.
Sean Lennon Submitted by: bornonthe17th

Sorry is irrelevant. There’s no point being sorry about something unless you can do something about it. And you can’t. We can’t go back in time. We can’t change what happened.
Chloe Sleeping Arrangements - Madeleine Wickham

True love is rare, and it’s the only thing that gives life real meaning.
Nicholas Sparks

im draineddd. i ♥ ma babies

im starting to feel the strain of the two long days from 6am to 930pm non stop. gosh. and my mind is full of "one and two and three and four and five" darn!

imma happy girl today. (: that was a nice unexpected way to end the first day of a soon to be crazy week.

If a man wants to be romantically involved with you, he tries to kiss you. That’s the entire story, and if he doesn’t kiss you, there is never a reason to wait around for him.

When a guy cheats on you once, he will do it again. If he gives you butterflies, remember that when he was your boyfriend, he was kissing somebody else. The sooner you set the bar for what is acceptable, the better off you’ll be. We’ve all fallen for someone who’s not great for us, but when the alarm bell starts ringing, you have to listen.
“— One Tree Hill

yippee! :D thats what clever women should do, but sad to say, we're all stupid women when it comes to men. now that sucks.

ok, im eyeing this dress. guess which one? well, its the one on the left. i think it's really sweet looking. (: think it'll be cheaper since its the gss? its currently $99. ): from mango. wells, ive actually taken a photo of me wearing it. but immmm shyyyy. hees!

DAMMIT! WHY AM I ALWAYS HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYY? CRAPPPP. i cant help being hungry all the time, yet, i cant eat much cos im still having sore throat and cough. AND IM TOO FREAKING FATTTTTTT. SHIT. cant jog too, cos again, im sick (well, thats just an excuse, im just too lazy.) cant swim on sunday too, cos ive piano at 1.45pm, which isnt too early or late. which simply means, i cant swim before or after that. ): and i'll be going to eat so much these dayssssss. sushi, steamboat buffet and dim sum too! yumssssss! but gosh, im going to become fat and with bad skin (which i already have, so im suppose to be banking on my skinniness but what the hell!) arghhs!

anyways, side track a little from belittling myself. *roars one of my parents bought a 4k plus bag from chanel. it was prettyyyyyy but omgoodnessgraciousme, itsFREAKINGFOURTHOUSANDDOLLARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! *faints even on a $28 plus bag, ive to consider for so long (and end up not buying it) do you know how may dive trips i can take with 4k? (SIX) and how many sky dives i can do? (EIGHT) LIKE SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYY, GOSH! i just cant understand whyyyy. ok, maybe im just not a normal girl. i dont like shopping, i only shop for stuffs when i need something. i dont see the need to spend a bomb on clothes, bags, accessories. ohh, but shoes i like~ i save money like crazy whereas girls spend like nobody's business. guess that's why im special (: i'd rather spend on travelling, diving, etc. and travelling's not for shopping in other countries, but wont it be nice to sight see? the beautiful mountains, scenery. breathtaking, just thinking about it. :D

someone once said, when you have no feelings for the other, you'll cover it up with intimate acts or sweet talks, but it'll all be uncovered with just a kiss.

who knew - pink

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

words fail me today.

i want a puppy really bad and of course a DSLR to capture all the pretty lil things in life like my babies on a daily basis. and the gorgeous sky on my way to and fro work, animals, children, friends.
b, youre really gone, gone. youre still around somewhere, but just not in my life. thanks, i can take a hint.

I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that there's no doubt
I made it, I made it!

prettyyyyyyyy (:


SEE MA?

it really sucks being sick. damn flu bug. arghhss. good thing's that im able to see a doctor tomorrow. there were times in the past that i had to work even though im half dead cos there was not enough people in school. boohoo. the worst i ever went to work in was with fever of 38.6degrees for three days. was literally sleeping throughout the whole nap time, and waking up groggy. crap. pre school teachers are pathetic but whenever i scan through my babies photos, im real happy that im working in this line. :D love my babies sososo much. *kisses

the day after tomorrow is STILL the awemostest show ever. wee!

& suddenly, everything is right. Everything forgiven. Every minute apart and alone, forgotten.
Ellen Hopkins, Glass (Submitted by todayithought)

and the late nights are killing me.

You can try your hardest. you can do everything. and say everything. But sometimes, people aren’t worth trying over anymore. they aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let someone go when they’re letting you down.