today, i lose two people that i cherish lots
left as in they're not in singapore
im missing them terribly

youre not reading the correct blog.

i find these really pretty

i shouldnt be thinking so much

Love: when everything just feels right when you’re in the person’s embrace. It’s after you’ve had a bad day and that person is the first person you want to talk to and when you have good news or are excited about something, that person is the first person you want to tell. It’s waking up and having that someone as the very first thought in the morning. And when you to go bed at night, he is the last thing on your mind. And when both of you are together, the time goes by too fast and you never want to go. Love is when no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.

every sentence just screams your name

I'd rather be doing nothing with you than anything with anyone
#iwtfy

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 http:pleasefindthis.blogspot.com
The Last Stop Before The Last Stop



Some people say that love doesn't last forever.

But I've met other people. And while over the decades their bodies have forgotten the ideas of who they were, their heads remember their hearts.

Maybe they didn't love forever, just a lifetime.

But they still make liars of those people. You and I can make liars of them too.

so today was a busy busy BUSY day
damn, why do things all happen on the same day
and when no one dates me out, i practically have a dry spell for ages
seriously
had work from 7-2pm,
piano 3-4pm
so i had one hour to walk home and bathe
clar's 21st celebration 3.30-5.30pm
yes, overlepped timing
yan's surprise farewell 6-10pm
movie/drinking 10-12am
i'll say its damn bloody packed
shit
so piano ended late at 4.15pm
dad had trouble finding the place
(but thanks to my spidey sense, we turned to the correct direction :D)
clar's party ended late too
we left at 6pm
missed the stupid bus even though we ran for it
i was in heels, mind you
alighted at the wrong bus stop
so i ended up walking the distance of more than three bus stop to yan's function room
by then, my toes were hurting like RQ#R2tgw$#H$%Y43geST3r124@%!
had to leave early to meet j at orchard
walked around looking for a place to chill at
and my toes were still in horrible pain!
shit
on the way home, i took off my shoes and walked back
and now the soles of my feet hurt too
i hate it when my day is so bloody packed
but thank goodness, that rarely happens to me
aint popular you see
:D

AWESOME

Vanilla Twilight - owl city

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

The Moths Arrive In Black And White


The bad news is, people are crueler, meaner and more evil than you've ever imagined.

The good news is, people are kinder, gentler and more loving than you've ever dreamed.
Friday, January 15, 2010 http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com


ok tabs, i stole this
but its really meaningful and i thought i'd share it
hope you dont mind

Loving someone means more than just the hugs and kisses, but the equal exchanges of understanding, selflessness, and compromise. About wanting to make each other happy, and the hugs and kisses are just actions to help express what words can never say. It’s about wanting to be there for the person through their hard times, and hoooray for the happy times together. It’s about loving them regardless of their limitations, loving them beyond their strengths since its what makes them that you love them for.

ok, so we went butterfactory yesterday
finally!
our long awaited date
ha!
music wasnt too bad
but i still prefer fash
(:
there are only two types of guys there
one allows you to pass, the other kind just tries ways and means to touch you
what the fuck?
this guy just grabbed my waist when we were walking past him lah
-.-
immediate reaction was to push his hand away
then this other guy tried his moves behind shiying
when that didnt work, he moved on to me
well, i moved away and he went on to ifa
desperate man!
sighs
its better to go with a group of guys
shiying lost her handphone!
but she is damn luckie that the guy that picked up was looking for her and wanted to return it to her
and it turned out to be a friend of ifa's friend!
and they were chatting when shing and i went back to find her
small small club
hahas!
ok, so ifa's really cute
its like the guys keeping trying to chat her up
prettiness has its problems too
anyways, photos on fb
(:
we'll be going again some time
anyone wanna join?

ok, so i met up with lou, shiying and arisa on friday
we spent super long deciding where to go
and when we finally decided to go to dempsey b&j,
and also which car to drive there,
we forgot we were going to there
instead we thought that we were going to chomp chomp
ha!
it was super funny!
how silly of us
anyways, it was nice catching up
:D
and i accompanied shiying to car wash after
so it was 1am and we were driving around, looking for car wash
IT WAS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND!!
we drove to the shell at bishan fire station,
u-turned back to the one near liquid kitchen,
dove to the one near arisa's house,
realised that the people washing car had just left for dinner,
drove to casuarina walk area to find another esso,
finally, we found one that had a car wash
and it was super fun to be in the car when they are doing manual wash
weee!
we were laughing all the way when they were washing
come to think of it, what was so funny?
ha!


group shot
(:
ok, the girls were actually all in grey but i was wearing my hoodie


coldddddd (:



ok, i swear its snow outside
hahas!

gosh, this is sad




so ive found my friends again
its nice to be just hanging and crapping
its weird how we fell out but yet talking again seemed like its the way it should be
guess we've grown up huh
(:

Jay Sean - Do You Remember feat Lil Jon and Sean Paul
Hey! Jay Sean
Yeah! Sean Paul
Lil Jon!
This one right here is for all the ladies
Ladies who want to take it back
(I don't know what Sean Paul said)
Holler at them Jay

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies! )

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Jay Sean Do You Remember
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Don't change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Oh)
Let's bring it back

close to my heart

sighs, so sweet

Lyrics | Hsm3 lyrics - Can I Have This Dance? lyrics

here's another one
but these are only songs
they dont happen


JLS
One Shot

She's the kinda girl boys read about in magazines, glossy magazines
She is the only one I think about leading lady in my dreams
Hey I have waited so long, to gather up my courage she has got me love drunk fumbling my words
Times running out, gotta do it now
She's the one I cannot live without

Yeah... she's the one I cannot live without
Yeah... yeah... yeah... yeah

You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by
When love's on the line

I never thought that I would get the chance to tell this girl how I feel, tell her how I feel
Sometimes I pinch myself a mile away, this can't be real, this can't be real
Move faster can't wait any longer, gotta do something before she gets away
Do it like a movie, take her by the hand, I'm gonna love this girl until the end

You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by when love's on the line

When love's on the line

When love's on the line

She is the definition of beautiful she knocks me off my feet
I'mma tell her she's my everything, tell her that she's all I need, that I know she's the only reason my heart beats
Da da da... Da da da

You might never get this moment again
(You might never get this moment again x2)
You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again (never get this moment again)
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know (never know) unless you try (unless you try)
You'll only regret sitting wondering why (wondering why)
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by
When love's on the line

When love is on the line, when love is on the line, when love is one the line

When love's on the line (I wish I had one more chance, I wish I had one more chance)

When love's on the line.

ok so here are my presents
:D
there are more
a speaker from jade, a jewel box from asther
and silly yan bought mac breakfast for me on sunday morning
sunflower and new zealand natural ice cream on sunday night
isnt she the sweetest?
:D
thanks for all that came
it made my day

thanks everyone for coming
its the thought that counts
:D
im damn bloody shagged
and i forgot to wear the gold that dad and grandma bought for me
):
ok, so im 21 already
how'm i feeling?
just another day
ha
oh wells

The Home Planet

21 lessons of life, learning and love
Cheryl-Anne Millsap
Staff writer
March 27, 2006

My first child just turned 21. Now she's an adult in every way.

We had cake and ice cream. We showered her with cards and gifts. But after the house was quiet and everyone was asleep, I thought of a few things I wished I had said to her.

So I made a list, a list of lessons no book or school will ever teach you. Lessons I'm still learning and lessons I hope will stick with each of my children.

21 things to think about when turning 21



1. Learn to forgive. Hurtful things are going to happen to you. Learn to let it go. Carrying a grudge is like trying to climb Mount Everest with a boulder in your backpack. It weighs you down and holds you back.

2. Say "I love you" and say "I'm sorry." These really are the magic words. Learn when to say them, say them often, and mean it when you say them.

3. Be a child. Open your eyes every morning like you are opening them for the first time. Look closely at the world around you and find your place in it.

4. Never stop learning. Whenever you can, turn off the television and pick up a book. Take a class. Learn another language. Try something new. Travel. Explore the world around you. Exercise your mind.

5. Use what you've learned. You came into this world as helpless as any creature could be. But, by now, you should have most of the tools you'll need to survive and thrive. Make good use of them.

6. Lose your ego. You won't miss it.

7. Ask questions and question the answers. When you get the chance, ask a question. Search for the answers and when you think you've found them, look again.

8. Listen. Listen to music, to the birds and to the voices of people all around you. Listen to what they say and to what they aren't saying. Listen to the little voice inside you.

9. Never lose your self respect. It's the one thing you can take with you.

10. Hold a baby. Even if you never have one of your own, hold a baby in your arms now and then. Cradle them. Breathe the scent of a newborn. Think about the people who held you.

11. Practice gratitude. Look around you and count your blessings. Count them again.

12. Mind your manners. Make the world a kinder, gentler, place. And for heaven's sake chew with your mouth closed.

13. Get a job. Learn the value of hard work. You don't have to be rich or famous or powerful. You don't have to play sports or be a movie star. Just do what you love and do it well.

14. Make friends but choose them carefully. Surround yourself with people who lift you up. Avoid those who want to drag you down.

15. Take a leap of faith. Sometimes, that's all you can do.

16. Give until it hurts. Spend time with those you love. Share your thoughts and dreams. Give a little back to those who need it more than you do.

17. Learn the difference in fashion and style. Fashion is what looks good at the moment. Style is what fits you forever.

18. Try something new. Don't be afraid of change. Break out of a rut. When you get too comfortable, stretch a little to see what happens.

19. Hold onto tradition. Hold onto your history by keeping at least one tradition alive. Cook the family mac and cheese recipe. Tell old stories again and again.

20. Reach out and touch someone. Hold a hand. Give a kiss. Hug someone who needs it.

21. Never forget. Remember that you are loved with a love that knows no bounds. Count on that.

i dont know
like whats the point of having a chalet when no one stays over?
somehow feels like no one really cares
i dont know
sighs
i liked my 17th birthday
with people that i love and doing the things that i like
well, its my birthday right?
but i really appreciate cherry and nick getting the pinana
i mean thats the whole point of having a party right?
fun and games
whatever
im going to enjoy myself
:D
and the chalets pretty nice
just that the aircon's kinda sucky
it feels homey
not scary like school
haahs!
even though school is in a familiar area and much smaller
am worried that moms worried about us staying here alone
oh wells, we're big girls now
im so going to sleep tonight or i'll just stone the next day
i want macdonalds breakfasttttttttttt

i really shouldnt be missing you, sighs.

happy new year
well, thats what everyone hope for isnt it?
it wasnt a very good year for me
feelings cheated on, heart broken again
ahh, but thats part and parcel of life and relationship isnt it?
as long you get back up
oh wells, what to do?
think it'd be a better year this time round?
anyways, had bbq at teacher xi yuns house
she is drunk
imagine that
hardcore drinker getting drunk and she didnt even drink one bottle!
must be the smoke
ha!
i feel that i was quite 'feirce' to the kid there
but hey!
i really dont like kids playing with food
especially not when im planning to eat it!
what the hell man
i placed my sticks of mutton on the pit and she used it to poke, rub against the mesh
its like, "ah meimei, dont play already. im eating that, you know."
you wanna play, play with toys
food aint a toy
and its also rude seeing that i didnt give you permission
humph
going down to the chalet tomorrow
am quite sad cos no one's staying at on the first night
partly my fault cos i didnt tell people that i booked the chalet from 1st-4th
oh wells
its a lil wasted, that's all
sighs
hope everything goes well
i didnt really have unforgettable sweet 16 & 18
but then again, its just age right?
i'd rather people be nice to me on a daily basis or even just being constant
cos then, thats from the heart
not like some people
humph