Memory

‘Without a memory, you will fall completely out of time. You will have no stream of consciousness, just droplets that immediately evaporate. If you were to take the watch off your wrist, or change the time, you’d be completely lost. Trapped in this limbo of an eternal present, between a past you can’t remember and a future you can’t contemplate, you will live a sedentary life, completely free from worry.’

i'd really like that (:

so 4f met up yesterday
not too bad
yuan shan was entertaining us all the way
had fun laughing
and we stayed till like 1.30am
gosh and i thought we'll never leave
and justin was super hyper lah
its like amongst the eleven of us, only yuan shan's attached
so i guess theres nothing much to worry about
yet.
well, it was fun talking and catching up
though there were awkward silences at times
i like gatherings
:D

人家说女人被骗第一次是纯真,
第二次是无知,
第三次就是愚蠢.
但他说的是:
我只知道第一次是偶然,
第二次是必然,
第三次是命中注定.
是真是假不容, 谁知呢
如果事情有那么简单就好.

had christmas dinner at arisa's yesterday
omgawd, the food was gooodddd
(:
the people there were friendly lah
i like!
how nice to have neighbours all your age
my neighbours are mostly kiddies
oh wells
oh and ryan was nice for once lah
gave me a few 10millions
whahahahs
quite spaced out still even though ive slept most of the day away
ive nothing to do for the next two days!!
and theres no piano too
anyone wanna go outtttttttttt?
*roars
oh and here are my christmas pressies from school
:D
plus a very huge packet of goodies which i didnt include



mm jit jit mm jit
too kee too kee
tong kat tong kat

they say the most common three words used when youre in love is "i miss you."
so what if you miss that certain someone?
so what?
it doesnt mean anything

have been going to terrible places to eat these days
udders, the daily scoop, hog's breath and project shop
damn
i just cant appreciate the food there
udders' icecream is disgusting
we didnt even finish two scoops
the daily scoop's icecream was too bland
hog's breath, dont even mention it
over priced and the food isnt even good enough to put into my mouth
sorry
but i didnt like it at all
project shop was too raw for my taste
where have all the good food gone to?
oh wells

as i paced back and forth all this time
cos i honestly believed in you

omgawd
something freaky happened to me this morning
i was walking to work when this indian who was working at the construction site smiled at me
ok, nothing unusual cos he normally does that when i walk by in the morning
so being nice,
i smiled back
then he drove in front of me and asked me to get into his van!
o-my-gawd
like what?!
i was freaked out lah
i simply waved my hand at him
luckily he drove off
omgawd
what happened to just smiling?
shit man
i hope i never see him again

plus i had a weird dream this morning
so i was in peirce hall, with the layout of exam
but we werent having exams
just lessons
mr ong's maths lesson
daphne was sitting in front of me and genghui was sitting beside me
so we were passing papers
then there was water on the papers
ok, thats where it ended
pretty lame, i know
but why these people?
hahas!


tell me, what happened to the times we understood each other?

i so like blogging in my new blog
whahahas
cos no one reads it
weee!
ive never felt so tired in eons
seriously
not sleeping well is worse than sleeping little
my eyes were like being forced open
soooo tireddddd
went to city space yesterday
awesome, awesome view
you look at it and you think of nothing
well, me that is
good place to hang out with friends
not that romantic i felt though
anyways, one bad point
the lift!
blocks your ear
cos it goes at such a high speed
i need a dive!


i need a new life
one without you already written in it

have not been sleeping well these days
since friday to be exact
so i woke up before first light on sunday and tossed and turned till it was 9.30am to go for piano
when i was falling asleep last night,
i thought i had already fallen asleep
till i turned to my side
shit, why am i still awake
dammit
have been skipping lunch too
no appetite
someone tell me this is normal

Justin Bieber
one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take 'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you [I'm comin' for you]
Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
There's gonna be one less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
I'm gonna put you first [I'm comin' for you]
I'll show you what your worth [That's what I'm gon' do]
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of them spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs saw you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you [I'm comin' for you]
Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when your mine in this world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
There's gonna be one less lonely girl [I'm comin' for you]
I'm gonna put you first [I'm comin' for you]
I'll show you what your worth [That's what I'm gon' do]
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe,
I just wanna set one girl free to fall [Free to fall]
She's free to fall [Fall in love]
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
Yaaaah



now where's my boy?

The Hardest You Could Be



And you will find no fear here, in unkind words or the hardness of others.

And you will find no sadness here, in the meanness of the world, in the anger that comes from those who feel small.

And you will find no hurt here, in a million insults or a single, softly spoken lie.

Because only a hard heart shatters.

Only a hard heart, breaks.

http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com 16122009

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

so goodbye



im grateful to my colleagues
thank you
from the bottom of my heart
:D

"Sometimes you have to put walls around you; not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down just to be with you"
will that someone please come soon?
im feeling down
dont ask
dont wanna talk about it
just dont.

now, this' a damn nice song
listen to the lyrics
to all singles out there man
(:

meet yoshi!
(:

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

omgawd, concert was a success!
yeah
(:
oh yes,
do not watch storm warriors
it was darn disappointing
*yawns
too slowwwwww
and epic
ha!
i prefer the first one, the storm riders
wanna know whats the story like?
read this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Storm_Warriors
it literally spells out the whole show man




im a contented girl today
(:

do you know how difficult it is to hold back your tears?
how your eyes burn?
no, cos you've never cried
well, i didnt too
not tonight, not tonight

well, guess im not that important after all
i'd like to ignore you and see how that feels
damn

oh, i love the cello in this song

You close your eyes when you cry. That's ok. Just don't keep them closed too long. Things have become beautiful since you last looked. There's nothing more to cry about.
pleasefindthis.blogspot.com 03122009

i think i could love you.

Just say goodbye. You can say it when you get up from the couch. You can say it at the door. I will say it when you get to your car. I'll scream it as you drive away.
pleasefindthis.blogspot.com 01122009

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

i wait as long as you're true to me.

be careful for what you wish for
i was listing all the things i wanted to eat during the kids naptime
and pancakes, curry puffs and chocolate cookies were offered to me at 430pm
ok so i ate them
then, there was hokkien mee and porridge at grandmas
omgawd, now i feel sick
was already very stuffed after work but had to eat dinner at grams too
im now feeling the after effect
damn

there's no real love in you,
so why do i keep loving you.