was at timbre @ the arts house last night
service was not too bad
the waitresses and waiter were polite and served with a smile
they acknowledged our thanks and orders were served fairly quick
but the first order took some time though
oh oh, you should try their pizza
its goooooooooddd
highly recommanded by sam
and the price wasnt too pricey
(:
hopped over to clinic after
had quite a nice spot
private, under the fan and you could hear the music (not too loudly)
they had this green drink that you sucked from the drip
cant remember the name
baby recommanded it
not too bad
didnt even know i finished the whole thing at the end
ha!
but be careful of the stupid drip
must screw it close before you take it out of your mouth or you'll just spill it everywhere
like me ):
(somehow i feel like im still doing my portfolio, taking note of the tenses. shit. feel like a zombie.)
anyways, though i had my two favourite people in the world with me
was kinda awkward
oh wells
aint gonna try that again
hees
photos will be private
damn, thats too bad
hahas!

i forgot what i wanted to type here.

its the first time
im so excited
(:
hopefully there'll be more

i seldom hear duets on radio
but today, i heard this
two is better than one
sang by none other than taylor swift (sweet!) and boys like girls
its really awesome
and i like the lyrics
have a listen
not many a time do you hear good duets
(:


im so goon
i just realised that the song is new moon OST
hees

i'll wait..for now

heard about rozz mentioning that jacob is way hotter than rob pats
so agree!
and she said that rob pats is ugly
SCORE MAN!
he IS ugly
and jocab, the werewolf is way hotterrrrrrrrrr
like yums
in case you have no clue what im talking about
im talking about twilight, new moon

now that's hot
(:

now, now
you just know how to please me
i was pissed
but now im smiling like an idiot

:D
yuyan just surprised me with an ice cream
cos i wanted to eat it
told her i was not in a good mood
and that i wanted to try the ice cream at the daily scoop
and she bought ice cream for me!
super sweet lah!
she's the best can?
now thats what i call surprise

its a weekly affair dating yu yan
:D

so we were at suntec
and bakerzin had this promotion
i've tried it
its not bad
the cheese was good
not too overly sweet and sticky
its a little on the plain side but i like it that way
(:
but i thought it was cheesecake?
so where's the cake?
but the blueberry did mixed very well with the cheese
mmm, talking about it makes me wanna eat it again
but i would say its just about worth the promotion price
i wouldnt pay the full price of $6+ (per slice, that is)
cos it didnt make me go oooooooooooooooooohhhhh~
it just made me go "hey, it's good!"
but you guys should try it while the promotion is still on
ha!

aiyah! stupid me!
should have bought the whole cake instead of the ones in slices
dumb idiot!
by the way, its only $19.50 for the whole cake now
its more than 50% discount!
damn!

have finished reading the book mercy by Jodi Picoult some time back
its not a love story
its a story about love

samantha likes this
Hold me too tight, lay by my side and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. -The Used

i just found out that:
my height is 169cm ):
my weight is 51.8kg double ):
my BMI is 18.1 more than i thought it was, major ):
and my fats% is 18.2%
A LIL ON THE HIGH END the instructor said!
DAMN!
whatever lah
either ways, my laziness tips the scales over the fats in my tummy
im too lazy, period.
and yans my subway partner now~
every time we meet, we eat subway
its subway for the expo fair, subway for marina barrage, subway for ice skating and subway for gyming
damn, am a wee bit tired of it though
i used to be skeptical about subway,
but decided to try after nigy highly recommanded it on his blog
and i was hooked! (well, not so much anymore)
ha!
and its way smarter to order foot long and cut it into half
healthier than macs and cheaper too
plus their cookies rocks!
(:
cant wait to go drinking
ok, that sounds wrong
scratch that, chilling
and my run on 1st november
omgawdddddd
someone save meeeeeee
im so going to faint on that day
could barely run for 20minutes today
):

"In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, ...you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."

i saw this love qoute on facebook and liked it
so i thought i'll get one for myself
here's mine

"Love is... giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting her/him not to."

ironic eh?


i miss childhood.
we try to get that innocence back but try as we might,
knowing we are trying already confirms that we're never getting it back.

just watch night at the museum 2
i think its nicer than the first one
:D
DO NOT CROSS THIS LINE!
kahmunrah is super duper funnie with his short tongue talking

have been going out plenty plenty with my dearest yan
how'd i suvive without her
):
major sadness
sighs
but knowing that i'll be visiting her in aussie (prolly, hopefully with baby too)
cheers me up a lil
am glad that we are stocking up photos now
(:

这也不是,那也不是.

samantha dont trust thumbdrive anymore
fuck man
every time when its time to do portfolios,
the thumbdrive plays me out
im actually more upset about the photos of my kiddies
):
am going to get external drive man
any recommendations?
plus its bigger


i still think about you - danger danger

Lying all alone in bed
Crazy thoughts running through my head
Thinkin' about you

Tryin' hard to let it go
My head says yes but my heart says no
I wish I never had to choose

I've been walking down the same old road
Tryin' hard to forget you
But I just can't let you go

I still think about you
Do you think about me?
I still think about you

No matter where you go
Just as sure as a cold wind blows
I still think about you
Do you think about me?

Baby, I remember when
You and me were best of friends
We crossed our hearts and swore it lasts forever

But I guess that lovin' me
Was just a temporary thing
And I wish to God that we were still together

I hope you found what you were looking for
It's been 3 years, a lot of tears
Ain't got nothing but this song

I still think about you
Do you think about me?
I still think about you

No matter where you go
Just as sure as a cold wind blows
I still think about you
Do you think about me?

When you're all alone
When you need a friend
I guess it doesn't matter
'Cause what we had we'll never have again

Because you tick boxes in your head instead of crossing lines in your heart.

these photos were taken on friday night
when we had nothing to do and nowhere to go
(:


mint berry gin fizz
super nice!
love it, love it, love it!
was at dempsey house camp bar
they had this charity thingy going on
and after which we headed down to changi airport



my bestest pal

i once heard someone on a bus say that this guy had gotten under her skin.
and it struck me as a remarkable thought -
that someone would affect you so deeply they'd always be a part of you.
there's an image that goes with that phrase:
something fluid and warm that starts at your heart and spread all the way out to your fingertips and your toes,
carried by the blood.
this girl on the bus,
she said she coulldnt stop dreaming about this man.
she said she wouldnt be the person she was now if she hadnt met him.
under the skin, she said.
and i started thinking.

dont laugh: what i miss most is talking to you.
i imagine running into you in a busy marklet, even though i dont go to the market.
and we decide to have lunch and we talk over margaritas;
and then we walk back to where you are staying and we talk some more,
and we talk in the hotel lobby and keep talking until the moon is high in the sky and the bellbos change shifts and the night manager kick us out.
i want to talk to you,
but i dont have the slightest idea what we would have to say.

i have questions for you that i never got the chance to ask:
do you look like you did back then?
would it make a difference, anyway?
do you think of me when you least expect it -
when you're unwrapping a garden hose
or tilting your face to the shower
or make love to someone else?
and can you leave it at that,
or do you find yourself complusively sifting through the memories?
if i had been the one to leave,
would you have written out your heart to me?

Sooner or later
You’re gonna come around
You’ll be sorry
When you figure out
That I was always
Everything that you needed
Sooner or later
You’re gonna wish you had me
Oh you’re gonna wish me back so bad, so bad
Oh well it’s a little too late for that

somehow you still managed to crawl under my skin
and make me itch with annoyance.

The Tale of Despereaux
i have that book!
and its made into a movie
sorry, im so lagged
hahas!
:D
but ive to say, its not a very good book
kinda draggy
and expensive
if i remember correctly, it was about $20 plus
my usual books are about $17-18
and moreover, The Tale of Despereaux is a child's book
but i still think the mouse's cute
(:

i realised i feel less for you each time i meet you.
but i still miss you too darn much!

finally went to marina barrage
ha!
it was kinda random
and yes tobs,
jonah is cute and fun
and i couldnt stop staring into his eyes man
it was like he was wearing colour contacts
anyways, kite flying CAN tire you out
i was perspiring like mad
and i totally sucked at kite flying
oh mans
but but! the scenery was g-o-r-geous!
oooohhh
the kites were darn beautiful!
and the photos turned out great!
im sucha good photographer
whahahahs!
and 500 days of summer was not too bad
humorous ive gotta say
3.5 star i give it
and yan is just oh-so-social able
ha!
ice skating next week!
:D



you have this habit of stroking my face,
makes me wonder what exactly are you thinking about.

What do you need most in a relationship?

Understanding & Patience

Although you're not willing to admit it openly, you are very aware that you can be a very difficult person.You're a suffering soul and sometimes loose control of your emotions. Both your biggest wish and greatest fear is falling in love.Your heart desires a lifetime companion, someone who is understanding and who will never give up on you.

im willing to admit it!
and yes i do.
so how, baby?

anyways, i cooked pasta today
with help from mommie
i cut, boiled and stir fried

the two sauces


creamy's for dad


and tomato for mom




evidence that it wasnt so bad
(:


well, it did looked and taste better than it seems here


sheri had second helping ok


sher finished like half the packet of cheese


(:

dark eye rings are coming outttttt
):
have been cracking my neck
damn
my body is falling apart lahhhhhh
im intending to go to the foot reflexology downstairs
anyone wanna join me?
ha!
have been wanting to do foot massage anyways
now's a good time
cant wait for weekends
have plans
(:
can we have a date my way?
sighs

原来我是听男生听的歌。

The Saturdays - Issues

Ohhh yeaah

Sometimes
I feel like im going out of
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a
Damn crime,

But then you smile at me
And its alright,

With you there ain't no in between...

Everytime that i walk out the door
I tell myself i can't take it no more

Theres a part of me won't let you go
I keep sayin' yes when my minds sayin no..

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Its awful, boy you leave me hangin for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but still its the same song
Im tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, they still show
I keep building the walls round my heart
But then i see you it all falls apart...

Wanna fight it, can't hide it
Truth is i think i like it
But in future, illusion
Still i don't know which way to go

shit
xoxo, baby

is that all we can do?
seriously?
then, that's pretty miserable isnt it?
we really should get to know each other over again
anyways, you should stop
ya, youre banned
hahas
and i like the song crazier by taylor swift

这就是爱吗

你确定这就是爱吗 真的爱我吗
手牵着手漫步斜阳 就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方 以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望 却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光 当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有 你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麽

so he reassured me, "i'll call you tonight."
that was yesterday
so where's that call?

baby, youre right
this song is nice



Tuesday's Capricorn horoscope!
Indulge yourself with fantasies about your future -- if you see it, it may come.
hohox, seriously?


i still dont like.

let's tour the world
sighs
i wish

The Truth Behind The Glass Mountains

This isn't torture.

Torture happens in small, dark rooms in countries with names you struggle to spell.

This is just mildly unpleasant.

This isn't heroism.

Heroism happens in churches that are also schools, performed by teachers with no names and no place to stay.

This is just a good deed for the day.

This isn't loss.

Loss happens on fields filled with poppies, in hospitals buzzing with flies, in distant deserts and late at night when there's no good reason for the phone to ring.

This is just longing.

This isn't important.

Important happens on bended knees and is breathed on last breaths with hands clutched tight, hearts tighter.

This is just a distraction.

2/10/2009, Friday http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

a tedious week just went by
i dont even know why im so bloody tired
its not as if im doing a lot of work
feel kinda bad not really helping cherry out for her wedding
):
omgawd! nick was sooooooo romantic lahhhhh
he played a song on the piano for her after two lessons
well, tried at least
so touchinggggg
and after that, he came and tell me: THE KEYBOARD DIFFERENT!!!
yes bro, i know how it feels
every keyboard feels different
and when someone who has only practiced twice its a HUGE difference
i didnt even tear up during my other three weddings
probably cos i only went for the dinner
this one, i was there for the solemnisation
and was there the whole day
and i think harry caught me letting my tears fall freely
damn
but the best men and bridesmaids were nice people
(:
angbao very big too
damn, feels like i dont deserve it
sighs
HOPE YOU TWO HAVE A VERY LOVING MARRIAGEEEEEEEEE
:D
then again, im sure you will
ha!
havent been online for the last two days
feel like an alien
chum!


like shadows in the faded light.