the ugly truth!
its funny
was laughing throughout the whole movie
m more willing to watch movies, spend money these days
i wanna go travellingggggggggggg!!!
phuket, boracay & bali (to relax), bangkok & hong kong (to shopppp), tioman & maldives (to dive! dive! dive!), korea , manila & taiwan (to sightsee)
well, so far
*pouts

im so contradicting

i wanna have a piano concert before im 25!
thats my dream
so sam, carry on dreaming
sighs

whats the big deal about F1?
its just annoying
probably thats what is causing all this heat tonight
1000 more lights added
SCREW F1 MAN
AND IT WASNT BECAUSE IT WAS TOO DARK LAST YEAR
whatever
F1 is just *rolls eyes
BLOODY WASTING ELECTRICITY
WHAT HAPPENED TO SAVING GAIA?!
and i give up playing piano
i totally suck at it
no talent
playing music needs talent
inborn talent
something which i dont have
):
beethovan played a grade 6 piece when he was four
im having difficulty even reading the same score even when im taking grade 6 now
shit
i cant even get C major scales right
and my hands cant coordinate
shit

baby, baby, make it fair
cos sooner or later, its just gonna tear us apart.

sighs, sometimes my recklessness gets the better of me and i do stupid things

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

today's weather was a cooling one
breezy indeed
guess that kinda explains the foolishness
cos it put me in a good mood
ha!
oh wells
cant believe its friday already
the week's gone by pretty fast
i wanna go sentosaaaaaaaaa
and i really cant wait to meet the ntu people again
or rather, just ......
ha!
i still needa get presents for cherry and nick
ve only this weekend to do so cos THEYRE GETTING MARRIED NEXT WEEK
OMGAWD
next week leh
so sooooooon
but then again, they've been together for six years
guess it doesnt really affect?
its kinda exciting
but tiring too
very tiring
so many things to plan
poor girl
okok, i better get going with finishing my portfolios
its the second parent teacher conference this coming saturday
and im breaking my record of going out after ptcs
cos this time round, ive no plans
and cant find anyone to go out with
(which brings me back to the email...damn)

The truth is you're an irritating, irresponsible emotional cripple, but you'll discover this sad fact on your own. It's surprising you haven't figured it out yet, actually. Haven't you ever wondered why you have no friends? Get no phone calls? Dig deep.
now thats sad.

I BOUGHT A PAIR OF SHOES FROM PEDRO
AND ITS A GUYS PAIR
hahas!
i wonder if any other girl would be so happy buying guys shoes for herself?
my love for shoes has no bounderies it seems
:D
i rathered buy the shoes than a bag which i actually needed
damn
but its kinda velvety
so im afraid for my shoes if it really rains
oh wells

teacher sam bounced a fishball off her plate during dinner and four people werent able to find it.

The Train Of Lies

I say that I won't touch you.
But my fingers are liars.
I tell you how I won't hold you.
But my arms are going to hell.
I promise I won't kiss you.
But my lips break it.
I let you know that I won't love you.
But my heart has no conscience.
And no part of me will apologise.

21/09/2009 monday
http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

there was this event at attica yesterday
met sam ann and her friends from ntu
you were supposed to wear beach attire so thats what we wore
kinda weird seeing that we were headed to a club
anyways, when sam ann and i met her friends
i stood there looking so dumb, waiting for her to introduce her friends
but she didnt
and after, i found out that she too didnt know most of them
ha!
but it was alrights
there were ten of us in total, so the company was fine
just the music, the event, the environment SUCKED big time!
in the short three hours or so that we were there,
the DJ repeated like three or four songs
hello, is your song base that small?
its sad, you know?
and the place was so small
and bloody dark
you can hardly see your fingers
and the smoke that sprayed out was so noisy
and the lights were flashing on and off into my eyes
-_-
and the event, some kind of beach hunks and babes?
NONE WERE SINGAPOREAN
and their dances were just disgusting
total turn off, not at all sexy
EEW!
anyways, am going with them to proper clubbing week after next
(:
让我们GET HIGH!

You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

everytime i think of you
i tell myself
you're not going to be here
literally
so why go on?

am going to new look to get a new look on monday
hahas
i wanna watch the ugly truth and the time traveller's wife
too bad *toot cannot make it and its all gone now?
so when can i watch the ugly truth?
hopefully i win the tickets to watch it
then i wont have to worry about not being able to catch it
or do i?
see, the funny thing's that when im busy there seems to be more people free on that day
like today for example
my schedule is packed
and genglin, toby and yan asked me out
when im bored to the max, no one does so
t-s-k
anyways, we're going ice skating this sunday
ANYONE WANNA JOIN US?
it'd be fun
falling down and watching people fall down in the cold cold ice rink
(though i highly doubt i'll fall. muahahahahs!)
let me know k?
anyone and everyone can join
just drop me a text
this post is totally random and doesnt make sense at all
who cares?
as long as it makes sense to me
samantha loves surprises
can anyone give her one?
:D
take note that the word is surprises, not shocks
alrightys im just going to watch more of taylor swift videos nowwwwww
am so in love with her
oh! i like watching ellen degeneres' show too


its times like this i miss you;

the good and the bad,
i'll remember the ones that make my happy.

butter was fun
fash seems to have better songs
saw a few peirce people
they all look good
unlike me
i didnt managed to see jbarks
damn
left at 230am
and ate macs
danced till my legs were numb when i sat down on the seat
was just wondering aloud what mac people do during night shift when the crowd from butter started filling up the place
left as they came
lucky for us
or it might be tough to get cabs
reached home at 4plus
was in a pretty good mood as i walked to work
cos it was not sunny but windy at 1pm
(:
im tired but i cant sleep
xi yun suggested going to party on halloween
im game for it
i wanna dress up!
we'll see

do me a favour
never look me up again
i do enjoy being with you
but i cant deal with the shit again and again
i dont know
its either or
since im not the one
then its best we stay at that

she rocks man!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4A6Dvdb6KUU




if i say it often enough, it'd come true.
i hope

fucked up
and you dont give a damn

finally i get to upload this photo


lost;
it just feels so weird

David Archuleta - crush
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay


and ive started my tri-monthly weird dreams

seriously?


Very few people have, or can understand, the sheer determination and drive that propels you, but you're just ass fiercely protective of your friends as you are of you own hopes and dreams. If they're smart, your friends already know that. They also know that you're more vulnerable than you seem and are only glad to ofere a shoulder to cry on.


I Still Havent Found What Im Looking For [Live] - David Cook

OH-MY-GAWD
OH-MY-FREAKING-GAWDDDDD
THIS IS WAYYYYYYYY COOOOOOOOOOOL
DAMN FREAKING GOOD!
SHIT
CANT DESCRIBE THE WAY IM FEELING NOW
GOSH
ITS AMAZING

omgawdomgawdomgawd!
uncle nick sent cherry flowers at school
sooooooooooo romanticccccccccccc
sighs

my dad gave my mommie flowers at work before too
she was working night shift at the hospital and when she was leaving the place,
my dad was at the entrance waiting for her with flowers
so sweet lah!
now hon, you really shouldnt have thrown away the flower

cant wait to go butter next wednesday!
hope my new dress comes in on time
wee :D
by the way, i broke my personal best jogging today
hahas.
its nothing much, ive'ld done better
i jogged 3.7k in under 30 minutes
wanted to finish 4k but oh wells
had stitches the moment i started
but luckily, i managed to finish the jog without stopping
samantha is glad, but not overjoyed

you are so dead.

here's our story:


Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again

I throw all of your stuff away
And then i clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause i'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause i break down
Everytime you come around
O oh o oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that i'll never let you back in
Should have known better
Been trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as i try i know i can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now i know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But i start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what i say
And you're always showing up too late
And i know that i should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
O oh o oh

Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again


do guys really feel this way?
i wonder

Crazy for this Girl (acoustic) - Evan and Jaron

The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is love and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with your family or hang with your friends. As fun-loving as you are, you're also a very emotional person and would have a hard time dealing with life without the love ingredient. The ability to make people laugh is always on your side. Don't lose it. Careful though. Being so nice can go a long way. And having so many friends, some of which in constant need of attention, can be very stressful at times. Don't overdo it. After all, being so open and friendly for no apparent reason also brings in the threat of becoming vulnerable to traitors, hypocrtis etc... Trusting is always a risky business, don't let anyone invade your privacy, and never get too carried away in those annoying optimistic thoughts. Safety first (: Your ideal romantic match is an opposite of your character. He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly content, special... fulfuilled.

hell yeah

i dont wanna miss you.
its too tedious
too much strain on my emotions

why, sam?
cos its really not something,
and youre really not anyone.

i went to the zoo today
fed a giraffe
AND IT LEANED ON ME!
OMGAWDDDDDDDDD
IT JUST FEELS LIKE A FUZZY TOY
OMGAWDOMGAWDOMGAWD!
AND THE TONGUE IS ABOUT AS LONG AS MY FOREARM
IM SO GOING TO FEED THE GIRAFFE AGAIN!!!
OMGAWDDDDDDDDDD
it lean on my shoulder lah!
and the giraffe's head's about 35cm long?
hahas
and my camera flat at the exact time when we're suppose to take photo of me feeding the giraffe
but im feeling too glad about the giraffeonmyshoulder to be bothered about it
:D

missing him a tad bit too much

是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性和 温柔的表情
是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容换我 仅有的甜蜜

天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
你说这是幸运还是不可思议
身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以还不是因为你

是你的声音
带给我勇气

恋爱的频率
直到我心底

如果你愿意
是的我愿意
带着我幸福的主旋律

从前的实际
现在我相信

天空会放晴
爱会更甜蜜

如果你愿意
是的我愿意
爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

shermaine plays the piano much better than i do
some song she learnt from the internet
and shes playing both hands
so smoothly
im so demoralise everytime she plays on the piano
cos she doesnt have any music background yet she plays so well
i cant even get my exam pieces right!
im a quitter
i so wanna give up
it really doesnt help to have such a, how do you put it? li hai sister

been some time since i blogged
have been coming home late
hees
wakeboarded, clubbed, worked, drank, shagged
but i had fun
clubbings not too bad after all when you go with the right people
jia's fun to go with
:D
am burnt, three-toned zebraaaaa
adele calls
tanned, red, white
thanks a lot
and i didnt even manage to start off on the board
sighs
oh wells
have satisfy my craving for it
so whats next?

but its all wrong isnt it?
not just you, but me too.

please dont let it rain tomorrow
pretty pretty please
gosh
just dont let it rain lah!
kaos
you can rain after im done with wakeboarding
shit man


I Don't Love You

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

Whoa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well, come on. Come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday


you say one thing but your actions mean another
so not sincere