yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

photos from ecp
:D
well, most of em anyways
im lazyyyyy






anyways, transformers revenge of the fallen wasnt that fantastic
i'll give it 3.5 stars outta 5
too much fighting but i think the plot wasnt all that bad
some of the parts were funny
and the rommie was annoying

omgawd.

when was the last time i met jj?

like 6years ago?

gosh

and his eyes are still so biggggggg

damn

oh, did i mention that he still has a sexy voice

wee.

bee, i missed you.

samantha is damn shagged!

too much walking/blading

but i really must thank darren and zhengyi for pulling me along

:D

and rach for slowing down for me

zhengyi really lives up to his name

waited for me lah!

throughout the whole journey to and fro

rachel: good man, good man

in your words: JIA FEN, JIA FEN!

hahas!

anyways, the photos

i didnt manage to take one with yu yan and her friend though

will upload the photos some other day

TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN TOMORROW!!!!

weeeeeeeee!

WHICH ONE?

this is what happens when two appointments gets cancelled on a saturday

ha!

you blog too much

its really not fun at all

i dont like not knowing

i dont like to keep guessing

there's not just black and white, there's all the shades of grey in between

this has been delayed

WOOOOOOOOO

NUS offered MY SISTER a scholarship man!

wow

:D

smartass

The Car In The River

This is the acceptance speech. The end of anger and denial. I accept that you and I will never be the same again. That while those days will live in my mind forever, they're over. I hate it. But I accept it. And I'm moving on now.

i can totally relate to this

sighs

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

hope - something that can bring you up, something that can tear you down too.
forget it
this' a song bout relationships not going well
and what you hate about it


i hate this part right here - pussycat dolls

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like northing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause i see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

sighs

was just looking at jie mei's birthday photos

well, shes my senior

and the bunch of em are still SO CLOSE!

since they were secondary three?

till now

they're like 22 now

and when i say close, its freaking close

well, we could have had that too?

i dont know

oh wells

sighs

you know what?

we should get together and go for a holiday

ha!

right..

i miss diving a lot!

stupid H1N1!!

ARGHHS!

my ucler hurts like anything!
ouch!
oh and he looks so cute

sighs

so close, so far - hoobastank

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.
Been gone so many days, I'm losing count.
When I think of home, I see your face.
I know I have to wait...

(Chorus)
So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it's like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It's numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You'll wait for me.

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don't think I can wait...

We're So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise,
It's tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you
I promise
It's tearing me apart
What I would do
What I would do
What I would do to be there with you

ok, now that ive calmed down
i'll blog about yesterday
well, the concert was fine
but when the fire fight came on stage
i really danced
omgawd.
i danced?
damn, i cant dance for nuts
but yes, i groove to their music
(:
took lotsa photos and meet my new bffs

cheers to being girlies

:D

my favourite DJ
daniel ong

plus hes married to my favourite miss singapore universe, jamie teo

I LOVE THIS SHOT!
and it was accidental

ha!

dont you just LOVE kotex?

the rest are on facebook

i look so skinnyyyy in the photos

i like it!

*woot woot woot

OMGAWD MY FREAKING GAWDDDDDD

THATS ALL I CAN SAY

i was going to type a depressing entry but after seeing facebook,

not any moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

omgawd, my freaking gawdddddd

i really cant BELIEVE IT!

there are actually good guys

shit shit shit

im so dim witted

crap

im soooooooo damn freaking happppieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im going to upload todays photos in another entry

or you can see facebook

shit man, i still cant get over it

im sooooooooo happieeeeeeeee

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i think i'l have trouble sleeping tonight

gosh

cant wait for tomorrow!!

not the ptc of course

but im just glad its gonna be over sooooon

the event that i cant wait is life's a beach

the fire fight is going to be playing at 7pm

woopieeee!

shifu's gonna perform too

hopefully i wont miss their performance

exciteddddd~

my girlies are going toooooooo

am going to bring all my newly bought stuff

but too bad i cant wear my converse sneakers

(:

cherry asked, "how was your day?"
one word to describe it is fruitful i guess
:D
i got the bag that i want, two new tees, a necklace and converse sneakers
and the thing is that ALL WERE THE LAST PIECE!
shut up airu
every single one is the one on display
oh and most of them were green
ha!
and i learnt tennis todayyyyyyy
thanks to kiddo, gerald
gosh my right arm now has muscle
my grandma can testify to that
i need muscle in my left arm toooooooo
yes, i cant swing for nuts man
and my teacher's mean man
keep making me pick balls when im already sweating like a pig
and hes only throwing balls lah

ok, but i had fun lah

:D
hes one of the rare few that i have to look up to talk to
i dont even need to look up to talk to my dad lah
he's 1.8m by the way
alrighty, im going off
am going to play guitar geek before prison break
I HAVENT CHECKED MY MAIL, PLAYED FACEBOOK FOR TWO DAYS!
I NEEDA A BREAKKKKKKK
:D
anyways, here are the stuff that i bought

the total ive spent?

$59

ok, so i bought a dokumon for adele

and she loveeeeeeee it

so much so that she replaced her necklace pendent on the spot with the dokumon

im glad :D

it was keychain size so she could do that

she's my 21 years old piano teacher by the way

anyways, i was on my way to training today

(we were suppose to watch 'ghosts of girlfriends past' todayyyyyy. ):)

and i saw this lady taking out a BLACK umbrella

it was not raining

had a tee wee bit of sun

in fact it was very cloudy

i assume she took it out to shade herself

but BLACK?!

she's just gonna get hotter under that

silly woman

ok, needa get back to my portfolios

or i cant go out on thursday

and arisa is backkkkkkkkkkk

swimming, swimming, swimming

weee

feeling nostalgic

thing is, ive never watched the show

wahaas

i have a new doll named scrumpy

my sisters bought it for me

wanna see scrumpy?

here she is

(:

tabi and sam ann said that they'd like to dress me up one of these days (that was like super longggggg ago, so where is it?)

and jia and amanda wants to make me over

oh, come on

*grumbles grumbles

im just waiting for a shopping a spree

the time has come for new bag, shoes, dress and wallet

spare me man!

ive no spare cash

getting a metronome

damn!

ok, it actually started out with only four of us

yes, it was quite pathetic but after, we had like 12 people

and it was pretty fun

minds cafe, yellowjello and starbucks which we din buy anything from

ryan was just plain weird lah

we were chilling at starbucks,

and he went to 7eleven to buy a bottle of starbucks coffee

im talking about 6J class gathering

and the guys were definitely MORE CAM WHORE, MORE GOSSIPY than the girls

well, im trying to upload the photos on facebook and they will tell the story

im off to bed now

tonight deserves a big :D

OMGAWD.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS!
LOLS

today's weather was fabulous!

:D

super windy with a hint of sunshine

i like~

ok, ive forgotten what else i wanted to type

too distracted by the csi playing on the tv

and wassup with the big wooha on wonder girls 'nobody'?

its freaking annoying

though i'd agree that some of the girls are quite pretty

you should watch this!

its great

hahas

anyways,

this, was said by a little girl on the radio

awwww..

facebook is fucked up man

never liked the uploading of photos

nows even worse

i CANT freaking upload the photos

i CANT freaking change my profile picture

cant do shit man

FACEBOOK SUCKS

everyone wants a car, i just want a chauffeur

i really should be doing my work
but i came across this



Friendly Dating


So you’re on the phone one night with one of your best guy friends. You’re talking about homework, laughing over stupid jokes and just having fun. When you finally hang up the phone you’re smiling to yourself. That’s right about the moment when this thought pops into your head: Why aren’t he and I dating?

We all know that good guys are hard to find and someone who makes you feel so happy should make a good enough boyfriend, right? Hmm…you may want to think again.

Now there about are about ten million cheesy movies that would say I’m dead wrong about this, but I really don’t think it’s a good idea to date your best guy friend. Here’s why.

First, there’s a reason why you’re friends.
I’m not saying that it’s impossible to make the friendship-to-dating transition. Just remember that who he is as a friend and who he is as a boyfriend are probably at least a little bit different (and you’re probably different too). Girls expect more out of a boyfriend than a friend and that can lead to major disappointment. You’re friends because you like each other the way you are, changing the dynamic of your relationship could turn both of you into different people who don’t really work as well together.

Second, if/when you break up you’ve lost a friend.
It’s true that a good guy is hard to find, but so is a really great friend, especially one who knows you inside and out. Plus, you have to admit that at least some of your attraction to him is out of laziness. You want a boyfriend and there’s no one more accessible than the cool guy you like to hang out with. Believe me, I know it’s hard CG!s, but for the sake of your friendship it might be best to just suck it up and stay single and on the lookout for fresh faces.

So what do you think? Do you have a friendship-to-relationship story that proves me wrong? Or have you fallen into the temptation only to lose a best friend?