yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

IM ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

(think dramatic tone saying this. whahahas!)

well, not as happy as i was when i completed the vertical marathon

cos i know we can do better

sorry shiying!

and why is it that no one is believing me today

tell you changi point means changi point

we shared a cab there with two girls

and they told the cab driver tanah merah ferry terminal

oh wells, we were actually kinda late anyways

like i told shing

its just an excuse to blame someone else instead of ourselves for being late

and we made friends

AND ONE OF THEM WERE WEE KIAT KORS GIRLFRIEND

THE WORLD IS DAMN BLOODY SMALL

the six of us were the last few for quite a while

and we were just chatting and hanging

hahas

yes, im officially the LAST of the womens 10k

whatever -_-

and i thought i wont get the medal

cos the women at the customer service say must finish the race before 1030

we started at 905 mind you

ended at 1100

and bloody hell

this sundown managment sucked!

the road marshalls were placed so darn FAR apart

and if anyone fainted on the path they wouldnt know cos they were standing on the road

and the people were running on the path, blocked by the tall trees

and throughout the WHOLE 10k route,

there was only ONE, ONE! water point

lousy managment

and thats not all

the ending point is 100m away from the starting point

and from what i read in the newsletter, THE FREAKING STARTING POINT AND THE ENDING POINT A-R-E--T-H-E--S-A-M-E!!!

or so it seems

idiot

i was pissed so i tried (note the keyword is tried) to sprint all the way to the finishing point

at the last 5metres, i stopped

i really couldnt

im still not fully recovered ok

(wahaas! i can use that excuse any time someone mentions sundown. dont care!)

when i finally crawled through the finishing point, the guys were really nice there

(:

they offered me chair and water

and most of all, they gave me MY MEDALLLLLLLLLL!

*kisses

weeeeeeee!

and now come the down point

NO MRT!!!

WAHHS!

had to cab home

so it seems like ive spent $50 for this marathon

so not worth

not freebies or what so ever even!

cheapskate

im not going again

unless its for the full marathon

i like their finisher tee

or will you run the run for me?

*looks up with innocent eyes

lols!

photos will be up sometime later

im going to conk!

hmms, this is interesting

i was sick on monday and yadah yadah yadah for the whole week

now, im feeling better and it seems like i have so many appointments to go to!

sundown with shing on saturday,

dinner with the girls on sunday (ooh, i get to see jbarks too coincidentally. :D),

cable ski and ice cream with rach on monday (oh, i hope i'll be fit enough to play. sighs.)

*misses

i actually smiled when you called me poor thing

and my head feels like its gonna fall out with every step

i need to hold on to it

i need my kaya, where's my kayaaaaaaaaaaa?!

sam is officially nuts

and she keeps having the ringtone from one missed call (both american and japanese) playing on repeat

manual repeat that is

it sucks being sick

stupid viral fever

im hungry but 've no appetite at all

so how am i suppose to eat?

and i hate throwing food away but what can i do when the minute i look at the food,

i lose my appetite

ive been eating with my eyes these days

shit man

and im appreciative for all the caring words

thanks you guys

ive been sleeping for two whole days

and im suffering a headache cos of it

bloody hell man

i so dont wanna go back to work tomorrow

sighs

but i need to get well!

so that i can walk the run on saturday

and ive given up on trying to embed the bloody song in my blog

bloody imeem

im trying to embed a new song in my blog

but its only playing 30seconds of it

bloody hell

and when i checked that same song in imeem,

it plays the full song

shit man

irritating me

omgawd.

saw this in tabs blog

so much depth

*sighs

im sick again

resting at home?

nah, doing portfolios

and my temperature's getting higher and higher

its now 38degree celsius

my eyes are so warm noww

and its causing me to fall asleep

adidas sundown's this saturday

I MUST RUN!

I MUST COMPLETE

dont care

stupid

ive been looking for a dress exactly like this for a long long long long timeeeee

hais

i just cant find one of suitable length!

this one's 30inches

i need at least 33inches lah!

stupid

its just so darn difficult to find a dress i like

anyone see something like this let me know k?

this is absolutely awesome!

(:

but you gotta go to the offical web for the actual version

this sure is wicked!
makes you wanna move
(:

oh oh, and they will be performing at the heeren tomorrow

24may from 1pm onwards

catch them there

and show some love

:D

fuck you

is it that some people just cannot help themselves?

i guess im one of those people too

seeing that im still half waiting

oh oh, i cant wait till 1st juneeeeeeeeee

cable skiiiii here i comeeeeeeeeeee

hahas

and my first 10k run

am collecting the racepack tomorrow

exciteddddddd

:D

and 20 june too

oooh, fire fight

and of course, wicked aura batucada

the sun, sand and sea all at sentosa

and my favourite 987fm crew

dan and young

(:

ok, stop

thats in june man

now i gotta think about work work work!

PORTFOLIOS

ok, theres a song i wanted to put here but i cant remember what

whatever

havent been blogging for some time
havent got the mood and 've been too lazy too
hahas
im getting more headaches recently
like much much more
like everyday more
sighs
and today's terribly bad
its like everytime i bend my head down, i can feel my whole head getting numb
and after work, it got worse
feels like reverse block
the in between of my eyes are hurting
even when touched, it hurts
crap
nows a lil better
after my mama massaged for me
:D
i like this top/dress
but its freaking expensive
$36.40
my lao shi bought it
damn
oh wells
and i just hooked my finger with the wire
damn!

Come In With The Rain

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…

What Your Birth Date Reveals About You!
Samantha this is what your birth date reveals about you!

3 + 1 + 1989 = 1993
1 + 9 + 9 + 3 = 22
2 + 2 = 4
Your Birth Number :4
4’s are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves

yes man

so meeeeeee

i need to learn to be nice to myself and so should all of you

lols!

yes, im inflexible but shit, thats how i am

how am i suppose to change?

and i do like the nature

love walking barefoot

except on dirty toilet floors

and im some stubborn idiot

bleah

the weathers mad

raining heavily at night, and terribly hot in the morning

its like some giant hand slapping the building

the lightnings freakishly bright too

its lke scaryyyy

dramatic weather changes

whats gonna happen next?

hurricane? tidal waves?

ok, ive watched the day after tomorrow too many times

anyways, i did this when i was 12

man, im proud of my work

(:

for my parents anniversary

im sucha sweet girl

shit, been with lao shi too much and im starting to self praise

some of my old photos in facebook

:D

now thats what i call hot

hey, who says girls cant look at girls too?

guess how old is she?

fourteen...

younger than my baby sister lah!

i seldom see models that i think are really hot/good looking

but she is

hahas

anyways, i needa get out moreeeeeeeee

am feeling that life is too boring

shit

gotta catch up on my reading

cant overdue another book yet again

i finally got back my grade 4 practical results

sighs

i missed getting merit by 4 marks

FOUR MARKS YOU KNOW!

i didnt even know till my mom told me

wahhs

its like if i were to get i more mark for each section

i would have gotten merit

nd my certificate would have

"passed with merit" on it

damn!

Phillip Larue
Found lyrics

Faster than a shooting star
Baby you stole my heart
I never want it back
I never thought it'd be like this
So surprised by your kiss
I didn't have time to react

Believing in us
Feels so dangerous

When you're lost lost lost in love
You never wanna find your way out
When you're lost lost lost in love
You never want to be
You never want to be found

I feel so strange because of you
I have everything to lose
I wouldn't have it any other way
If this turns out to be a dream
Please don't wake me
I don't want to leave this place

Believing in us
Can feel so dangerous

When you're lost lost lost in love
You never wanna find your way out
When you're lost lost lost in love
You never want to be
You never want to be found

What a lovely mystery
All the ways two hearts can meet
We were made to collide
You and I, you and I are lost
Baby we're lost

When you're lost lost lost in love
You never wanna find your way out
When you're lost lost lost in love
You never want to be
Oh, you never want to be
You never want to be found...

What a lovely mystery
Come on get lost with me
What a lovely mystery
Come on get lost with me
Get lost with me...
Get lost with me...
Get lost with me...

i like

anyone have the song?

sighs

i dont like being sick

i dont want to be sick

i cant afford to be sick

how am i suppose to go to work?

having body aches all over

and bloatedness

shit

can i not go to work tomorrow?

look!

squirt! can you seeeeeeeeeeeee?

oooh, turtleeeeeeeeeeee

:D

crap, i forgot what i wanted to blog about

oh yes!

i ran 3.7km non stop today in under 30minutes

you know, i cannot even run 2.4km without stopping/walking before

im just aiming for 4km non stop

and thats all

and hopefully i can do it in 30minutes

hees

i needa improveeeeeeee!

or im gonna faint during sundown

hey, when are you back from Australia?

i wanna talk to you