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THE LADY
yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

I NEVER WANNA GROW UP
i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.


CREDITS

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
SOURCE. BLOGGER BLOGSKINS IMAGESHACK
Thursday, 30 April 2009

things that sam wants to do
1. dive
2. tennis
3. pool
4. swim
5. bowl
6. blade
7. ice skate
8. table tennis
9. hmms, have i mentioned dive?
damn

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I dont know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have i kicked you outer here?
Or said something insulting?

Da da da da da

I can be so mean when i wanna be,
I am capable of realy anything,
I could cut you into peices,
But my heart is, broken.

Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me

How did i become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
Ive neva been this nasty,
Cant you tell that this is just a contest,
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby i dont mean it,
I mean it, I promise

Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me

I forgot to say outloud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I cant be without,
Your my perfect little punching bag,
And i need you,
Im sorry.

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da

Please, please dont leave me
Baby please dont leave me (No, dont leave me)
Please dont leave me
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me (No, Dont leave me)

I always say how i dont need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please dont leave me,

Please, Please dont leave me.

sounds familiar?
nah, not anymore

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

tabs: i knew that songs for you. hahas
anyways, weathers kinda killing these days
raining and getting humid again super fast
gosh, i hope everyone does their part in saving gaia,
that way we wont die from the heat that fast
im just trying to do whatever i can
oh wells
should i change job?
i dont know
guess im just a irresponsible person
studying has less responsiblity isnt it?
i still have the lazy, cant be bothered attitude
shit
i gotta change
aint gonna work for singaporeans
actually that attitude cant work for anyone
sighs
tomorrow we're going to bishan neighbourhood police centre
wee
i like seeing people in uniform
well, when they are not sloppy or anything, that is
i love my kids
:D
they sound so cute when they sing the policeman song
(it was my creation, by the way)
and when they do the action
so adorable
and im so proud of my drawing
damn i sure can copy well when it comes to clip art kinda stuff
ok, that was self praise
whatever
i'll post it up when ive taken a photo of it
i dont care,
all the teachers said it was nice k!
im talking crap now
tiredddddd
pianos a killer too
grade 6, the scales itself needs about an hour?
in the past, i only took like 20minutes tops?
i can die from practicing
and thats not including the three songs that i have to perfect
crap
i need a diveeeeeeeeeeeeee!
mom, wont you please let me go?
sighs
i wanted to embed 傻瓜by吴克群
but i couldnt find it
anyways, this song is kinda sad
but i dont quite like the front part
i think that i once did a facebook quiz
something about my personality i guess?
cant remember

Sunday, 26 April 2009

i noticed that ive not been blogging about stuffs lately but just songs and songs
oh wells
probably its got something to do about age
its like i dont feel like blogging
or maybe im just getting lazier each day
whatever
anyways, tabs birthday yesterday
hope you enjoyed yourself
(:
photos will be in facebook soon i guess?
I NEEDA TO DIVINGGGGGGG
sighs
mom doesnt let
but im hoping by july i'll be able to get her to agree
im suffering from withdrawal symptom
damn
hey tabs, take a look

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real
Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall
What will I do when my love comes to call
And my daddy tells me that I light up his world
Everday he says, "Darlin you're my best girl."
He tried to teach me from the very start
The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart


(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love


I know I'm not a little girl anymore
Cause I'm feelin things I've never felt before
Sweet sensations and anticipations
Calling commotion to my emotions
And I hear the words my daddy said to me
He said be true to yourself and keep your spirit free
And love will find you one way or another
Be good to yourself and be good to eachother


(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love

It's a run around the world and it's movin so fast
Though I wanna find a love that's gonna last
A love so strong that it can withstand
The weight of this world in the palm of its hand



(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love....for love

Thursday, 23 April 2009


this is life aint it?

i do miss you

Monday, 20 April 2009


comfortable but awkward

Saturday, 18 April 2009

Your eyes reflect the color Orange. You are very spontanious at times, but you tend to be mostly content and mellow. You are cheerful and also very excitable. You are also drawn to people and have a pretty good understanding of them. You are a people person. This color also can reflect indifference, un-willingness and slowness. It also can represent bluntness as well. In all you are a Neutral person who is in between Boldness and Bubblyness.

Thursday, 16 April 2009

i think this' a nice a song
(:
priscilla ahn has a sweet voice
very melodious
i think she's better than corrinne may
and she's good to look at too
plus i like the setting of this video
anyways, enjoy~
are we different?

Tuesday, 14 April 2009

for all you fickle minded people out there (like me. hees)

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
you're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Monday, 13 April 2009


im leaving on a jet plane,
dont know when i'll be back again.

Sunday, 12 April 2009

im burnt from sentosa on friday and it hurts like hell
*roars
and im super tanned now lah
i used to be the fairest in my family
now, im the darkest
and darker by a few tones too
anyways, photos are on facebook
sam ann had her birthday celebrations on saturday
theme was psychedelic
its a lil tough to fit the theme isnt it?
EVEN THE BIRTHDAY GIRL WASNT VERY NEAR IT!
hahas
anyways, only tabs and i stayed over
and we talked till like 3am?
wanted to catch the sunrise so we woke up at 6am
but damn!
the sun was blocked by the clouds!
arghhs!
oh wells
and and i cant wait to see the photos developed from sam ann's camera
(:
i like this photo

ok, why do you look so sad?
tsk!

Wednesday, 8 April 2009


mixed emotions

Tuesday, 7 April 2009

youre a sorry sorry ass

give you hell - all american rejects
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that taste

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's you picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And the truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

The truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and sing along
And never tell
Then you're the fool
I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

Monday, 6 April 2009

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!
OMGAWD
UNDERWATER WAS AMAZING
the first time i stepped into the sea, i caught a glimpse of the world beneath the sea
BREATHTAKING
seriously
wasnt as cold as i expected it to be
saw lotsa fishes, and sea plants, corals
I SAW A TURTLE!
OMGAWDOMGAWDOMGAWD
we were a lil disappointed when we couldnt get to see a turtle by the forth dive
so i was telling my instructer that i wanted to see one
and we did on the fifth dive!
weeeee!
im so happy
:D
and i touched a sea cucumber
furryyyyyyy
held a slug on my palm too
saw stingray, cuttlefish (was about as big as the both of my hands combined) and an eel
dories, batfish and clown fishes
sea anemones too
well, photos are not here yet
will post them as soon as i get em
and we saw a centipede about 15cm long!
shit man
luckily we didnt step on it
but the resort was like a campsite
having the basics - bunk beds and a toilet
no blankets, no towels, no soap
NOT EVEN RECEPTION!
mum was worried sick
and i was sorried cos mum was worried
shit
they were supposed to have reception
but i think it was me lah
the moment i went there the reception was not available
jacki, zhu papa and uncle simon said the same thing
damn
but food was good
i was seasick on the first boat trip out to dive
and puked out my prata breakfast
luckily i didnt feel sick underwater
didnt take any chances after
took my motion sickness pills and all was good
(:
the journey there was tiring
i think it took about 7-8hours?
suppose to sleep on the boat journey there
but i kept waking up
and even when we reached, i woke up almost every hour too
as if i didnt have insufficent sleep already
and air con was colddddddddd
i should have borrowed craig's blanket long agoooooo
damn
uncle that was driving us from singapore to malaysia drove it like a rollar coaster
he kept cutting lanes and speeding and overtaking cars
shit man
and the streets had no streetlamps
it was like 11pm at night mind you
whatever
anyways, i just might take the advanced course
(:
bali diving anyone?
must contact uncle simon
he take care of me
and hes fun

Sunday, 5 April 2009

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
DIVING IN DAYANG
BACKKKKKKKK
LALALALAS~
OK. SHAGGED NOW
BLOG TOMORROW
I SAW CRUSH! AND DORY AND NEMO
LOTS AND LOTS OF EM
:D

Thursday, 2 April 2009

now now, did a facebook quiz
who were you in your past life?
and...
A Royal

Bow down everyone! Because you were once apart of the royal bloodline. You got to sit on your ass all day- fed grapes by your servants and dress in the most 'fashionable' outfits of the day. And when it was time to take responsibility--- you were simply too busy getting a back rub.
it so explains why im soooo l-a-z-y
and why i need to be pampered
but damn
past life?
why not present one?


was having the song "all these people" in my head
when i got to the line
'cos all these people cal this lo-ve' and up in the sky was a cloud shaped in a heart
(:
i dont know
maybe its what im thinking of therefore i sorta see the cloud as a heart
hmms
anyways, IM COUNTING DOWN TO MY FIRST DIVE TRIP
OMGAWDDDDDD
(:
im in holiday mood already
tomorrow; 03/04/09; 1900
i'll be leaving singapore
i'll be back
sunday; 05/04/09; 2100
see you sunny island
let's hope there's sunny too
tan tan tan!
:D

You're Not Sorry (Taylor Swift)

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
[ You're Not Sorry lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before