yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

FIRST and LAST time going clubbing

boringggggggggggggg

and i dont even dance in the first place

damn.

i only dance with kids under 6

(:

i think i might miss jonathan after all

sighs

and i saw AH PUI AGAIN

who isnt all too pui now

whatever, im too tired now

the goodie bag they gave's kinda cute

airu

volka and lime aint that bad after all

told you!

anyways, RSVP was that launch of SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH CAMPAIGN

SO SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH PEOPLE!

:D

well, until time becomes an obstacle

freak!

my camera's spolit!

omgawd

its only about two years old!

and mom's been asking me to get a new one for half a year

she wanted to get one for me

oh wells

i dont know

i might get a new one if repairs are really expensive

oh man

i want my camera lah

):

will have to wait for the IT fair

i miss swimming

i miss ball games

i miss sentosa

i need more sunnnnnnnnnnnn

am so tired these days

probably because cherry wasnt in school the last two weeks

can you believe i slept at 9pm?

so early

normally i would be able to fall asleep at these timings

would be tossing and turning in bed

but was so tired that i did not get up to turn on the fan as i was too tired

man, i hope it doesnt happen again

i dont even feel so tired after standard chartered volunteer!

anyways, take a look

aww, childhood again

i like wind, you?

lols!

omgawd

you wont believe my luck

the first time im going overseas for diving

and my theory exam has to be smacked right in the middle of the trip!

so im going to postpone it of course

BUT WAIT!

the next trip is organised in april

and guess what?

my mom's birthday is in the middle of it too!

gosh

i really cant believe it man!

and boss is so going to fire me soon

im so less than professional these days

tempers rising too often

gosh

):

lenka - the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something i'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
Cause i just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show
Yea

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just engoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
[the show lyrics on http://www.kovideo.net/ ]
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show(x2)

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

now i wonder where did i hear that before?

i thought that this song's kinda sweet

(:

Fm Static - tonight
I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I say,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I say,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

jia jia was my lover this valentine

(:

gosh i did missed her

so good to see her after half a year

anyways, both of us are so shagged from walking and cursing those sluts

hope you'll be fine with whatever agreement

decide what you want and stick with it

我会支持你

(:

and i made a eeyore card thats so popular with my kids now

weeee!

i really cant go out with jia

she made me spend so much lah!

but i'll be seeing her again on monday and tuesday

cant wait till then!

im so nice lah

helping people to take photos

when actually i just want a favour in return

oops!

anyways, hope you all had a HAPPY VALENTINE!

bitch


Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong
For tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you

i got pee-ed on today lah
was taking off ju's diapers and shoo-ing him to the toilet when he pee-ed
omgawd!
there was like a lot!
and it was all over the floor and my arm!
green, warm pee
and the thing was i wasnt even mad at him
guess i already hit my limit for anger before that in the nursery class
damn! they really pissed me off during lesson
i could just bang my head against the wall man
oh wells
its all in a day's work i guess
*shrugs

there are better things to do than finding a better man, like nailing jelly to the wall
-shan and roz, caring about your relationship

if you cant keep the promises,

then dont make them in the first place

im not specifically pointing fingers at someone

but come on man!

i keep promises when i make them

so i dont see whats the big deal in doing so too?!

is it really very tiring to do so?

then i repeat: WHY IN THE WORLD DID YOU EVEN PROMISE?!

go to hell man

whatever

promises are meant to be kept damn it!

when you say, "i promise..."

then do it!

if not, then dont use the two words

i have phobia of the sea

and im going diving in march

i dont know
i get scared even when watching poseidon or titantic

i feel like my chest tightens and my heart beats faster

even when i have the shower on my face and te water suddenly turns cold,

i get scared

the fear is just there

i sure hope i dont panic when i go underwater in tioman

sighs

i love the early mornings and the late nights,
i just dont really fancy the hours in between when we gotta be human
by the way, is this nice?

i like it

but its kinda expensive

its like $29.75

for a top?

i dont know....

will you buy it for me?

i think that this is a lovely song~
just feeling nostalgic
best of me - daniel powter

I was made the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
'cause i won't stay too long

Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
'cause i don't feel too strong

Was it something that i said
Was it something that i did
Or the combination of both that did me wrong

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And i hate to thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
But the hope still stands beside you
Living in every moment
Have i wasted all your time

Was there something that i said
Was there something that i did
Or the combination i broke that did me have

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And i hate to thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And i hate to thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

i won a pair of tickets to watch the haunting of molly hartley

and went to collect the tickets today

well, i was so confused at where to collect that i was damn bloody late

luckily, the lady that waited for me was really nice

she said that it was ok and stuff

so off i went to far east to get my long-should-have-gotten chain for my favourite necklace

(which i broke)

and ended up spending about $60 on crystals

(damn!)

but anyways the girl was REALLY REALLY nice

she found the stuffs for me, she smiled (a lot), she was really helpful

and she also taught me how to make an angel

weeeeeeeeeee

im glad to still see nice people in service line

(:

hancock is an awesome show!

:D

tinkerbell next

oh and avatarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr totallyyyyyyyyyyyy rocksssssss my worlddddddddddddddd

im childish

i like it

ok, this is kinda funny

just kinda

The first FIVE people to respond to this post will get something made by me. It will be about or tailored to those 5 who respond first.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make.
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a mix tape. It may be fic, or a poem. I may draw or paint something. I might bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to put this in your journal as well, if you expect me to do something for you! and ive got till december. (:

i think there's a really fine line between acquaintances and friends

so just a question

whats the difference between them?

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles