yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

aww, this is so sweet
i like his voice too!
(:





Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

samantha's been sick for more than two weeks

crap

ive got the flu

have been feeling lethargic for two whole days

and it seems sleeping for two days doesnt even help

ive hate feeling lethargic

i just dont feel like doing anything

mom says that if you have only runny/blocked nose, its cold youre having

add in the body aches, you have the flu

have been having sore neck and back

arghhs

im just feeling sorry for myself seeing that i cant enjoy the holidays

damn

but something cheered me up just a little

asther (parent): hi, dear teacher sam... heard you are sick... are you okay?

aww, thats nice (:

surprise, surprise

who doesnt love lovely surprises?

whatever man

sighs

i went to make my passport today

and here are some interesting stuff i saw along the way

oh my gosh

this was super hilarious

luckily the lady turned her head,

or else i'd've taken her full in the face

the guy's not that tall?

well, take a closer look

i bet he practically had to bend down when coming into the train

like a student saying good morning?

i was at his mid upper arm

my height, im talking about

i wonder whats so funny that shermaine laughed

and because i walked to junction 8 and back to catch the train, im tanner now

i only walked in the sun for like 30 minutes?

what the hell man

its not that i minded being tan

but not like with the tanlines of the sleeves of my tee!

yay!

i finally won some money after so many years of losing
hahas

i mean its a chinese tradition to gamble on chinese new year right?

like just a little

anyways seem like the weather is changing too eh

every year during chinese new year, it'd be the hot season

but this year isnt

oh wells

you dont fall sick due to the usual sore throat or cough

but im getting the flu

damn

anyones house available for visiting?

hees

my lovelies on new year eve

(well, not exactly eve though)

i miss em every long holidays

i have so many of their traits now

and them, mine

influence i call it

first of all,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

have an enjoyable day tomorrow and collect plenty of hong baos

(:

but then again

it seems as the years pass, the festive mood is fading

every year its just the same thing

the only thing to look forward to is the food (and the money. duh!)

but wheres the real joy?

the warmness of the family gathering

i dont know

it just doesnt feel the same as when we were young

oh wells

crap why dampen whats left of the festive spirit?

let loose and enjoy lah

plus wednesdays a holiday,

but then, whos free?

anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

(they say its not a good love year for the dragon. ah! crap)

saw lgh today

im really glad that he feels bad

and ive always thought about how i would feel or react if i were to see him

would i feel bitter?

act tough?

nope, none of the above it seems

in fact i felt nothing at all

i guess that means im totally over him right?

im glad

i forgotten how sweet he was

but i cant get over the part where he can be sweet at one moment and mean the next

so no, not yet at least

today

saw a dead dog

was tramatised for a while

had a break down

havent been like that in a long long while

i guess time shows how true the friendship really is?

like some people dont bother to maintain the friendship after some time

but yu yan and i?

13 years and still going strong

(:

and some people just dont give a damn

fuck

im trying to maintain the friendship here by keeping in touch

but you just dont give a shit

whatever man

have it your way

im just sick and tired of doing my part and those people just dont care!

ok, youre busy

i get it

but dont good friends make time for you?

yu yans so bloody busy yet she makes time to go out with me

screw you shitheads man

whatever

(im not saying that yans the only friend thats good to me lah. there;re others too. you know who you are. if you dont, well then too bad! :P)

toby said that this song's nice

and it is!

awww. its soooo sweetttt

(:

its from the show the wedding singer

toby treat me to sushi tei yesterday

for my birthday he says

thanks! (:

by the way, hes a good driver

feels like im in my daddys car

hahas

plus he doesnt bother when people cut his lane

alrights

so here goes

toby eating

hahas

my best pal :D

what we ate

then, we went to timezone to relive our childhood

we played the vs game

hmms, how do i describe it?

cos i dont know what its called

two people hitting the flat thing

the person whos got the most hit wins?

anyways, i won~

lalas~

half the time the flat thingy went into my own goal is cos i hit it in

damn bad habit

tobs and i

us

(:

yu yan acting giant

ok, whats toby doing?

oh oh!

have you guys been to the national geographic store at vivocity?

it was closed when we reached there

):

heres all ive got outside the place

while going walking back to the carpark

pretty~

hmms, is it slanted?

by the way, i bought two new shoes yesterday too!

i love em i love em i love em!

:D

i noticed how those plenty outside has many many jewels

and they're disgusting!

yucks

this is plain and simple

MY style

heels

i LIKE~

its the highest pair of heels ive so far

i think its three inches?

yeah!

ive finally got my three inch heels

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i so LOVE my new blogskin

:D

see what keiran and aimee got me from Australia?

awwww..

and keiran got lost there lah!

and guess how he was found?

he went up to this Australian and told her, "i lost my mummy, can you help me find her?"

(yes, let me hear the 'omgawd's)

hes only 2 years and 3 months

and he didnt panic lah!

and he was holding on to a book which he hasnt paid for

so the first thing he told his mummy when he see her was not, "MUMMY!"

but, "mummy, can you bring me back to the bookshop and pay for this book?"

those were his actual words

i swear i didnt make em up

im so proud of my keiran

*beams proudly

:D

Start time 9.27 pm
January 14, 2009
A
- Available: yes
- Age: 20.
- Animal: i like a welsh terrier please

B
- Beer: yuck!
- Birthday: 3rd january
- Best feeling in world: all my kids saying bye to me when i leave
- Blind or Deaf: omg. i really dont know
- Best weather: sunnnnn.
- Been in Love: what's love?
- Been on stage: yes
- Believe in Magic: yes
- Believe in Santa: nahhhh.

C
- Candy: im more a fan of chocolates
- Color: green?
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate thank you!
- Chinese/Mexican: CHINESE
- Cake or pie: cake
- Continent to visit: europe
- Cheese: ...

D
- Day or Night: day
- Dance in the rain: nope. i fall sick as soon as i walk in the rain

E
- Eyes: black
- Everyone has: an evil twin
- Ever failed a class? yes.

F
- Full name: dont wanna type it here
- First thoughts waking up: I DONT WANNA WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
- Food: not picky

G
- Greatest Fear: love ones leaving
- Goals: stop obsessing
- Get along with your parents: uhmm
- Good luck charm: no such thing

H
- Hair Color: black. i like it!
- Height: 1.7m
- Happy: when *ahem messages me
- Holiday: i only have public holiday can?
- How do you want to die: peacefully

I
- Ice Cream: cookies and cream
- Instrument: PIANO! DUH!

J
- Jewelry: locket
- Job: preschool teacher
- Write a journal: too lazy

K
- Kids: age 18 months to 5 years currently
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing lah!

L
- Longest Car Ride: eh, an hour plus?
- Love: slazing around
- Letter: S-A-M
- Laughed so hard you cried: cant remember. but ive read till ive cried.

M
- Movies: ehhhh..
- Music: currently english
- McD’s or BK: BK

N
- Number of Siblings: 2 monsters
- Number of Piercings: 2 on left ear, 1 on right
- Number of Tattoos: NAHAH!
- Number: 13? i dont know

O
- One wish: people to be happy and healthy. hahas!

P
- Perfect Pizza: hawaiian
- Pepsi/Coke: coke

Q
- Quote: now thats a tough one... "live life like there's no tomorrow"

R
- Reason to cry: when i watch sad sad shows
- Reality TV: i dont like em, but i still watch.
- Radio Station: PERFECT 10 IS AS OLD AS I AM LAH! WEEEEEEE!
- Roll your tongue in a circle: huh?


S
- Song: plenty, plenty
- Shoe size: 6 and a half
- Salad Dressing: mayonise!
- Sushi: salmon
- Skipped school: im a good girl. dont skip.
- Smoked: NO WAY
- Sing well: used to. hahas
- In the shower: almost everytime.
- Swear: seldom
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries

T
- Time for bed: 11 plus

U
- Unpredictable: yupps.

V
- Vacation spot: NEW ZEALAND PLEASEEEEE. not that ive been there before. ):

W
- Weakness: food and bed. thank you
- Which friend acts like you: no one lah.
- Who makes you laugh most: when aaron, yuren, genghui and louis are together. whatever.
- Worst feeling: alone
- Wanted to be a model: ehhh... yes.hahas
- Where do we go when we die: mandai cremetorium. or something. oops
- Worst Weather: drizzle. cos it gets damn bloody hot after.

X

X-Rays: pre-emloyment. duh

Y
- Year it is now: 2009
- Yellow: not lellow

Z
- Zoo animal: giraffes! and hippos (:

LAST PERSON WHO…

1. Slept in a bed beside you: my eeyoressssssssssss!
2. You went to the mall with: lemme think. my family?
3. You went to dinner with: my family
4. You talked to on the phone: airuuuuuu
5. Made you laugh: my kids
6. Hugged you: my kids
7. Said they loved you: JENG HEI! OMGAWD. I LOVE HER TOO!
8. You spoke with: my mom
9. You cried over: nothing recent
10. Made you mad: my kids
Finish time 9.45 pm January 14, 2009

was at can! today

it was conducted at smu

went for the run

gosh, im tired now

not becase of the run though

because after the run, we walked about with my heavy bag

arrrrrhhhh!

anyways, nothing much to say

pictures speak better

(:

airu's eyes look freaking huge lah!

ok, you got to believe me

its the first time im doing this

to walk up to a total but cute stranger and take a photo with him

and hes talllllll

see the photo and youll know

does he look chinese?

i just realised he looked better in real life

the same guy that was at human race too!

the dj guy that won dont know, dont know what contest

i like the background..

after the run

2010metres of em

the birds were bathing but i dont think you can see it

YA, THATS MY PLACE

CAN SOMEONE TAKE DOWN THE TWO UGLY DOLLS?

AND SHUT UP AIRU

life, so strong

the will to live is more than any other thing

so why do i feel that life is still so fragile?

or maybe its just human beings

we just shitty

yellow and green

i wanted to find the live version but i couldnt

i thought that it was really nice and the audience were great!

they sang from the start if the song to end

wow. they have huge lungs

hahas