yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

concert today!
well, friends werent free to help
i thought we would die
lucky it didnt go so bad as i expected
ETHAN SAVED THE DAY!
parents were tickled by ethan's dancing and singing
im just glad the parents enjoyed it
ernest's mom didnt even want to go back to class with him even though he was crying NON-STOP

things went smoothly

like concert items were out when they were supposed to be

(during rehearsal, we were always not on time in bringing the children out)

i even fell off the stage lah!

my god

lucky parents didnt notice

was too flushed to be embarrassed

gulped gallons of rose syrup after

man, i was tired!

thumbs up for our school's fist concert!

(:

should upload photos after i find my camera

i kinda forgot where i placed it

damn

):

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT'S SONGS!

they rock!

you can like totally relate to her songs

and she's gorgeous and talented

just joe jonas' luck to deceide to break up with her

his current love is OLD, UGLY and FAT lah!

gosh

anyways, i thought that this was ironic

#5 and still, he refuses to leave her side

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

im currently watching this now

aww, 陳鍵鋒 (Sammul Chan) is oh so cute can?

hahas

kinda liked him from one of his earlier shows

oh wells

Metro Station Seventeen Forever:
You are young, and so am I
This is wrong, but who am I to judge?
You feel like heaven when we touch
I guess, for me this is enough

We're one mistake for being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

You are young, and I am scared
You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

Will you remember me?
You ask me as I leave
Remember what I said?
Oh how could I, oh how could I forget

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

damn, they had to remind us our young and stupid experiences/behaviours in this song

but then again, it so retells our story doesnt it?

ahhh.

today is really a totally awesome day

cherry's on mc

so we were so called short on staff

but heres the best part of the day

i got pee on TWICE!

G-O-D

i could die man

E pee on me during lesson time when i was trying to clean his shit

he sat the wrong way and got shit on the side of the toilet bowl

plus his hands had shit on them

he was crying for mommie

and i was talking to another child

E suddenly pee on me

i shouted his name and he stopped peeing ( gosh, at least he stopped?)

but after he could not control so he carried on peeing

gosh!

ya, then during bath time

M pee on me while she was sitting on me

darn!

twice!

what the hell man

what a wonderful day isnt it?

-_-

i had to change my pants twice lah!

it seems to be shit and pee day today

R also pee on the floor

and all over the books that were on the floor too

im so glad that i went off at 5pm today

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

no, im more of a fan of david cook

and no, david archuleta is NOT CUTE

i like can?

whatever lah.

shall not elaborate

samantha: BTW, I HATE NIGEL

jasmine: me too

samantha: thanks

i kinda have a fetish for rainbows recently

though they are pretty arent they?

see?

it makes you smile

because, after the rain, comes the sun (ya ya, its tacky. i know)

it kinda gives hope?

no?

oh wells,

whatever

it makes me smile

now thats good enough

:D

ok. im really in love with the rainbow toe socks nowwwwwww

yay!

who's not a kid at heart?

who can resist sweets?

well, not me.

i need!

i need too!

well, actually not these kinds

but the clip ones?

the ones that you have to pop open and pop close?

well, i just cant find it

christmas is coming~

ok, we were trying to get a picture of the whole swissotel

and trying...

yay! we did it! (pardon my ugly face. damn!)

us

before the race

rach didnt tell me i was pale

what if i had fainted up there? tsk!

the paranoma view

told you i made it

this is proof!

it was beautiful up there

i was in the second category to go up so it wasnt too hot yet

(:

72nd storey!

on my way down

duhh.

directly below

at the 70th storey where the lift was

i saw this in an email

thought i'll share it?

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.


Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems thatwe may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

im back into the mood
uninterested, tired
im too hot tempered
its not that i dont realise
but i do realise too late
try to console myself by saying, theyre used to it
but how much can they stand till its too late?

light on by david cook

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

[Chorus]

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

[Chorus]

how can i not love this song?

my life is so boring

i guess i wont be blogging often now

too lazy, too busy

no interest in the cyber anymore

oh wells

27th oct

baby conrad!

we celebrated his one month way early than it was supposed to be
honestly, i think he's better looking than boss' son
hees
hope boss doesnt chance upon my blog
anyways, take a look at him!

handsome yeah?
ok, im an aunt for a third time
feeling olddddddddd

1st nov

lulu got married!

ok, why is it that people like toget married at places that are tough to find?

anyways, its my first time to a malay wedding

the drumming part was fantastic!

(jas, are you going to put the drums part up so that i can grab?)

the bride looked good but tired

seeeeeeeeee

ok, the cupcakes really looked pretty

too bad we couldnt eat them

its nice ok

2nd nov
and here's something i saw when eating dim sum with my relatives on grandma's birthday

looks familiar?

stupid for you

It's not everyday
that i find a person quite like you
perfect every way
i finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you !
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me hanging here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
stupid for you..

the proper thing to do
is for me to act like a lady and wait
for you to make the first move
but i don't think you're getting the point
that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me waiting here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
oh, oh stupid for you

why's it always feel like i am
chasing love when nothing's there
and here i go just making the same mistake...

i've fallen stupid for you..

ok i know i havent been updating my blog

have been busy with my blogshop, AROMAYOURS

DO VISIT AND SPREAD THE WORD PRETTY PLEASE

(:

anyways, back to what i wanna talk about today

cherry said that my expectations in looking for a boyfriend is different from what i look for in a guy friend

i guess its true to a certain extent?

a boyfriend's gotta be sensitive and caring right?

but a guy friend, he's gotta be spontaneous, fun and bitchy man!

oh wells

what do you think?

would you be lucky to fall in love with your best friend?