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THE LADY
yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

I NEVER WANNA GROW UP
i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.


CREDITS

ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
BRUSHES. 1 2
IMAGES. 1 2
The 2 paper heart: moargh.de
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Wednesday, 30 April 2008

gosh
was listening to the radio just now
and say it again by Marie Digby was playing
i heard this, "thing about love, is i never saw it coming"
i thought of you and smiled
that's it!
im officially dead

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

FREE CONE DAY TODAY AT BEN & JERRY'S
went to united square and the queue was freaking long!
darn
didnt get ice-cream in the end
wahhs!
and tabsy only queued for 15mins at raffles place?
darn
we were so near there!
like at cityhall near?
anyways, there were SO MANY students
kinda felt outta place there
whatever lah
next time
sorry kenyon!


me, airu and norvin (i think airu looked really nice in this photo)


oh look nig! your BEST FRIENDS! (:

Sunday, 27 April 2008


took this from nig's blog
they mix really well
enjoy (:

Saturday, 26 April 2008

everything's just so superficial

Friday, 25 April 2008

CAPRICORN WOMAN


A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. (tall, slim-agree, cool and quiet-not so. hahas)
Once she is mad she can be very fierce. (oh yes)
She can work better than some men and she is very highly confident woman.(eh, im not very confident actually)
In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at the office and is certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.(how true)

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions.(actually, i wear my emotions on my sleeves)
She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are.(what do you think?)
If she does not like someone, she will not comment or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.(im not that mean lah!)

She hates plastic and artificial flower because it makes her feel that you are not being sincere.(oh yes! i HATE fake flowers!)
She loves real flower and it's scent.(i dont really smell flowers)
She loves a guy who wears after shave cologne.(havent smelt one before)
If you are the type of guy who wears your Jeans one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise.(ok. i have absolutely no idea what this sentence is talking about)
She loves to go on picnics in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.(i do like nature.)

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line (oh yes)
Better not see her get mad, especially in front of public when she feels embarrassed.
She loves to make up and dress perfectly and be very neat, so never rush her for this matter.(eh...)

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all.(quite true)
She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown.(uhhmm)
If you cannot show her this quality, take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never does anything to make it happen.(make it happen lah!)
Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do.(yupps)

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a like pigsty , do not take her there.(im actually very messy at home too)
If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears.(well, i kinda nag? hahas)
She is a slow but sure type.
She will always respect and honor you and will never try to embarrass you.
If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.(yes, i would. only that i might yue bang yue mang. hahas!)

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return.
If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will get very disappoint.
She has high hopes and faith and beliefs in her own confidence than believing in "Luck".(i do believe in luck. just not too much)

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking.(i seriously cant cook)
If your parents visit your house, they will be please.
She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".(i hope so!)


today's taby's birthday!
you're one sly girl taby!
dont deny!
hahas
anyways, wasnt feeling too good from the after effects of fever
could feel the difference the moment i left the house
but oh wells,
have been looking forward to the dinner
no idea why though!
im back to work tomorrow
feel like quitting my job
cause its been days since i worked
JUST KIDDING
hahas
by the way, PRATA AT PRATA HOUSE IS E-X-P-E-N-S-I-V-E
the mushroom cheese prata was four dollars!
like what?!
not going back there again
nahah!
but it was quite filling
alrights, im off to watch supernatural!
havent been in the best of moods lately
*sighs

Thursday, 24 April 2008

樱野3加1 is LOVE!
XD


now, who was the one that said that i'll be alright today?
hahas
im at home with mc
high fever last night
and it wasnt the fever that was bothering me
it was the freaking headache!
every move i make there's this shooting pain at the back of my head
the doctor kept insisting that i should stay at home tomorrow as well
but i cant!
going zoo tomorrow
and my boss isnt going to let me off if i bail on them
she's already complaining that she has to do the preparation today cos im not there
its my lesson and everything's arranged already
of all the times to fall sick
doc said that because i went to work the last two days despite having fever is just gonna let the fever drag longer
*sighs
im so lethargic lah



The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again


Tuesday, 22 April 2008

me and my big mouth
i wanted fever?
well, ive got it
but i didnt get mc
was at work and having 37.8degrees celsius
oh and, there's a new addition to kids that piss me off - ms 'genius' (*pukes)
shant talk about it here
unethical

Monday, 21 April 2008

almost here

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here


Sunday, 20 April 2008

you're a blockhead!


watch the dog
he's really smart and so adorable!
(:

Saturday, 19 April 2008

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find


IM SO IN LOVE WITH 樱野3加1
the relationship that ming dao and qiao en have is like...
blissful?
nope, thats not the right word
it just makes you goes AWWW...
gosh
*sighs
ep 7 do watch!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BoZtAIlbBg&feature=related
im dead beat but im still forcing my eyes open to watch this
darn!
flag day tomorrow
i gotta like wake up at 6.30am la!
im so addicted to 樱野3加1!
its even better than 王子变青蛙
its the same actors
but darn!
seriously!
ok, thats about enough samantha!
get your ass in your bed now

REALIZE
-colbie caillat

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Oh ooo oh ooo oh
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Friday, 18 April 2008

yes, here i am again
blogging at work
nope, i dont wanna get killed
just wanna kill someone
nope, this time its not the walk walk kid i wanna kill
(he was strangled already. =x)
its mr v i wanna kill
thats ONE kid i know that uses EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL
nope, you didnt hear me wrong
emotional blackmail
there is such a thing
simply, he uses emotions to blackmail people into giving him the things he wants
recently, he's started screaming as well
and the more you ask him not to scream, the louder he does
AND HE UNDERSTANDS!
he understands what you say
but he just doesnt want to follow
as long as you tell him something he doesnt like to hear, he throws tantrum
AND CRIES
freaking crybaby
plus his saliva spills out of his mouth like nobody's business
what the hell man
D-I-S-G-U-T-I-N-G
alrights, i better stop
or else i'll be the one getting killed
like being fired by my boss


well, i tried
but i still cant
i cant look at your faces and forget what happened,
forget how i felt before
although time made the feelings fade a little
i still cant
cant read about your lifes and wonder why, how did i step out of them?
there was something different with you, all of you
but was it just a lie?
perhaps just something i had to learn from in life?
wonder when will the shadows of you(s) fade away?
do you guys even think about me?
guess im too sentimental
or rather too stupid to even want to rake up the past
why samantha?
why so dumb?
why even bother?
*sighs

aint suppose to feel like this
IM NEVER GONNA THINK ABOUT THIS (*CIRCLES THE CRAP WRITTEN ON THE SCREEN) AGAIN
NEVER

Thursday, 17 April 2008

其实你懂我

我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱 很讨厌
总是忽近忽远的让人追
追半天 你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给

我向前走 低着头 眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信 其实你懂我(其实你爱我)

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我 等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天 你连Babe
一句安慰也不给

一前一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
前前 后后
希望你握住我的手
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
Wo……Wo……Wo……

我向前走 抬起头 擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走 无法心不动

我向前走 抬起头 擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我仍相信 其实你懂我




love is a relationship that can stand the test of time
yes?


樱野3加1
bestest birthday present ive seen (ep4)

Wednesday, 16 April 2008

oh taby
i dont know what to say to you
nevermind
we'll just pull a sack over puppy's head and give him a good beating
cheer up k?
it'll be over before you know it
and when you think back, you'll wonder why did you even feel that way
and how things werent how you saw it

smile, and the world smiles with you (:


i want a welsh terrier~


Tuesday, 15 April 2008

im having mixed-up feelings
and problems making decisions
i want to do this, but a few seconds later i feel that i rather not do it
i want to go out, yet i want to stay at home
i want to talk, but then again theres no one to talk to
or rather i shouldnt even be talking cause of my cough (yes, ive cough too now) and sore throat
i hate staying at home wherelse everyone else is out busying
on top of that, i just got my period today
so so so moody


wont YOU cheer me up?

Monday, 14 April 2008

my cold's better now but my throat's getting sorer
and im constantly HUNGRY!
arghhs
anyways, photos from sam ann's birthdayyyyyyyy
>
piggys


aiyahsmitten unglam!


raffles hotel


tabsy and i (:




clar.tabs.sam (i like clar's hair!)



the food (they werent as fantastic as they look)

like what?!



im on mc so i should be home resting right?
no, im not
gotta finish my work at least try to
arghhs
im so sleepy la!
i tossed and turned on the bed for two hours last night
so i slept at 2am and woke up at 6.30am
*sighs
apparently sick people cant sleep easily or rather just me
its like my nose is freaking runny and blocked at the same time and i had to keep climbing up and down my bed to get tissue, throw tissue, get more tissue and throw even more tissue
so frustrating!
plus i was having headache and the songs the guys were playing yesterday kept replaying in my head!
do you know how annoying that is when you're trying your best to sleep?!
and im having sore throat too
this morning when i was cleaning the cupboards, i felt woosy as well
and my ears were blocked like on and off
guess cos i didnt have enough sleep
well, i can walk about just dont ask me to chase after children today
i think i'll faint
that's why im home
hahas!
now i gotta prepare my briefing for next friday
omgosh
im so scared
ive never really led a briefing before
and what's more, im doing it in front of parents as well!
arghhs!


THIS IS PINOCCHIO, NIG

i've no appetite but im so darn hungry!

Saturday, 12 April 2008

IM REALLY HAPPY NOWWWWW :D

the seventh day


its a really touching show (追‚ 求‚ 订‚ 婚 - the different rings in a relationship)
(:

would things change if i told you?

Friday, 11 April 2008

AIYAH!SMITTEN IS OPENED!
FINALLY!

http://aiyahsmitten.livejournal.com/

now, im off to eat oreos

GREAT JOB GIRLS!


i enjoy talking to cherry about life experiences.
i enjoy chatting with rachel about dumb parents.
i enjoy gossiping with yu yan about people around us.
i enjoy bitching with jasmine about boys.
i enjoy sharing with tabitha about feelings.
i enjoy laughing with airu about little things.
i enjoy crapping with nigel about childish stuff. <--- happy now nig? lols!

hahas!
all involves talking
ya, i talk a lot
think even more
just dont do very much
oops!




See you again - Miley Cryus

I got my sight set on you
And I’m ready to aim
I have a heart that will
Never be tame
I knew you were somethin' special
When you spoke my name
Now I can’t wait to see you again

I’ve got a way of knowin'
When somethin' is right
I feel like I must have known you
In another life
Cause I felt this deep connection
When you looked in my eyes
Now I can’t wait to see you again

The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I’m thinkin' about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
“Oh she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can’t rest till then
Oh whoa ohh
I, I can’t wait to see you again

I got this crazy feelin'
Deep inside
When you called asked to see me
Tomorrow night
I’m not a mind reader
But I’m readin' the sign
That you can’t wait to see me again


The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I’m thinkin' about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
“Oh, she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can’t rest till then
Oh whoa ohh
I, I can’t wait (to see you again)

I got my sight set on you
And I’m ready to aim

The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I’m thinkin' about
Felt like I couldn’t breathe
You asked what’s wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
“Oh, she’s just being Miley”
The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can’t rest till then

Oh whoa whoa
Oh, I, I can’t wait
To see you again (to see you again)

Oh whoa whoa
I, I can’t wait to see you again


i agree, the 'lesley' and 'miley' part gotta go. hahas


Thursday, 10 April 2008

oh my gosh
cant believe how long i shopped yesterday
five and a half hours!
almost died on the spot
and i had to DRAGGED myself home
im not the type that can shop for hours and not get tired at all
i can only shop for max two and a half hours tops!
after that, it'll be braindead zombie walking
but im glad
i've gotten the four birthday presents i went out to get
wee!
yessss, FOUR in a day
and im OFFICALLY BROKE

Wednesday, 9 April 2008

good morning all!
yes, im in a cheery mood today
hahas.
im feeling energised and all ready to do my work
(but whether or not i'll be able to complete it, it's another story.)
can you imagine that i even went downstairs to buy prata for my breakfast?
normally, i'll need to be forced to go downstairs to buy anything
a list of work to be done (or at least attempted) before meeting tabs for shopping

1. observations
2. portfolio
3. plan zoo outing
4. washing
5. practice my piano

i think that's about all?
think it's short?
just observations will KILL me!
have plenty to do
oh by the way, if you're wondering why im not at work?
I'VE GOT A DAY OFF!
WEEE!
so happy

zippity do dah! zippity day!
my oh my what a wonderful day~
plenty of sunshine, coming my way
sippity so sah! sippity say!



Just Us Two - Max Shanti

so I think a lot when there's nothing I want to say
so I blink a lot when you make me nervous when I stay

drop your arms to your sides
its ok to smile
just relax

this is me, this is you
no one else here just us two


maybe I laugh a lot it just means things go my way (it just means things go my
way)
if I crave you a lot its cause I love you come what may (come what may)
drop your arms to your sides
its ok to smile
just relax

this is me, this is you
no one else here just us two

And all I have said
and all we have made
will last us forever
forever

so drop your arms to your sides
its ok to smile
just relax
oooohhh

this is me, this is you
this is me, this is youuu

this is me this is you
no one else here just us two

just us two

thanks tabi! (:


Tuesday, 8 April 2008

i've decided not to forgive you afterall
what for?
i mean seriously!
give me one good reason why should i?

anyways, i bought my second EEYORE cup!



weee!



(Verse 1)
What? Is that you got to say?
What?What? You're rubbing me the wrong way.
See your lips moving
But I don't catch a word you say
Shut up your chatter
I need for you to go away


(bridge)
And all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
Your talking way to much
I cant even hear me now
All your noise is messin' with my head
you're in my head
Get outta my head
(chorus)
outta my outta my head
Want you out of my head
outta my outta my head
That's what I said

(verse 2 )
What?You lookin' at me for?
Show me respect or I will show you the door

get out that door
Lately i've got a problem with the way that you behave
you're to much
and all your questions don't leave me no time for me, ha ha ha


(chorus x2)

(bridge)
All your opinions, keep them to yourself
Just let me think so I can hear myself
Wouldn't it be nice if I could just go solo, take the day off?
I'd be alright if you would leave me to it, back out the door
Ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
You tell me one more time how I should live
I swear I'll bite your head off
I am who I am And I can't be no one else
You got nothing left to say
Keep your comments to yourself
Awww!


(chorus )



About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, and some won't like you at all.
Rita Mae Brown

Monday, 7 April 2008

guess what time did i wake up today?
nope, i wasnt not late
in fact, i was early
much too early
i was supposed to wake up at 9am
but i woke at 7am instead
tossed and turned till it was 8.10am and i gave up trying to sleep
something bothering me, you say?
oh yes
something is really bothering me
*sighs


i wish i could confide in you like before
but..


just forget it, samantha


ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN WAITING
FOR YOU TO BRING A FAIRYTALE MY WAY
BEEN LIVING IN A FANTASY WITHOUT MEANING
IT'S NOT OKAY I DON'T FEEL SAFE

LEFT BROKEN EMPTY IN DESPAIR
WANNA BREATH CAN'T FIND AIR
THOUGHT YOU WERE SENT FROM UP ABOVE
BUT YOU AND ME NEVER HAD LOVE
SO MUCH MORE I HAVE TO SAY
HELP ME FIND A WAY

AND I WONDER IF YOU KNOW
HOW IT REALLY FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
WHEN IT'S COLD OUT HERE
WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD KNOW
JUST HOW IT FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE...

ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN WAITNG
FOR YOU TO BRING A FAIRYTALE MY WAY
BEEN LIVING IN A FANTASY WITHOUT MEANING
IT'S NOT OKAY
I DON'T FEEL SAFE
I NEED TO PRAY

WHY DO YOU PLAY ME LIKE A GAME?
ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE TO BLAME
CARELESS,HELPLESS LITTLE MAN
SOMEDAY YOU MIGHT UNDERSTAND
THERE'S NOT MUCH MORE TO SAY
BUT I HOPE YOU FIND A WAY

STILL I WONDER IT YOU KNOW
HOW IT REALLY FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
WHEN IT'S COLD OUT HERE
WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD KNOW
JUST HOW IT FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE...

ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN WAITING
FOR YOU TO BRING A FAIRYTALE MY WAY
BEEN IN A FANTASY WITHOUT MEANING
IT'S NOT OKAY
I DON'T FEEL SAVE
I NEED TO PRAY

AND I WONDER IF YOU KNOW
HOW IT REALLY FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
WHEN IT'S COLD OUT HERE
WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD KNOW
JUST HOW IT FEELS
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
TO BE LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE...

ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN WAITING
FOR YOU TO BRING A FAIRYTALE MY WAY
BEEN LIVING IN A FANTASY WITHOUT MEANING
IT'S NOT OKAY
I DON'T FEEL SAFE
I NEED TO PRAY


looking at the vast blue sky,
no limitations, no boundaries,
i just wish i could soar.

Sunday, 6 April 2008

yesterday we went sentosa
it was like only the four of us?
hahas
kinda bored at first
oh wells, nothing much to talk about sentosa
just photos to show
hahas

four of us (:


clar and i (dont we look colourful?)

siloso beach


S is for Samantha
anyways, i got a tan!
i bet mr tan is jealous
whahahas
oh oh!
do try new zealand natural ice cream
ITS YUMMIEDELICIOUS!


chocolate estasy + banana D' lite + mango sobet = HEAVEN~
the chocolate was not too sweet and it was really rich and thick
mango was strong and naturally sweet
banana was mild but you can actually taste the banana
oh yes, there's also raspberry toppings
sour~
im so going there again
hahs!

and today was off to the botanic gardens
it was really hot!
hopefully our photos turn out fine
ooh, and i do love the feel of the grass under my feet
and the dessert at the food court's nice
i had soursop and aloe vera
i asked the girl if it was just fruits
she told me that it was not, it's already ready made
i wasnt really sure what she was talking about but i ordered anyway
turns out that it was soursop + aloe vera + shaved ice
-_-"
sam ann says aiyah!smitten should have the first launch of our photos
so, i just upload one without the clothes from our lj

there!



im too emotionally dependent on you

Saturday, 5 April 2008

pure randomness


im so tired of waiting
even toblerone cant cheer me up
*sighs

Friday, 4 April 2008

met up with valerie, eric, mingyi and yuyan just nowww
and i thought i'll be late
i was on time!
exactly at 9pm i was there
hahas
the girls had margaritas and the guys had..erm i have no idea
now im a little light headed from drinking my margarita too fast
hahas
and i gotta wake up early tomorrow and on sunday!
by the way, the margarita was huge! (or was it just the glass?)






us! (pardon my foot. hees)

anyways, im so tramatised by the walk walk kid that i could hear him in my head for the last two nights just before i sleep
(he was sick on mon and tue and he came back on wed, that was when i started hearing him in my head)
ya, im THAT tramatised
so it was like "wahhhh! wahhh! walk walk yes? walk walk. wahhhh. WAHHHHHHHH!!!"
oh wells
im just really glad to have off on wednesday
weeeeeeeee!


there seems to be many words starting with the letter 'W'

Thursday, 3 April 2008

i wanna watch The Forbidden Kingdom!



who'd want to be unwanted?

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

CAPRICORN-THE SEXY ONE
(12/22-1/19)

Dominant in relationships.
Someone loves them right now. (i wish ar. well, if you do, please tell me. hahas!)
Always Wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Sweet.
Loud.
Loyal.
Beautiful.
Goofy.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please.
Loves to smile.
Beautiful laugh.
Patient.
Cautious.
Bit of naughty.
The one and only.


oh yes, im a capricorn alright
just that wassup with the title?
hahas!
not me definitely!
darn, im suppose to be asleep nowwww


this happened a few weeks ago
it was a conversation with my maternal grandma
grandma: so are you dating now?
mum: she (referring to me) is now working in a childcare, only meet kids or parents how is she going to find a boyfriend (that's so true la!)
sam: ya lorr. no one want. hahas!
grandma: nevermind, grandma wants you.

awww..
it was kinda sweet
i mean i dont even talk to her much
im closer to my paternal grandma
even though it happened some time ago
it still brought a smile to my face even as i type this
hahas!
by the way, this conversation was in cantonese
my grandma cant speak english
hahas
well, at least im wanted


the walk walk kid is back to haunt us!!
*faints


i really have a death wish
im blogging at work duh!
hees
anyway, I HATE TABII!
she's SO annonying
telling me these things
roar!
trying to make me envious right?
well, you succeeded
hahas
oh wells, hope everything's gonna be improving at this pace ya?
*winks


hmmm, i wonder when is it gonna be MY turn?

Tuesday, 1 April 2008

my dress came today
weee!
well, its kinda short but oh wells
i cant say im not ever gonna wear it cos of its length right?
then theres no point in getting it
its my first online buy
hahas



im in a dilemma
yeah, i need to know