yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

8 Questions about 8 Things
Made by http://www.xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods, don't remove this tag.

one-computer & internet.
1. How long are you on the computer each day?
about one hour

2. How many computers are in your house?:
2

3. Do you have your own website? If so, what is it?:
neverlandd.blogspot.com

4. Post a random URL from your favorites list here:
http://www.blogskins.com

5. Do you use the computer mostly for school or socializing?:
socialising

6. When did you first acquire internet?:
i think sec one bahs

7. Do you have parental controls?:
not reallie

8. AIM, MSN or ICQ?:
MSN

two-friends & socializing.
1. Do you have one best friend or more than one best friend?:
no best friend la. lotsa good friends though

2. Out of all your friends, which do you talk to the most?:
cherry

3. Do most of your friends go to your school?:
nope. unless theyre under the age of six

4. What's more important to you; socializing or school?:
socialising. duh.

5. When talking to friends, do you prefer talking online, on the phone or in person?:
phone please. im shy la and im slow in typing la

6. Are your friends alot like you or totally different?:
d-i-f-f-e-r-e-n-t

7. Do you have a group or "clique" that you belong to?:
piggygangers and triple c?

8. Do you have any pictures of your friends in your room?:
no

four-food & drink.
1. What kind of food do you like the best (Italian, Chinese, etc)?:
chinese. im chinese duh

2. Ever tried something exotic like chocolate-covered ants or roast dog and like it?:
GROSS. no way

3. Do you drink/eat things even after they're expired?:
no way la.

4. Out of all your friends' parents, which of them makes the best food?:
ehh... i think their maid cook the best la.

4. Fast food or gourmet food?:
gourmet please

5. Can you cook complex meals?:
i'll be honest. no.

6. What's your favorite kind of pie?:
blueberry pie

7. Is the food at your school bad, good or tolerable?:
yummie! i gain weight la. what do u think?

8. Who cooks for your family; your mom or dad (or other relative)?:
grandma!

five-sports & fitness.
1. Be honest, how often do you exercise?:
like never

2. Do you participate in gym at school?:
no and no gym

3. What sport do you love to watch but hate to play?:
none

4. Who do you want to win the Superbowl?:
huh?

5. How many pull-ups can you do?:
none

6. Do you eat healthy?:
nope

7. Ever tried keeping up with the people on the exercise videos?:
nahah. so dumb

8. Are you on any sports teams?:
nope

six-fun & entertainment.
1. Are you even going to bother with the PS3?:
nope

2. When you turn on the TV, which channel do you go to first?:
channel 8

3. List all the game consoles you own:
huh?

4. Do you make "words" on a calculator during testing to pass the time?:
noooooo. so dumb

5. What's better, YouTube or actual television?:
tv please. i only go youtube to search for things that are not available on tv

6. Ever sent something in for "Dedicate Live" on FUSE?:
whats that?

7. Have you ever flipped through the channels, found an infomercial and actually watched it?:
yeah. i think

8. Do you find the Discovery Channel entertaining?:
ok laaaa.

seven-lyrics & music.
1. Do you write your own songs? What are they usually about?:
nope

2. What's your favorite radio station?:
98.7?

3. Do you hate or love morning radio (with all the talking)?:
theyre ok.

4. What's the last song you listened to that you thought was catchy?:
catchy? i rather not think. or it'll get stuck in my head

5. Put a random song lyric down:
lazy to find la.

6. CD Players, iPods or MP3 Player (or if you're one of those crazy fuckers with an iPhone)?:
CD players

7. Do you often watch music videos for songs?:
seldom

8. What was the worst song you ever heard?:
umbrella

eight-spelling & grammar.
1. Do you spell it as "weird" or "wierd"? Which one do you think is correct?:
weird. excuse me, thats in my email la. of cos i'll spell it correctly

2. Do you bother spelling a lot as "a lot" or "alot"?:
alot in msn and msg but i spell a lot on written paper

3. Did you think the concept of 'silent letters' is stupid?:
huh?

4. Are you a grammar nazi or could you care less about spelling and grammar?:
huh? whats grammer nazi?

5. d0 u talk liek d1s 0nl1n3?:
omgawk. no way! so IRRITATING

6. What word will you probably never learn to spell right, no matter how hard you try?:
definitely. i used to spell it as definately

7. What's your favorite word?:
huh?

8. Do you have a big vocabulary?:
nahah

i just heard of a talent

a real talent

he's 17 years old and he's in grade 5 piano

but get this,

he have NO music background and he just started learning piano at 17

not a big deal?

he have been learning for 5 months only

and he started from from grade 1

5 grades in 5 months

omygawk!

*envious

by the way

his name?

chong min

lucky his surname wasnt hen

remember how it was raining yesterday morning?

it was quite a heavy rain

and i stood outside my school for half an hour

nope

i wasnt being punished

just that i was early and my boss was late

so i ended up not being able to go in cos the gate was locked

poor me

i want.. i want.. i want...

to get my leadership diploma

to learn wushu

to get diploma in piano

to learn chinese calligraphy

to tour the world (i dont mind touring as an air stewardess)

to learn drums

hmm..

what else?

thanks jia jia for helping out at my school's open house

(:

the cake was really yummy wasnt it?

hahas

alright, here's a photo of us

The person who tagged you : TABSI


The most memorable things she has done for you : chatting on msn late at night


If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : reply to my msgs. hahas! she always miss my msgs.


If she becomes your enemy, you will? will she? hahas
The reason why she becomes my enemy? nah. dont think have


The most desire thing you would like to do for her: get rid of the idea that shes fat from her head! cos she so isnt!


List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. shopping spreeeeee!!!
2. isnt buying things that i want already included in shopping spree?
3. eeyore, eeyore and eeyore
4. grand piano!
5. longgggg hairrrrrr. i never had it.


The character you love about yourself : caring? hahas.

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : rashness

The most ideal person you would like to be with : hmmm. nah.no one at the moment

What do you want to say to your loved ones : LOVE YA!

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. cherry
2. airu
3. yuyan
4. sam ann
5. tabsi
6. val tan
7. jasmine
8. ades
9. daowei

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : friday?
What kind of music does #8 like : ehhh. i dont know lei
Does #6 has any siblings : one sister
Will you woo #3 : hahas. shes been with me for 12 years already
How about #7 : we're married la! hahas.
Is #4 single? : yes.
Surname of #5 : poh
Nickname of #1 : cherry lorr. the fruit!
What's the hobby for #5 : dancing
Do #5 and 9 get along well : nah. they dont know each other la
Where is #3 studying at : singapore poly
Have you tried developing feelings for #1: ehh. shes attached la. cannot. hahas
Where does #9 live : sin ming area
What colour does #4 dislike : ehh. i dont know lei
Is #1 and 3 best friends : nope. they dont know each other
Does#7 likes #2 : dont know each other
How do you know #2 : from a shithole. hahas. but she rocks!
Does #5 owns a pet : dont think so. hees

aimee always says she's cinderella

it's true, it's true

sorry for the lousy resolution

hees

a breakdown of my accidents in less than three weeks

1. cut my finger on harden dried paint

2. another cut on my finger but i dont know how i got it

3. stump my toe and got a cut

4. cut my palm with scissors

5. scratch two of my fingers while washing toys

yupps

that's about it

so farrrrrr...

oh ya!

bumped my head too!

tsk tsk

im accident prone in my new centre la!

in less than i month a got into like, eight accidents or something

but on the bright side, i gained one kg

well, at least im told its good news

but i dont think that way

):

i cut my palm while cutting things today

and sprain my back

but guess what?

my supervisor actually massage for me

(:

can you imagine that?

hahas

so nice of her!

and my boss's also very nice

im lovin' my new centre

XD

saturday is coming!!

(:

my school's open house

weeee!

but no ones free to help out

*pouts

either they're not free, having exams, living too far or having attachments

humph

oh wells

we're gonna have cake anyway

AND ITS CHOCOLATE!

yummie yummie

guess that would really brighton my day

since after open house we will be busy

cos we'll be having kids and starting offically

(well, we BETTER be having kids. or i'll lose my job.)

im still sick and i think im getting a sore throat

A#$%E45E4hu54&%$*$%#Tbnjk#W^%$&*U%^JRhdu%Y#E

alright

time to continue my show

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her.
Give her the world.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she's important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is,"Who's ass am i beating up today baby?"

i almost lost my atm card today

omygosh

luckily some kind soul found it and left it at the counter

thanks, whoever you are

(:

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away


What about us?
What about everything we've been through?


What about trust?


you know I never wanted to hurt you


and what about me?


What am I supposed to do?


I gotta leave but I'll miss you


I'll miss you


so
I've got to move on and be who I am


Why do you have to go?


I just don't belong here
I hope you understand


I'm trying to understand


We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now


I want you to stay


I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am


What about us?


I just don't belong here
I hope you understand


I'm trying to understand


We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

i read this
thought it was quite interesting
(:

Kiss on the stomach = Im ready
Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = You're my everything
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = I love you"

What the gesture means...
Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"
Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go
Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"


Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

i graduated today!

(:

most of it are true

some arent

1. Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go AheadThis is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8. Whatever
Is a women's way of saying F*** YOU!

9. Don't worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's response refer to #3.

17 things that make him sizzle (:

1. his sweet, caring side when he's playing with his pets or picking up strays

2. hot bod. nuff said

3. MUSICIANS - drummers, guitarist, singers. there's just something about musicians that makes us go weak in the knees

4. bad boys, we have to admit! breaking the rules just for you - who can resist that?

5. mysterious guys - you never know what you'll get, and it just keeps you wanting more

6. holding your hand while crossing the roa, or gently tugging you to make sure you're safe from traffic - it's the little things

7. we love a man who loves his food, especially when he's not afraid to get into the kitchen and whip some up for us. utterly delicious!

8. the three Cs - charm, confidence, charisma

9. the out-of-bed, i-just-can't-be-bothered look simply screams SEXY!

10. there's something manly and irresistible about sideburns...

11. that twinkle in his eyes; that conspiratorial smile... it's sexy when he always has something mischievous and unexpected up his sleeve!

12. their silly goofy antics that never fail to crack you up

13. sharp wit and intelligence sure turns up the heat... just think seth cohen from the O.C.!

14. absent-minded moments when he is completely lost in his own world

15. sweeping you off your feet with that passionate lip-lock!

16. prominent viens along his forearm... mmmmacho!

17. those piercing eyes that stare right into you

credits to seventeen magazine (: