yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

i went to the eco concert today

i was memorised by jonathan la

he was so charming

hahas

and tall

but he aint handsome

presenting jonathan

oh and felicia chin was pretty in EVERY PHOTO tat i took of her la

heres one

anyway, had fun there

i enjoyed myelf

yippee!

but smth spoil my day

i agree wif jasmine

men are sluts

and i met one today

thou hes a cute one but hes still a slut

anyways, wanna noe the full story?

ask me

cos i aint posting it

jus ask me abt the num slut

wahahahas

The second star to the right
Shines in the night for you
To tell you that the dreams you plan
Really can come true

The second star to the right
Shines with a light that's rare
And if it's Never Land you need
It's light will lead you there

Twinkle, twinkle little star
So I'll know where you are
Gleaming in the skies above
Lead me to the one who loves me

And when you bring him my way
Each time we say "Goodnight"
We'll thank the little star that shines
The second from the right

my supervisor is crazy

she always say i hav no common sense

today she did again

but not in my face thou

it was said behind my back and my fren told me

she said tat ive no common sense for putting the basket tat was used for the kids to put their water bottles in under the table

in the first place,

it wasnt me hu put it there

secondly,

if i put on the table, itll be too high for the kids

cos the basket is quite big and high

and the table is the standard teachers table

thirdly, if i were to put on the floor beside the table,

she wont complain and say tat i hav no common sense for putting it there for the children might trip over it and fall

and fourthly,

the children hav fixed timings when to drink their water

so when they DO take their water bottle, ill freakin pull the damn basket out la!

she only know how to say i hav no common sense AND tat she wan to see how i MANAGE the class

den when i do it my way, she say i hav no common sense

the fact tat she has to let her centre be run by another person already shows tat she has no management skills

plus im not the only one tat says so

all the other teachers agree tat the centre is EXTREMELY DISORGANISED

ok

enough bitching

ive found a white hair today!! (shuddup and dun tell me im old)

thanks to the n2s

im going nuts everyday

and houten isnt listening to me le

i dun wanna do lesson plans

wahhs

credits to sam ann

(:

TELL HER

I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

I can't believe
Her hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please

[Chorus:]
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
Her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please

[Chorus]

Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her
I know how it feels
[Chorus]
Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

my kids played wif dough today

tis is wat 1 of them made

look lyk beetle rite?

so nice la(:

today is the happest day and the saddest day of my 1st aid course
y?
cos we had fun and i stayed back
now u ask y im happy tat i stayed back in class
cos im being paid by the hour and the longer i stay, the more money i earn
hahas
besides my instucter is such a joker
its fun being taught by him!
during break, i went to the toilet
after i came back, the class was toking abt ghosts la
i dunno how the hell they can go from 1st aid to ghosts la
its the saddest cos today is the last day of the course
):
anyways, ive got lotsa hugs today!
so happie
my kids hug me when i said bye to them
aww..
so sweet
and i got another hug from yan later cos she loved the birthday pressie i got her!
:D
so happy






saufee, YOU ROCK!
XD

i cut my hair!

wanna see?

ask me out la

lols

(:

see la!

today did cpr test

stress lyk shit la

totally mental block!

arghhs!!

hope i pass la

aniwae, see the photo on top

the dummie bite me la

serious!

i help 'him' sweep away foreign object in his mouth

den he bite me

idiot!

oh pple

pls stop asking me abt tat fucker

yes, im using tat word

cos its the only word to describe him

pple hu noe me noes tat i dun use tat word unless im reallie reallie reallie pissed

i NO LONGER hav any form of contact wif him

he is NON-EXISTANCE to me

so stop asking abt him

apparently, ive been meeting up wif old frens and they alwayys ask me abt him

and he, on the other hand

is making many many new frens and ignoring the old

so ya

its not fair tat pple jus ask ME and not him

so pple pls take note

LEK GENGHUI is from tis moment on no longer in my memory

thank you

today when my darling was slping, i put mosquito repellent on her

cos her mama say mus put

i sprayed le den she lyk wake up wake up abit

when i left, she suddenly woke up and called 'TEACHER SAMANTHA!'

damn loud la

hahas

so sweet rite?

awwww...

ok

i tried tis thingy i clicked from sam ann blog

so if u wanna try too

go to her blog

(sam ann! im giving u free publicity lei. shld thank me)

anyway, its quite true

(:

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt)miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Yourpresent anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at thistime is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you,someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

im so dumb today la

i bought tis demin shorts for 18 dollars

it was actually 19 den i tried to bargain

i was actually stupid enough to ask the auntie to let me buy it at 18

i mean if u were to bargain, u would ask for 15 or 16 rite?

gosh

wateva

i already bought it

I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone.

Oh and that's why

Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over...
(I'm sorry)


Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it.
I'm so over it...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over it.

Moving on
It is my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
Now I'm so over
So over it.

lifes simple
u make choices and u dun look back
u dun look back
guess ill try jus tat
(:

i freaking broke a nail today la!

at skool somemore

den all the kids see me cry

lols

kidding

i din cry la

not tat weak

jus tat it broke in half

my gosh

its more gross den pain lorr

and the worse thing is tat i jus painted my nails a few days ago

but the nail polish dropped off till lyk half of the nail

tats prob y the nail broke at the end of the nail polish

oh, did i mention its the middle finger?

lols

jus wanted to share my day today
(:

incident 1; D, age 3

JH is slightly autistic and he always runs abt
D saw him running away from the table again when they were suppose to sit down and drink water
D guide JH back to his seat and sat him down plus he oso ask him to drink water
and D's speech isnt tat good in the 1st place

incident 2; YB, age 3
JX is new at skool
her mum broght her hme
as they were walking away, YB call out to them telling them to walk slowly and carefully in chinese
CUTE! plus hes a pretty boy
hahas

incident 3; C, age 2
(ok, tis is the most unbelievable one)
i was taking out the book where all the kids' parents no were in
cos one of the kids' been sick for some time
be4 i even got near the fone
C ask, "teacher samantha, u calling _____'s mommie ar?"
those were her exact words
and i hav no idea how the hell she noe i was gonna call _____'s mum!