yunshan*//
complain, complain, complain. now who wants to listen?

i never wanna grow up
where the innocence is lost; where troubles complicate by tenfolds

I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. I REALLY DO, NEVER WANNA GROW UP.

this is so unbelievably true.

although i hate to admit some of the bad points

but ya

its true

These people have a great potential for creativity but seldom live up to it. They are clever, quick-minded and spirited. They could become formidable in debate and intellectual pursuits but most often succumb to the negativity of their emotional natures. When this occurs they do not listen to others but merely debate to hear themselves talk, and fail to grasp the difference between debate and argument. Their eagerness to 'self-express' makes them poor listeners. These people have a mind that is restless and ready to debate a point at the slightest provocation. Their ire can be easily aroused and once into an argument it is impossible to bow out gracefully -- they must have the last word. This quality is emotional, very active and unstable. With such active desires, if they are repressed they can be quite temperamental and subject to moods of depression.
Their talents lie in any area where they can use their speech and their ability to motivate others. They are sales oriented and great promoters. Art and music inspire them and they should pursue singing, dancing or other art forms, but they can seldom discipline themselves enough to follow through with their interests. They are restless and ambitious and quite independent. Their emotional aspect is what destroys their staying power. Their lives are a series of uncompleted projects. As soon as they see that they can do a job they leave it for some new adventure. Further fields look greener. Their versatility can move them into any number of fields and vocations. If there was sufficient balance in the rest of their make-up they could accomplish great things. If not then they merely acquire experiences and constantly change, not realizing that change seldom constitutes progress. They fail to understand that success is built upon a foundation of stability where the top is reached by building block upon block.
Their motivation is inspiration, and when patience and hard work is required they become bored and move on to new projects. Their quickness of mind allows them to perceive things rapidly. This could be used to their advantage but is often in response to things that irritate them, and then their critical and challenging nature expresses itself. They have courage and a daredevil urge, and are not afraid of taking a chance. These people are opportunists who can achieve great success, and lose everything at the next turn. Their impulsiveness can sometimes work to their advantage and at other times becomes their nemesis. They can be fortunate but unstable. Being emotional they crave the affection of the opposite sex, but find it difficult to stay in relationships. Their caustic tongue invariably leads to quarrelling and differences that become irreconcilable. Peace of mind eludes them as they are driven by forces that they cannot understand. Their health suffers through digestive problems and liver afflictions, they should avoid alcohol.

men dont change when they shld,

they change when they shldnt

men are irresponsible creatures
tats all i hav to say
for now
i'll update more when im not in skool
where i can type in peace

you betrayed me

to arisa and shiying
i noe i was wrong
it was my fault tat tings turned out tis way
i was too rash
im sorrie
ure rite
i needed courage to say all these
for someone lyk me
someone tat cannot accept tat it was her fault
someone tat alwayys needed someone else to blame when it was her own fault
i jus cant blame myself
im not a hypocrite
im reallie sorrie
and tat i took so long to actually accept tat im the one in the wrong
(i miss ah pui alot)

its alwayys easier to forgive den to forget

Start of Something New Lyrics

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight


This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new


Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real


This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new


I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see


It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart


That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

im in one of my crazy mood again

the idea of u being free and able to go out together jus piss me

i cant stand

its jus not fair

u're bais against me

jus go and die

i need my wang zi bian qing wa to calm me down

dang ou rocks my world!!

hes the perfect perfect boyfriend

too bad he only appear in fantasy

cos real life guys are super duper hard to pls and they nv understand tat wat women wan are jus the simplest tings

ps ren, i still agree wif arisa

we acquire language to complain

period.

fuck la

no one replying my msgs

just go die la

u aint worth my pain

it jus feels lyk im nth
reallie nth
im a useless piece of shit
i cant hold on to u the right way
neither can i keep frens
u noe?
tis is wat i call low self-esteem
hahas
i feel so low tat i highly doubt u even noe whow i feel
cos u choose to run
and dump everything
its not starting anew
it running away
since tat day, u've been running
tats y the problem is so big now
it wasnt tis big
i noe i keep toking abt the past
but den wat am i suppose to tok abt?
the future?
i dun even dare to tink abt the present
how to tink abt the future?
i seriously dun tink u're going wif her becos u reallie love her
u're doing tat jus becos u hav tat lil bit of feeling for her
and u need a shelter from all the frustrations u're having now
tats in my opinion
lyk i said a million times be4
u hav to ans for ur actions
not a matter of whether u wan to or not
becos its not jus abt u
someone else is being hurt by ur actions

i tink its me
everything i plan something it nv happens
everytime i ask u out
u'll be busy
haiis
i tink its jus my bad luck

They gotta a lot of girls who know they got it going on
But nothins ever a comparison to you
Now can you see that you're the only one I really want
And everything I need is everything you do

Any girl walk by, dont matter
Cause you're lookin' so much better
Dont ever need to get caught up in jealousy

She could be a supermodel, every magazine, the cover
Shell never ever mean a thing to me

Shes no you, oh no!
You give me more than I could ever want
Shes no you girl, oh no!
Im satisfied with the one I got
Cause youre all the girl that I ever dreamed
Shes only a picture on a magazine
Shes no you
Shes no you

They got a lot of girls who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do, the way you move
Youre more than beautiful and I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need is what I got with you

Any girl walk by, dont matter
Every time youre lookin better
I think youre perfect there ain't nothin I would change

She can be a supermodel, every magazine would cover
Shell never ever take my heart away
Shes no you, oh no!
You give me more than I could ever want
Shes no you, oh no!
Im satisfied with the one I got
Cause youre all the girl that I ever dreamed
Shes only a picture on a magazine
Shes no you
Shes no you

And no ones ever gonna get to me, oh
The way you do, now baby can you see?
That youre the one, the only one, whos ever made me feel this way
And nothins ever comin even close, no
No ones ever been comparable to you
ohaoha, oh yeah lalala
I dont want nothin I dont got
I dont need nothin but you
I cant get more than you give me
So dont stop anything you do
Youre all that, all that and then some
You know what, just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me

Shes no you, oh no!
You give me more than I could ever want
Shes no you, oh no!
Im satisfied with the one I got
Cause youre all the girl that I ever dreamed
Shes only a picture on a magazine
Shes no you, oh no!
Shes no you

Shes no you
(They got a lot of girls who know they got it going on)
You give me more than I could ever want
Shes no you
(Now can you see that youre the only one I really want)
Im satisfied with the one I got
Cause youre all the girl that I ever dreamed
Shes only a picture on a magazine
Shes no you
(And shes shes no you,girl)

but i rather someone else would sing tis to me.

haiis

"Where'd You Go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

i will wait
till you are no longer tired
cos that's what i deserve
i just cant let it go

to those that wore red today (my class only la. those not in my class scram. kidding.)

IM REALLIE SORRIE!!!

:(

do u tink tat the story of noah and allie was real?
can tat reallie happen in real life?
hahas
i doubt so
but i still do hope so

ive been having weird dreams every single nite since sat

and the dreams dun link at all

each nite is a different dream

and not all are sweet

and i would wake up in the morn way be4 im suppose to

and wouldnt be able to slp again

i would hav these funnie feeling in my arm or leg

and i cant lie on tat side

den i would toss and turn till its time to wake up

now tat explains y ive been falling asleep in play lessons

well, i noe its called play lessons

but its the MOST boring lesson so far

i mean it

gotta do my proj le

no life la

fri suppose to be my rest day but still hav to cum back to skool to do proj

idiot