faith, trust and pixiedust

Tuesday, 30 May 2006

my freakin flats broke la!
i was jus tinking today
y i spent $23.90 on a pair of flats
when i can get a pair of heels wif abt the same price?
i decided against heels
cos im tall enough
xp
and i'll feel weird wearing heels
but now i changed my mind
cos mayb im vain
bleah
wateva
aniwae, my flats SNAPPED!
and summore today i had to go to lakeside
den tiong bahru
den walk from tb to my grandma hse
lyk wtf man?
in the first place i knew we were going to montessori kindergarten
so y did i wear my flats instead of shoes?
im so dumb la!
in a kindergarten definitely hav to take off shoes
so y did i wear my flats when its so freaking hard to unhook?!
i mean my sneakers would be MUCH easier to take off la
aniwae, it BROKE!
wahhs..
so i stuck it back together wif masking tape
so all was well and fine
until...
i was a street across from my grandma hse!
lyk wtf man? (again)
i was trying very hard to stick back wif wateva was left of the masking tape
and when i look up the green man flashing
15.. 14.. 13..
i was lyk heck it la
and i cross the road
barely made it in time
but i din die
so ya.
im sucha idiot la
so here i am cursing
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Friday, 26 May 2006

one wk into skool and we're already going on an outing
its actually for us to see a montessori kindergation and their materials
its not as easy as it seems u noe
pple tink pre-skool teachers are jus teaching young kids
how hard can it get?
well, theres more den meets the eye
piaget, freud, frobel, erikson, vygotsky and their theories
u cant even pronoun their names
and the lecturers are dumping them to us all at once
oh wells
these are jus the theory part
so i guess its still abit dry
aniwae, my class has only one guy
so u can imagine the no of girls
so during break time the female toilet is normally packed
guess wat we do?
we invade the gents
hohox
and we even lock the door
jus in case any guy rush in and unzip be4 noticing us in there
oki enough of my skool
im even dreaming of the theories
help me!

Tuesday, 23 May 2006

well,

skool's fine for me at the time being

its not stress

YET

and im making frens jus fine

but i reallie miss secondary skool

damn

all the fun and nonsense

well, not to mention

i tend to click better wif my sec skool frens den now

cos most of the pple in my class are 40+

not tat i dun lyk them

they are much more experience den me

so its kinda fun hearing stories

but..

i hang out more wif pple my age

thou they sit at the opposite end of the class

im there to study not play aniwae

rite ren?

Thursday, 18 May 2006

BABY BOY

From the day that I saw you

I knew that we would pursue

Cause the chemistry

we felt that day

Felt so real, and so true

Looking back on a year

we spent together

How it's been, what

we went through

Although we've had our

little ups and downs

We've still pulled through

Baby girl you're my

world my everything

I wanna lace you with

diamonds and every ring

Give you everything you

dream and fantasize

Cause you can tell me

that you love me

Looking in my eyes

You keep it real with me,

I keep it real with you

You keep on loving me,

I'll keep on loving you

Keep doing what you do,

I feel your whole aura

And I can't wait to hook up

again tomorrow baby - what

My love for you will never end

You'll always be a part of me

As long as time keeps

on passing by

You'll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,

I can't believe

I've found a love so true (and)

I took my time to put

my trust in you

I must admit it was so hard to do

And every minute that I

spend with you

You make me believe I

have nothing to loose and

Deep down I always knew

that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny

Because I got a funny feeling

this was meant to be

Without you I'd be lost,

I need you next to me

Preferably in the house full

of luxuries and little kids

From day one I was sprung,

knew you was gonna be one

Cause my heart spoke for the

very first time in a long while

And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you

carrying my child C'mon

My love for you will never end

You'll always be a part of me

As long as time keeps

on passing by

You'll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I don't know

You're the only one who

sweeps me off my feet

Makes my soul go weak

The only one who makes

my heart wanna beat and I,

I could never live without you

You know that what I feel

has to be true

Cause you're my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,

that I looked into your eyes

I knew that you were

gonna be mine

Feeling you from the inside,

when you're not by my side

You're the only girl

that's on my mind

I never knew a love like

this, a love so strong

A vision so picture perfect

it could never be wrong

Along the way, you're gonna

see you belong with Jay

I might have to marry you

one day baby eh..

Tuesday, 16 May 2006

I MISS LINDA alot

i miss baby more den alot

Tuesday, 9 May 2006

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the (wo)man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the (wo)man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the (wo)man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

I won't forget the way I know

Tuesday, 2 May 2006

i dun even noe wat i wanna type
i feel terrible
i dunno wat i wan
i wan u
but its not the same animore
jus leave me to rot mayb?